i'm sad, irritated, bored, sian, fed-up, tired.............................
why??!?!? wtf la... i really hate it.
why life like dat? huh??
.....
i won't change!! i won't change!! >=o
but outside ppl de way they behave make me have no choic to change if I want but u think i wld?!?!
forget it!!!
haiz...
and also why i bz with hb?? i shld juz ask ppl help me take den i won't feel so lnly..
haiz.... now i feel sd cos nobody have it and i keep on try my very best to rmb.. haiz.

and 1 more thing, i hate girl.
yes, i damn hate girl.
there's alot of type.
i hate act cute, act sweet, act inncoent, act emo..

i directing this to some girl I saw. omg...
definitely is not direct to person I noe one.
cos i won't even bother to make fren with de kind of girl i hate.

so don't worry if u reading this & u r my fren.
hah.

bored, dead..

dead
feeling dead.






die.

yes, i back as I promise. =)
I check my raing for this blog.. and is like wow...
4,298 visitor. hmmm.. wonder who????

haha~ anyway continue yst one.. lol~~~

really enjoy man.. until now is still linering... hurhurhurhurhur~~
so happy. and yet nw bit sad... ok, serious.. I'M CRAZY!
don't bother. haha.

haiz.. why life like that??? haiz... why all I like.... haiz~~
sian ah..... sian.... sian.
-.-...... bored.. sian... haiz~~~~~~~~

alone is de best? haiz.
OMFG, SERIOUSLY I'M CRAZY LE!
don't bother!!! F***~

kk, continue.. LOL!!!
yes!! sat was de best day man!! XD <3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!!

wahahaha~~ here I stop ah? lol~
anyway juz continue.. so reach at 7, den go find seika.. lol~
shinodax hair was curly... curl... like ruki hair style. lmao
he style himself leh? not bad...
then saw shinn, hichy, KzF (pocky trio), rayray, enqi, jasmine, naoya and alot of people la.. lol
anyway I was slacking all de way until 830~
cos it was saikosex turn!! hoho~!
means is headbanging time!! lol
and also to support.. hahhahaha~
they sang:
Omae ni Sasageru minikui koe (girugamesh)
Jarring Fly(girugamesh)
Leech(The gazette)
Calm Envy(the gazette)
encore : Stupid(girugamesh)
well, we all start haedbang frm the first all de way until calm envy. LOL~
how to headbang to "calm envy"?? lol~~
anyway the most fun & epic wasn't saikosex perf, is MYRAID!! LOL~~!!
and seriosuly, anyone has de band list of myraid?
I forget the title totally and yet is kept running through my mind de song.. =.=

i really wanna noe, anyone if noe just leave a comment in my tagbox, thanks~


then myraid turn to peform!! weeee~~
total they perform 4 song, if I'm right. ^^
actually I wasn't suppose to mosh bcos somebody told me nt to mosh, it get my life in danger!! LOL
den i stand another side den dunno why in de end, the right come left den we all mosh during DOZING GREEN!!
WA!! FUN!! DAMN FUN!!!~~~~~~~

i gt alot of story to write but not convenient, serious. ^^
SOrry~~~~ !!! LOL~~~~
MEOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ U R SO CUTE WHEN U SMILE TO ME!! ^__^

wahhahahahaha~~~~~~ I'M BACK TO BLOG!!!! LOL~
i noe i beri long nv blog liao... lol~!

anyway here's update for yesterday!!! XD
WAAAAAHHH!! WAAA~~ WAHHH~!!~!!!! WAH~!~!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! XD
happy~~ happy~~ happy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ XD
si bae happy!!! lol~~~ on sat, i feel like I'm de most happiest girl in de whole wide world! lmao......... si bae kua zhang!! hoho! *0*

but really!!! i STILL CAN REMEBER VIVIDLY!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAA!! XD
IS DAMN SHIOK, FUN & I REALLY ENJOY!!

why? reason:
1st: FT Island Showcase 2009~!
2nd: Mascot parade~!

wahaha~
my journey:
slept at 230, bz wrapping Hongki's present. hurhurhurhur~
woke up at 430 bcos of Qing fu sms & call... omg~
can you believd already got 20-30 people queue up at 3+ AM!!!!!!
@_____@ siaow~~~~~~~ den in de end, when I Noe I faster get ready, bath & get change.
6am get out, 630 reach harbourfront mrt, meet nelia.
7am reach st.james which is also Dragonfly. wwahahaha~ XD

and already 100 over poeple over there queue le, i was number144. =.=||
*sweat drop*

then queue lo... we are not allowed to leave till you have the tag queue number.
so queue, queue, queue, queue... till 1030, den give out tag!!
haiz.. den wait for the tour goos thingy booth....
finally, around 12pm den I can leave.. head toward vivo to egt food & drink.. *dehydrate*

then 1245 reach back there lo...
queue again... sian.. i spend 8hour busy queueing.... =.=||
and de management sux..... so slow~~~~~~ everything was delay.. haiz~

then finally FT ISLAND!!!!! XD
WOOT!!! 330~!! HAHAHA~ they perform total 11songs.
AND THEY R DAMN GOOD-LOOKING!! OMG~~~ THEY LOOK 10 TYM BETTER ON THE TV!!!
wahaha~ esp. Jonghoon & Hongki!
Seunghyun also not bad.. Jaejin was damn cute too!
can't really notice Minhwan though.. @.@
anyway everything was 100% SHIOK!! WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! XD
actually still got alot more to update.. tmr den update on ft island.

jump to mascot first.
reach hm 545p, bath, change... get out at 630 reach taka at 7.
and yes, the Jrock concert start already.. but the exciting haven't start yet.
Until 830. hohohohohohohohohohohohoh!!
all the way until 10+~~~~ MOSH AH!!!!!!! MOSH AH!!!!!!!!!!
headbang ah!!! lol~

serious, this is really the 1st event I went & really enjoy it!
until now is still linger in my mind. =D
actually i was happy about other stuffs too happent here. =D
seriously, i was so happy that i really can't slp properly.
I kept smiling when I think back.. till now!! lol~~

anywayu realy gtg slp.. tmr gt work
tmr den update again with more grandma story & pciture~~~ wahaa
Night~~~~

2 more days!! XD
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~
but eeeyer~~ why must tag??? but good also la~~
den 11-1 i can go run around~~ LOL!!!

anyway actually I more excited for other thing la. ^^
heeheeheeheeheehee~~~~~~~XD

and OMG!! I LOVE KYUHYUN & YESUNG!! XD
if both if them is on my right & left side, ruki come to me I don't want.
LOL!!
ACTUALLY I DON'T MIND LA!! HOHOHOHOHOOHH!!! *0*
3 all come! XD

serious!!!
they 2 look so sexy in "Neorago" PERF!! XD
wtf!!! ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
hothothothothot!!!

I WILL DEFINITELY DO A SCREENCAP IF I'M FREE!! ^__^
whahahhahaha~~ XD

5 more days. =D

hurhur~~
anyway gt some picture thanks 2 aiiki~~ omg... my manager!! *poke*
i like it so much!! XD
esp. the very 1st pic u send me, wth.. is so damn cute la!! XD

anyway went to plaza sing after work, went to spotlight to get my cosplay stuff..
I'm still doing & haven't do finish yet.. and is only like 2weeks???
omfg.. die liao ah.. haiz~ pls, hope I can make it in tym. =)

anyway that day I was so shock when I saw 1 of SUJU vid!!
their last performence~~
AND OMFG!!! YESUNG!! YESUNG~!!! YESUNG MY SHILANG!!! XD
WHY YOU SO SHUAI!?!?!?!?!
UR HAIR!!! SO STYLE!!! USED TO BIT SAME LIKE ME!!
OMG~~~~~
didn't noe yeusng would make dat kind of hair lo..
shocking!!




wakakakakakakakakakkakakakakakaka~~~~~~~ nice!! nice!~~ nice!!~!~!!!!!
hahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah~~~

before that it was red color den now change to blonde...
wahaha~ damn nice!! XD

fark!! fark!! fark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


DON'T BLAME ME FOT the VULGARITY!!
yes, i very angry~ i very fed-up, i feeling full of hatred not for you.. but those person you mixed with!!!

BUT YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU FEELING LIKE THIS, BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!??!?!?!? U NOE HOW FARKING IRRITATING & PEK-CHEK ANOT?!?!?!?!?
U NOE ANOT!!?!?!?!
U JUZ WONDER WHY PPL CAN'T JUST STOP ASKING!!!
PLEASE~~ OMFG~~~~~ I SERIOSULY SO SICK OF IT!!

you don't get, u make so much noise, u raise ur voice..
den say this & that.. then get alrdy, u pretend like nothing happen.. omg~

seriously, I really can't think too mcuh of it.
or nt I will be label as "rude". (maybe alrdy did... )

but I can't do anything!!!!!!!! damn it~~~

I'm seriously very pek-chek..... or I need is just peace.
Is that so much to ask for?!?!?!?

is it so hard? why you everytime got excuse one!?!
why~?!?!!


WHY???? U MIXED W/ DE WRONG COMPANY.
THEY ARE SUCH A USELESS BUNCH OF PEOPLE.
THEY ASK MONEY THICK-SKINNEDLY.
THEY CAN'T THINK.
THEY ARE SELFISH.
THEY ONLY THINK FOR THEMSELF.
THEY THINK FOR THIER GOOD FIRST.
THEY ARE USELESS.
THEY ARE WORTHLESS.
THEY ARE IDIOT WITH NO BRAIN.
I HATE THEM.
YES, NOT YOU BUT THEM.

My friend is not until like your friend, seriosuly speaking.
They are totally different.
at least they don't catergorise above.

i dunno.
but I guess you knew it too. but thats it.
Maybe you don't bother to change it too.
afterall u think everything make no difference if change.

I always believed that 1 day you finally realise & think.
and would change.

but for the meantime, i also dunno wat to say.
Don't wait till when people leave or really upset & gone or you gone then you start to realise.
By the time, is too late.

haiz~~~~
I don't feel like posting thing.

even those I'm very happy recently~~~~

too happy le~!
too happy until dunno hw 2 say.. haha~~
feel like jumping around when I think about it.. lol!!!!!

but there's one thing I'm si bae buay song!!!! >=<

wtf!!!!!!! fffffffff!!!!!

Is happen in LJ la~
I mean "HELLO!!!" "elloooo!!!!!" u selling thing, I also selling thing ah?!
But please don't say as if you know everything or you are the only one who have it, wtf?! or not maybe make it clear lo!!!! please, for kami sake!!


story goes, I selling away "zakurogata no yuutsu" single~
den this "A" bid so she won.
den later part got this seller "B" she also selling cocknayne soup milited edition for USD170 i think!?!?!? is like wtf?? i can get it & sell to "A" 10x much cheaper... duh~~

anyway I never like "B" cos she sell thing way too high... =.=

anyway, continue~~~~~~

I happen to pass by her selling post, and I saw their conversation. "A" & "B" la~

then you know wtf did "B" told "A"
she said....

saw you bidding the zakutogata no yuutsu single, did you manage to get it?
well, the person who selling brought it previously from me.

YOU KNOW WHEN I READ THESE LINE, I WAS WTF DAMN BLOODY F***ING ANGRY, U NOE ANOT!?!?!
EXCUSE ME!?!?! WHICH PART OF YOUR BRAIN OR EYE OR MEMORY SAY THAT I BROUGHT FROM YOU?

then you was thinking maybe she was mentioning about other seller.
But where got so "zun" zakurogata no yuutsu and same buyer "A"?!?!?!?
wtf la.. obviously the "the person who selling brought it previously from me"
IS DIRECTIING TO ME BUYING THE SINGLE FROM HER LO!!!

PLEASE LA!! DON'T MAKE YOURSELF SOUND SO WAT.. LIKE ONLY YOU ABLE TO HAVE THESE KIND OF SINGLE OR WAT!!! duh....

I OBVIOUSLY REMEBER & EVEN HAVE PROOF THAT I BROUGHT THE SINGLE AT A JAPANESE ONLINE CD SHOP LO!!! SO FOR KAMI SAKE, DON'T SO THICK-SKINNED & WITHOUT KNOWING ANYTHING SAY I BROUGHT THE BLOODY SINGLE FROM YOU.. BUAY PAISAE MEH?!?!
kanasai leh.. wahlao.... si bae sian ah... =.=|||

and you know why "B" so confidently say I brought from her, just because inside has this letter contain japanese word.. which is like "I'm sorry" or whatsoever la..
then???!!
MEANS IS YOU SELL AH??
maybe other same single have it too lo~~~~
Or not means... you sold to that person, that person definitely went to Japan & sell that single, and so coincidence when I brought it, I got his/hers one.

NOTE: This Japanese online cd shop only buy back disc from Japan seller, but they sell disc to Japan & international.

So when I sell, I post the pic up.. the "B" thought I brought it from her.
BUT PLEASE LA!!!!! U WANNA BLUFF ME!??!?!
WELL, I GOT GO & CHECK YOUR OLD BLOODY POST WHEN YOU POST SELLING ZAKUROGATA NO YUUTSU SINGLE...... U DIDN'T TOOK PIC OF THE PAPER LO!!!!
AND THAT COVER IS MORE NEWER DEN MINE LO!!!
maybe you don't want included in it la..

but still, you shouldn't so BAH go and say I brought it previously from you.
and when I post a reply in her post, she just ignore it.
Like I never write at all... OMG~~ CAN YOU BELIEVD IT!?!?!?!?

actually is not a big deal la, but I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE IS DAT "BUAY PAISAE"!!
OMFG~~~~~ obviously not I get from you or not your thing, but you say is your thing or brought from you..
omg~~~~~
I never do that as a seller man~ even if I suspect that person selling the thing that was sold by me before, i won't even say also. duh.....

WE R JUST TRING TO MAKE A LIVING!!!
SO PLEASE, GET YOUR FACT RIGHT BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING!!! argh~~

must go see him le.. if not I'll get more & more tulan~~

hahahahhahahha!!! XD
so excited for that day lo~~ omg~~ >.<*

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY!!! HAPPY!!!!! HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


and yea~
btw I'm gotta take bass lesson~ LOL!!
brush up ma.... =.=
so long nv learn liao..... haiz~~
must go get 1 bass first... hmm~
heard that G-RF-62 can't get first cos I'm just a beginner, don't need that yet~
just a simple 1 will do den after reach advance or what, den get that. hmmm~
ok!! XD
but I don't know wat bass to get leh~~~~
mayb shld go ask kesh....... haiz~~~~~~

anyway I'M HAPPYYYPYPYPYPYPPY!!! XD

Omg~~omg~~ omg~~

I really siaow liao....
i really siaow liao!!!!
wtf is wrong with me!!!!?!?!?!!??!?!!?!????!??!?!
I overly-happily siaow liao!!!!
omg~~~~ seriously... is s***** fault!!!!!!!! omfg~~~~

i now is like.. dunno why!?!?!
use to have bad impression also in de end, now like think that person is so funny! LOL~~ seriosuly, what is wrong with me?!??!!??!?!

omg!!!
and now i hear these 4 song, i feel excited!!
THEN VERY HAPPY!! like wtf la... omg~~
serious.. i crazy liao!!!
dunno what wrong with me!!!!!! HELP!! XD

think my "help" also sound happy.... heehee~
AND!!!! i keep thinking about the past leh!!
ALL THOSE HAPPY STUFF HAPPENING!!!
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA~~~ omg~~~ can't believed that now in de end like that~
LOL~~~~ wahahahhahahhah~


I AM CRAZY!!!!!!! XD

quick update.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

27th june~~~~~ FT ISLAND SHOWCASE at 3pm!!!!!!!!!!
and then.. gotta rush down to ngee ann, hope can reacht there by 5+~ hoho!!!
My reason there is to support shinodax band. saikosex~~~
Hope this time they bring more GazettE HEADBANGING SONG!!!!! XD
Don't really like giru or diru song la.. lol~~ biased!! >:>

plus i have VIP tix! hope he rmb to leave me one tix......
hurhurhurhur~~ but I saw this reporting schedule that VIP must report 3:30!?!
HUH!! serious anot???????????????????????
hope not la.. haha~
kk, gtg~ told u is short update.

WAHAHAHAHA!

back from street fest~~~ wahhhhhh~~~ de weather is hot.... =.=||
plus I wore such a thick parka, haha.. can take me to heaven. wahahaha~ XD
but nice ma, so don't care, just wear. =D
went there after work, which I reach there about... 5+???
den stay until the whole perf finish which is about 8+ coming to 9. ^^

I only get to saw 3 perf, which is I looking forward for today actually. haha~
Saikosex, MYRAID!! & slapshock. Aiya.. I only looking forward to saikosex & myraid nia~ =D


Saikosex is bcos went to support shino then myraid is.. haha~ went to see nardo.
hurhurhur~~~ PBO!! argh~~ i was there but... well, so I decide must see this stfest one~~! hoho~~ XD

He sang dozing green... omg~~~ he just scream at the last part.. and.. and.. and!!
I DIDN'T RECORD IT!!! ARGH~~~~~~ ._.
But I did record the first part la.. hurhur~ it wasn't that bad but wasn't good too. hurhur~~~~

Oh Ya! MISS OUT MOST OF KISEKI PERF TOO! went there, so only able to catch bit..
kesh's bass was good!!! XD
as in not his bass, but the way he play de bass. wahaha~
Shino's guitar was good too~ well, I think some sort-of "omake" appear before performing & while performing, haha..so funny lo~~ XD
Saikosex sang giru, diru & GazettE song right? correct me if I'm wrong.. wahaha!

he sang leech!!! hmmmm.......... well~~~~~~ hurhur. nth.
but did headbang la, omg. can't believed I headbang in public.. wahaha!! XD

Talk about head-banging, i gotta say sumthing to miya.
YOU ROCK!!!!!!!! XD
i see u head-bang, like ur neck anytime can break lo... ok ma???????? LOL!!!!!!!!
if only they play DISCHRAGE or $ocial Riot Machine$ by GazettE den maybe I headbang.
haha~~ then de last one, slapshocked perform, I dunno wat song is that..
must be x-japan song but dunno de title... waseh!!!!!
they all push lo!!! step on my bag too.... -.-||
miya & some other guys he noe. -.-

hahaha~~ but fun la~~

when they alone but meet up with my ban-chan for awhile den she went off, after that saw KzF, Joey, elias.... then walk around with KzF & camwhore!!!
after that saw shinn, miya, seika, shino, saki, maOo, yumi, aiiki manager~~~~, bunny!!!.. etcetc~~ too many la~~ hurhurhuhruhrurhurhurhur~~
den went to eat KFC, by de tym I ate finish just in tym for saikosex perf. lol
den after all ended, went home with saki. XD
Oh ya, 2day spotted/saw 6 guys that make me went high.
dunno why, they r nt good-looking.. TELL YOU FIRST!!!
but is style la, maybe.. wahaha~ make me high lo.. >.<
hahahahaha~~~
btw my mum baked biscuit today, took a pic but lazy post up. hahahaha~~

anyway gtg, nitez~~~~

so long nv blog le.... dunno wat 2 blog also~
is weird that u noe I check my statistic, is so high~!!
means there's alot of people visit... didn't know that~~~ hurhur
anyway still chasing up leslie movie~ haha~
fews day miss it.
anyway tmr street fest, alone~ my ban accompany for an hr+?
den go off le... T_T
alone jiu alone lo... =.=
hahahahaha~~` just no hentai jiji come can le~ wahaha XD

anyway gotta go get ready den go slp le, tmr gt work.. =.=

**rmb to buy banana, chye sim & plain flour. =)

weee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
MY LOVELY GAZETTE DARLING TREASURE ARRIVED ALRDY!! XD
DISORDER POSTER & ONORE 6TH FC BOOKLET!!!!! XD

so happy~~!!! XD

the GazettE DISORDER poster



GazettE "ONORE" Volume 6 FC booklet


wahhahaha!!! XD
the night before went to eat steamboat, which is on thurs night! haha~



then yst night went to celebrate teresa bday.. haha, paisae nv buy present but wish you a happy birthday!! ^^


guess where I went for the bday? LOL~~~
heeheeheehee..... no choice~ I'm only the young one there. LOL!!!!!

finally back from malaysia.. *yawn*
tired, sleepy~~~~~ but fun!! ^^
wahaah~ went to few place~~ first we went to larkin then asannah after that took a taxi, wanted to go dangan bay? (4get the name..) but in de end it closed down very long ago... haiz~~~ so u-turn back go to kota rayah S.C instead.. nothing much..
so went to city square instead!! ^^
waaa.. not bad leh~~ bit like bugis mixed with far east.. haha!!
fashion also not bad at least better den spore.. =.=
SOMEMORE DAMN BLOODY CHEAP!!! IS "PI KE LAU SAI"!!! lol~~
those 4/5inch platform boot high till knee length. SGD$70 NIA!!!!!!!!
SO CHEAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *__*

but bcos my motive to malaysia this time is actually get my diamante, but in de end is more ex den spore.. o.o 10tym leh!! wakao~~~~~
so I also realise that not all stuff in malaysia is cheap.. aiyoo~~~

but definite!! NEXT TIME I'LL GO TO CITY SQUARE AGAIN!! XD
Get boots, shoes, clothing & hat!! ^__^
then also some shop sell bit lolita/gothic.. price zha bu duo zha bu duo lo..
but didn't found any shop sell jrock as in GAZETTE!!! XD
haha.. must go KL next time!! wahahhaha~~~
but overall is fun la!! and one more thing is!!
i noe I sua-ku... but I SAW BASKIN ROBBIN!!! XD
Is a cafe, sell ice-cream of cos... omg, spore dun have lo!
so when the moment I saw it, I immediately went down to get it!! heehee.. >=>



this is why I wanna try.. wahahaha~ XD
later I'll upload my photo.. ^^

-UPLOAD!!-
BASKIN ROBBIN!!
i ate is peanut butter chocolate! yum~ yum~! XD



WHEN I 1ST SAW THIS, I WAS SO AMAZED!!
SO CUTE!! >.<




















Anyway I change my blog song again.. love this song.. *.*
~但願人長久~

借夜闌靜處　獨看天涯星　每夜繁星不變　每夜長照耀但願人未變　願似星長久　每夜如星閃照　每夜常在漫長夜晚星若可不休　問人怎麼卻不會永久但願留下是光輝　像星閃照漆黑漫長夜

out of sudden...... i keep thinking back all de past.... everywhere I go, got a trace of you.
everywhere have a memory of you... a place where don't have a trace of you, I won't even go to that place.
surprising, even is a far away place, sometime there's also a trace of you in my memory.
I don't know why, it came back to me out of sudden.... the feeling....
would you ever know???????? I don't think so......
you are so bother with ur stuff, you won't bother bout mine..................
anyway hope I won't think about it again.

3days leave~~~~~~
hurhurhurhurhur... no $$$ liao.. LOL~

anyway tmr I'm going to malaysia!! hurhur~ actually 4 short while nia.. lol
den my boss say quarantine me!! cause afraid later come back frm malaysia, bring along the H1N1 thingy.. *touch wood* I;m not so lucky!! hurhurhurhur~~

anyway on the 30th, I alrdy brought FT Island showcase ticket!! HOHOHO!!!
of cos gt free poster too!! but I lazy take a pic so in de end juz take a pic of my tix.. duhhhhhhh~~~ *yawn*



finally!! i re-watch most of ah rong's movie~~ heeheeheehee~~
HAPPY!! HAPPY!!! XD

and also, my DISORDER poster is coming soon!!
and not forgetting my GazettE ONORE 6TH FC Booklet!! wahahahhaha!! XD
is rare ok!!! LOL~~~

*wait* *wait*
I also planning to buy some ah rong's dvd also, bo liao ma..
so just buy as collection lo.. ^^

i'm sad, irritated, bored, sian, fed-up, tired.............................
why??!?!? wtf la... i really hate it.
why life like dat? huh??
.....
i won't change!! i won't change!! >=o
but outside ppl de way they behave make me have no choic to change if I want but u think i wld?!?!
forget it!!!
haiz...
and also why i bz with hb?? i shld juz ask ppl help me take den i won't feel so lnly..
haiz.... now i feel sd cos nobody have it and i keep on try my very best to rmb.. haiz.

and 1 more thing, i hate girl.
yes, i damn hate girl.
there's alot of type.
i hate act cute, act sweet, act inncoent, act emo..

i directing this to some girl I saw. omg...
definitely is not direct to person I noe one.
cos i won't even bother to make fren with de kind of girl i hate.

so don't worry if u reading this & u r my fren.
hah.

bored, dead..

dead
feeling dead.






die.

yes, i back as I promise. =)
I check my raing for this blog.. and is like wow...
4,298 visitor. hmmm.. wonder who????

haha~ anyway continue yst one.. lol~~~

really enjoy man.. until now is still linering... hurhurhurhurhur~~
so happy. and yet nw bit sad... ok, serious.. I'M CRAZY!
don't bother. haha.

haiz.. why life like that??? haiz... why all I like.... haiz~~
sian ah..... sian.... sian.
-.-...... bored.. sian... haiz~~~~~~~~

alone is de best? haiz.
OMFG, SERIOUSLY I'M CRAZY LE!
don't bother!!! F***~

kk, continue.. LOL!!!
yes!! sat was de best day man!! XD <3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!!

wahahaha~~ here I stop ah? lol~
anyway juz continue.. so reach at 7, den go find seika.. lol~
shinodax hair was curly... curl... like ruki hair style. lmao
he style himself leh? not bad...
then saw shinn, hichy, KzF (pocky trio), rayray, enqi, jasmine, naoya and alot of people la.. lol
anyway I was slacking all de way until 830~
cos it was saikosex turn!! hoho~!
means is headbanging time!! lol
and also to support.. hahhahaha~
they sang:
Omae ni Sasageru minikui koe (girugamesh)
Jarring Fly(girugamesh)
Leech(The gazette)
Calm Envy(the gazette)
encore : Stupid(girugamesh)
well, we all start haedbang frm the first all de way until calm envy. LOL~
how to headbang to "calm envy"?? lol~~
anyway the most fun & epic wasn't saikosex perf, is MYRAID!! LOL~~!!
and seriosuly, anyone has de band list of myraid?
I forget the title totally and yet is kept running through my mind de song.. =.=

i really wanna noe, anyone if noe just leave a comment in my tagbox, thanks~


then myraid turn to peform!! weeee~~
total they perform 4 song, if I'm right. ^^
actually I wasn't suppose to mosh bcos somebody told me nt to mosh, it get my life in danger!! LOL
den i stand another side den dunno why in de end, the right come left den we all mosh during DOZING GREEN!!
WA!! FUN!! DAMN FUN!!!~~~~~~~

i gt alot of story to write but not convenient, serious. ^^
SOrry~~~~ !!! LOL~~~~
MEOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ U R SO CUTE WHEN U SMILE TO ME!! ^__^

wahhahahahaha~~~~~~ I'M BACK TO BLOG!!!! LOL~
i noe i beri long nv blog liao... lol~!

anyway here's update for yesterday!!! XD
WAAAAAHHH!! WAAA~~ WAHHH~!!~!!!! WAH~!~!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! XD
happy~~ happy~~ happy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ XD
si bae happy!!! lol~~~ on sat, i feel like I'm de most happiest girl in de whole wide world! lmao......... si bae kua zhang!! hoho! *0*

but really!!! i STILL CAN REMEBER VIVIDLY!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAA!! XD
IS DAMN SHIOK, FUN & I REALLY ENJOY!!

why? reason:
1st: FT Island Showcase 2009~!
2nd: Mascot parade~!

wahaha~
my journey:
slept at 230, bz wrapping Hongki's present. hurhurhurhur~
woke up at 430 bcos of Qing fu sms & call... omg~
can you believd already got 20-30 people queue up at 3+ AM!!!!!!
@_____@ siaow~~~~~~~ den in de end, when I Noe I faster get ready, bath & get change.
6am get out, 630 reach harbourfront mrt, meet nelia.
7am reach st.james which is also Dragonfly. wwahahaha~ XD

and already 100 over poeple over there queue le, i was number144. =.=||
*sweat drop*

then queue lo... we are not allowed to leave till you have the tag queue number.
so queue, queue, queue, queue... till 1030, den give out tag!!
haiz.. den wait for the tour goos thingy booth....
finally, around 12pm den I can leave.. head toward vivo to egt food & drink.. *dehydrate*

then 1245 reach back there lo...
queue again... sian.. i spend 8hour busy queueing.... =.=||
and de management sux..... so slow~~~~~~ everything was delay.. haiz~

then finally FT ISLAND!!!!! XD
WOOT!!! 330~!! HAHAHA~ they perform total 11songs.
AND THEY R DAMN GOOD-LOOKING!! OMG~~~ THEY LOOK 10 TYM BETTER ON THE TV!!!
wahaha~ esp. Jonghoon & Hongki!
Seunghyun also not bad.. Jaejin was damn cute too!
can't really notice Minhwan though.. @.@
anyway everything was 100% SHIOK!! WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! XD
actually still got alot more to update.. tmr den update on ft island.

jump to mascot first.
reach hm 545p, bath, change... get out at 630 reach taka at 7.
and yes, the Jrock concert start already.. but the exciting haven't start yet.
Until 830. hohohohohohohohohohohohoh!!
all the way until 10+~~~~ MOSH AH!!!!!!! MOSH AH!!!!!!!!!!
headbang ah!!! lol~

serious, this is really the 1st event I went & really enjoy it!
until now is still linger in my mind. =D
actually i was happy about other stuffs too happent here. =D
seriously, i was so happy that i really can't slp properly.
I kept smiling when I think back.. till now!! lol~~

anywayu realy gtg slp.. tmr gt work
tmr den update again with more grandma story & pciture~~~ wahaa
Night~~~~

2 more days!! XD
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~
but eeeyer~~ why must tag??? but good also la~~
den 11-1 i can go run around~~ LOL!!!

anyway actually I more excited for other thing la. ^^
heeheeheeheeheehee~~~~~~~XD

and OMG!! I LOVE KYUHYUN & YESUNG!! XD
if both if them is on my right & left side, ruki come to me I don't want.
LOL!!
ACTUALLY I DON'T MIND LA!! HOHOHOHOHOOHH!!! *0*
3 all come! XD

serious!!!
they 2 look so sexy in "Neorago" PERF!! XD
wtf!!! ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
hothothothothot!!!

I WILL DEFINITELY DO A SCREENCAP IF I'M FREE!! ^__^
whahahhahaha~~ XD

5 more days. =D

hurhur~~
anyway gt some picture thanks 2 aiiki~~ omg... my manager!! *poke*
i like it so much!! XD
esp. the very 1st pic u send me, wth.. is so damn cute la!! XD

anyway went to plaza sing after work, went to spotlight to get my cosplay stuff..
I'm still doing & haven't do finish yet.. and is only like 2weeks???
omfg.. die liao ah.. haiz~ pls, hope I can make it in tym. =)

anyway that day I was so shock when I saw 1 of SUJU vid!!
their last performence~~
AND OMFG!!! YESUNG!! YESUNG~!!! YESUNG MY SHILANG!!! XD
WHY YOU SO SHUAI!?!?!?!?!
UR HAIR!!! SO STYLE!!! USED TO BIT SAME LIKE ME!!
OMG~~~~~
didn't noe yeusng would make dat kind of hair lo..
shocking!!




wakakakakakakakakakkakakakakakaka~~~~~~~ nice!! nice!~~ nice!!~!~!!!!!
hahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah~~~

before that it was red color den now change to blonde...
wahaha~ damn nice!! XD

fark!! fark!! fark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


DON'T BLAME ME FOT the VULGARITY!!
yes, i very angry~ i very fed-up, i feeling full of hatred not for you.. but those person you mixed with!!!

BUT YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU FEELING LIKE THIS, BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!??!?!?!? U NOE HOW FARKING IRRITATING & PEK-CHEK ANOT?!?!?!?!?
U NOE ANOT!!?!?!?!
U JUZ WONDER WHY PPL CAN'T JUST STOP ASKING!!!
PLEASE~~ OMFG~~~~~ I SERIOSULY SO SICK OF IT!!

you don't get, u make so much noise, u raise ur voice..
den say this & that.. then get alrdy, u pretend like nothing happen.. omg~

seriously, I really can't think too mcuh of it.
or nt I will be label as "rude". (maybe alrdy did... )

but I can't do anything!!!!!!!! damn it~~~

I'm seriously very pek-chek..... or I need is just peace.
Is that so much to ask for?!?!?!?

is it so hard? why you everytime got excuse one!?!
why~?!?!!


WHY???? U MIXED W/ DE WRONG COMPANY.
THEY ARE SUCH A USELESS BUNCH OF PEOPLE.
THEY ASK MONEY THICK-SKINNEDLY.
THEY CAN'T THINK.
THEY ARE SELFISH.
THEY ONLY THINK FOR THEMSELF.
THEY THINK FOR THIER GOOD FIRST.
THEY ARE USELESS.
THEY ARE WORTHLESS.
THEY ARE IDIOT WITH NO BRAIN.
I HATE THEM.
YES, NOT YOU BUT THEM.

My friend is not until like your friend, seriosuly speaking.
They are totally different.
at least they don't catergorise above.

i dunno.
but I guess you knew it too. but thats it.
Maybe you don't bother to change it too.
afterall u think everything make no difference if change.

I always believed that 1 day you finally realise & think.
and would change.

but for the meantime, i also dunno wat to say.
Don't wait till when people leave or really upset & gone or you gone then you start to realise.
By the time, is too late.

haiz~~~~
I don't feel like posting thing.

even those I'm very happy recently~~~~

too happy le~!
too happy until dunno hw 2 say.. haha~~
feel like jumping around when I think about it.. lol!!!!!

but there's one thing I'm si bae buay song!!!! >=<

wtf!!!!!!! fffffffff!!!!!

Is happen in LJ la~
I mean "HELLO!!!" "elloooo!!!!!" u selling thing, I also selling thing ah?!
But please don't say as if you know everything or you are the only one who have it, wtf?! or not maybe make it clear lo!!!! please, for kami sake!!


story goes, I selling away "zakurogata no yuutsu" single~
den this "A" bid so she won.
den later part got this seller "B" she also selling cocknayne soup milited edition for USD170 i think!?!?!? is like wtf?? i can get it & sell to "A" 10x much cheaper... duh~~

anyway I never like "B" cos she sell thing way too high... =.=

anyway, continue~~~~~~

I happen to pass by her selling post, and I saw their conversation. "A" & "B" la~

then you know wtf did "B" told "A"
she said....

saw you bidding the zakutogata no yuutsu single, did you manage to get it?
well, the person who selling brought it previously from me.

YOU KNOW WHEN I READ THESE LINE, I WAS WTF DAMN BLOODY F***ING ANGRY, U NOE ANOT!?!?!
EXCUSE ME!?!?! WHICH PART OF YOUR BRAIN OR EYE OR MEMORY SAY THAT I BROUGHT FROM YOU?

then you was thinking maybe she was mentioning about other seller.
But where got so "zun" zakurogata no yuutsu and same buyer "A"?!?!?!?
wtf la.. obviously the "the person who selling brought it previously from me"
IS DIRECTIING TO ME BUYING THE SINGLE FROM HER LO!!!

PLEASE LA!! DON'T MAKE YOURSELF SOUND SO WAT.. LIKE ONLY YOU ABLE TO HAVE THESE KIND OF SINGLE OR WAT!!! duh....

I OBVIOUSLY REMEBER & EVEN HAVE PROOF THAT I BROUGHT THE SINGLE AT A JAPANESE ONLINE CD SHOP LO!!! SO FOR KAMI SAKE, DON'T SO THICK-SKINNED & WITHOUT KNOWING ANYTHING SAY I BROUGHT THE BLOODY SINGLE FROM YOU.. BUAY PAISAE MEH?!?!
kanasai leh.. wahlao.... si bae sian ah... =.=|||

and you know why "B" so confidently say I brought from her, just because inside has this letter contain japanese word.. which is like "I'm sorry" or whatsoever la..
then???!!
MEANS IS YOU SELL AH??
maybe other same single have it too lo~~~~
Or not means... you sold to that person, that person definitely went to Japan & sell that single, and so coincidence when I brought it, I got his/hers one.

NOTE: This Japanese online cd shop only buy back disc from Japan seller, but they sell disc to Japan & international.

So when I sell, I post the pic up.. the "B" thought I brought it from her.
BUT PLEASE LA!!!!! U WANNA BLUFF ME!??!?!
WELL, I GOT GO & CHECK YOUR OLD BLOODY POST WHEN YOU POST SELLING ZAKUROGATA NO YUUTSU SINGLE...... U DIDN'T TOOK PIC OF THE PAPER LO!!!!
AND THAT COVER IS MORE NEWER DEN MINE LO!!!
maybe you don't want included in it la..

but still, you shouldn't so BAH go and say I brought it previously from you.
and when I post a reply in her post, she just ignore it.
Like I never write at all... OMG~~ CAN YOU BELIEVD IT!?!?!?!?

actually is not a big deal la, but I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE IS DAT "BUAY PAISAE"!!
OMFG~~~~~ obviously not I get from you or not your thing, but you say is your thing or brought from you..
omg~~~~~
I never do that as a seller man~ even if I suspect that person selling the thing that was sold by me before, i won't even say also. duh.....

WE R JUST TRING TO MAKE A LIVING!!!
SO PLEASE, GET YOUR FACT RIGHT BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING!!! argh~~

must go see him le.. if not I'll get more & more tulan~~

hahahahhahahha!!! XD
so excited for that day lo~~ omg~~ >.<*

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY!!! HAPPY!!!!! HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


and yea~
btw I'm gotta take bass lesson~ LOL!!
brush up ma.... =.=
so long nv learn liao..... haiz~~
must go get 1 bass first... hmm~
heard that G-RF-62 can't get first cos I'm just a beginner, don't need that yet~
just a simple 1 will do den after reach advance or what, den get that. hmmm~
ok!! XD
but I don't know wat bass to get leh~~~~
mayb shld go ask kesh....... haiz~~~~~~

anyway I'M HAPPYYYPYPYPYPYPPY!!! XD

Omg~~omg~~ omg~~

I really siaow liao....
i really siaow liao!!!!
wtf is wrong with me!!!!?!?!?!!??!?!!?!????!??!?!
I overly-happily siaow liao!!!!
omg~~~~ seriously... is s***** fault!!!!!!!! omfg~~~~

i now is like.. dunno why!?!?!
use to have bad impression also in de end, now like think that person is so funny! LOL~~ seriosuly, what is wrong with me?!??!!??!?!

omg!!!
and now i hear these 4 song, i feel excited!!
THEN VERY HAPPY!! like wtf la... omg~~
serious.. i crazy liao!!!
dunno what wrong with me!!!!!! HELP!! XD

think my "help" also sound happy.... heehee~
AND!!!! i keep thinking about the past leh!!
ALL THOSE HAPPY STUFF HAPPENING!!!
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA~~~ omg~~~ can't believed that now in de end like that~
LOL~~~~ wahahahhahahhah~


I AM CRAZY!!!!!!! XD

quick update.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

27th june~~~~~ FT ISLAND SHOWCASE at 3pm!!!!!!!!!!
and then.. gotta rush down to ngee ann, hope can reacht there by 5+~ hoho!!!
My reason there is to support shinodax band. saikosex~~~
Hope this time they bring more GazettE HEADBANGING SONG!!!!! XD
Don't really like giru or diru song la.. lol~~ biased!! >:>

plus i have VIP tix! hope he rmb to leave me one tix......
hurhurhurhur~~ but I saw this reporting schedule that VIP must report 3:30!?!
HUH!! serious anot???????????????????????
hope not la.. haha~
kk, gtg~ told u is short update.

WAHAHAHAHA!

back from street fest~~~ wahhhhhh~~~ de weather is hot.... =.=||
plus I wore such a thick parka, haha.. can take me to heaven. wahahaha~ XD
but nice ma, so don't care, just wear. =D
went there after work, which I reach there about... 5+???
den stay until the whole perf finish which is about 8+ coming to 9. ^^

I only get to saw 3 perf, which is I looking forward for today actually. haha~
Saikosex, MYRAID!! & slapshock. Aiya.. I only looking forward to saikosex & myraid nia~ =D


Saikosex is bcos went to support shino then myraid is.. haha~ went to see nardo.
hurhurhur~~~ PBO!! argh~~ i was there but... well, so I decide must see this stfest one~~! hoho~~ XD

He sang dozing green... omg~~~ he just scream at the last part.. and.. and.. and!!
I DIDN'T RECORD IT!!! ARGH~~~~~~ ._.
But I did record the first part la.. hurhur~ it wasn't that bad but wasn't good too. hurhur~~~~

Oh Ya! MISS OUT MOST OF KISEKI PERF TOO! went there, so only able to catch bit..
kesh's bass was good!!! XD
as in not his bass, but the way he play de bass. wahaha~
Shino's guitar was good too~ well, I think some sort-of "omake" appear before performing & while performing, haha..so funny lo~~ XD
Saikosex sang giru, diru & GazettE song right? correct me if I'm wrong.. wahaha!

he sang leech!!! hmmmm.......... well~~~~~~ hurhur. nth.
but did headbang la, omg. can't believed I headbang in public.. wahaha!! XD

Talk about head-banging, i gotta say sumthing to miya.
YOU ROCK!!!!!!!! XD
i see u head-bang, like ur neck anytime can break lo... ok ma???????? LOL!!!!!!!!
if only they play DISCHRAGE or $ocial Riot Machine$ by GazettE den maybe I headbang.
haha~~ then de last one, slapshocked perform, I dunno wat song is that..
must be x-japan song but dunno de title... waseh!!!!!
they all push lo!!! step on my bag too.... -.-||
miya & some other guys he noe. -.-

hahaha~~ but fun la~~

when they alone but meet up with my ban-chan for awhile den she went off, after that saw KzF, Joey, elias.... then walk around with KzF & camwhore!!!
after that saw shinn, miya, seika, shino, saki, maOo, yumi, aiiki manager~~~~, bunny!!!.. etcetc~~ too many la~~ hurhurhuhruhrurhurhurhur~~
den went to eat KFC, by de tym I ate finish just in tym for saikosex perf. lol
den after all ended, went home with saki. XD
Oh ya, 2day spotted/saw 6 guys that make me went high.
dunno why, they r nt good-looking.. TELL YOU FIRST!!!
but is style la, maybe.. wahaha~ make me high lo.. >.<
hahahahaha~~~
btw my mum baked biscuit today, took a pic but lazy post up. hahahaha~~

anyway gtg, nitez~~~~

so long nv blog le.... dunno wat 2 blog also~
is weird that u noe I check my statistic, is so high~!!
means there's alot of people visit... didn't know that~~~ hurhur
anyway still chasing up leslie movie~ haha~
fews day miss it.
anyway tmr street fest, alone~ my ban accompany for an hr+?
den go off le... T_T
alone jiu alone lo... =.=
hahahahaha~~` just no hentai jiji come can le~ wahaha XD

anyway gotta go get ready den go slp le, tmr gt work.. =.=

**rmb to buy banana, chye sim & plain flour. =)

weee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
MY LOVELY GAZETTE DARLING TREASURE ARRIVED ALRDY!! XD
DISORDER POSTER & ONORE 6TH FC BOOKLET!!!!! XD

so happy~~!!! XD

the GazettE DISORDER poster



GazettE "ONORE" Volume 6 FC booklet


wahhahaha!!! XD
the night before went to eat steamboat, which is on thurs night! haha~



then yst night went to celebrate teresa bday.. haha, paisae nv buy present but wish you a happy birthday!! ^^


guess where I went for the bday? LOL~~~
heeheeheehee..... no choice~ I'm only the young one there. LOL!!!!!

finally back from malaysia.. *yawn*
tired, sleepy~~~~~ but fun!! ^^
wahaah~ went to few place~~ first we went to larkin then asannah after that took a taxi, wanted to go dangan bay? (4get the name..) but in de end it closed down very long ago... haiz~~~ so u-turn back go to kota rayah S.C instead.. nothing much..
so went to city square instead!! ^^
waaa.. not bad leh~~ bit like bugis mixed with far east.. haha!!
fashion also not bad at least better den spore.. =.=
SOMEMORE DAMN BLOODY CHEAP!!! IS "PI KE LAU SAI"!!! lol~~
those 4/5inch platform boot high till knee length. SGD$70 NIA!!!!!!!!
SO CHEAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *__*

but bcos my motive to malaysia this time is actually get my diamante, but in de end is more ex den spore.. o.o 10tym leh!! wakao~~~~~
so I also realise that not all stuff in malaysia is cheap.. aiyoo~~~

but definite!! NEXT TIME I'LL GO TO CITY SQUARE AGAIN!! XD
Get boots, shoes, clothing & hat!! ^__^
then also some shop sell bit lolita/gothic.. price zha bu duo zha bu duo lo..
but didn't found any shop sell jrock as in GAZETTE!!! XD
haha.. must go KL next time!! wahahhaha~~~
but overall is fun la!! and one more thing is!!
i noe I sua-ku... but I SAW BASKIN ROBBIN!!! XD
Is a cafe, sell ice-cream of cos... omg, spore dun have lo!
so when the moment I saw it, I immediately went down to get it!! heehee.. >=>



this is why I wanna try.. wahahaha~ XD
later I'll upload my photo.. ^^

-UPLOAD!!-
BASKIN ROBBIN!!
i ate is peanut butter chocolate! yum~ yum~! XD



WHEN I 1ST SAW THIS, I WAS SO AMAZED!!
SO CUTE!! >.<




















Anyway I change my blog song again.. love this song.. *.*
~但願人長久~

借夜闌靜處　獨看天涯星　每夜繁星不變　每夜長照耀但願人未變　願似星長久　每夜如星閃照　每夜常在漫長夜晚星若可不休　問人怎麼卻不會永久但願留下是光輝　像星閃照漆黑漫長夜

out of sudden...... i keep thinking back all de past.... everywhere I go, got a trace of you.
everywhere have a memory of you... a place where don't have a trace of you, I won't even go to that place.
surprising, even is a far away place, sometime there's also a trace of you in my memory.
I don't know why, it came back to me out of sudden.... the feeling....
would you ever know???????? I don't think so......
you are so bother with ur stuff, you won't bother bout mine..................
anyway hope I won't think about it again.

3days leave~~~~~~
hurhurhurhurhur... no $$$ liao.. LOL~

anyway tmr I'm going to malaysia!! hurhur~ actually 4 short while nia.. lol
den my boss say quarantine me!! cause afraid later come back frm malaysia, bring along the H1N1 thingy.. *touch wood* I;m not so lucky!! hurhurhurhur~~

anyway on the 30th, I alrdy brought FT Island showcase ticket!! HOHOHO!!!
of cos gt free poster too!! but I lazy take a pic so in de end juz take a pic of my tix.. duhhhhhhh~~~ *yawn*



finally!! i re-watch most of ah rong's movie~~ heeheeheehee~~
HAPPY!! HAPPY!!! XD

and also, my DISORDER poster is coming soon!!
and not forgetting my GazettE ONORE 6TH FC Booklet!! wahahahhaha!! XD
is rare ok!!! LOL~~~

*wait* *wait*
I also planning to buy some ah rong's dvd also, bo liao ma..
so just buy as collection lo.. ^^