heheheh... I'm back w/ henry again.. lol~~
u can't blame me.. I'm reali in <3 w/ henry!!
and I finally put up my CBox!!!

haha~~ hw smart am i?!! lol~
and also finally manage to sell of my gazette uchiwa & standie.. *wipe sweat*
I thougth i wil nv able to sell it off... lol~~
anyway back to my henry!!!
Look at dis clip!!! I REALI LOVE HIM IN HERE!!!

Smtown Henry viloin cut in Don't Don!!


Si won & Henry cut in Bravely going forward!!
Look at siwon~~ aww... what a sweet bro to henry..
cos henry can't swin so he piggyback him all de way.. awww~~ *cried*


Henry cut 2008 Global Audition!!!


Henry Violin Solo - The Story Behind 080720!!!!!



CAN U NT LOVE HENRY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???!!!

I LIKE LEE HONGKI!!! OMG~~~
HAHAHAHAHA..... Didn't noe he so cute!! weee~~~
Den last tym when he fat I reali think dat he look like kangin-sshi!!
but jeongmin... still dun think so.. lol!!
mini-jeongmin shld b can la.. lol!!!!
but reali v cute!! omg!!
den he also v gay!!~~ lol!!
he kiss jong hoon!!! XD *high*

den while searching for ft island, i saw dis clip, OMFG!!!! SO GOOD-LOOKING!!
퍼말찰색애다!!!!!!! XD




wee~~~~~~ ^-^
LEE HONGKI FTW!!!!

i love henry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha....♥ ♥ ♥!!!!!






btw nid to declare sumthin..

omg~~~ I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!
I'M NT HERE 2 BASH ANYONE BUT I REALI CAN'T TAKE IT!!!
I DUN LIKE KOREAN E.L.F!!!! I MEAN LIKE STOP BEING SO CHILDISH!!

TELL U DE TRUTH, I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR BUT I REALI DUN SUPPORT '13'!!!
U GET IT?!
I support suju but nt '13'!!!
u noe wat I mean?
If reali henry is in, den is fine also!!!
I dun hate anyone & if in de future suju become 20 also I'll always support them!!!
BUT NT THOSE E.L.F WHO SUPPORT '13!!!!!!'.. duh....

SO STOP BOO-ING HENRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I believe there's still sum E.L.F that's support suju & dun hate henry also..
I mean in 'SUPER SHOW' did u hear de whole E.L.F was boo-ing henry when he came out to perform for 'Don't Don'?!

y?!
They boo as if like the concert was their, they dun like who den they boo.. wtf?!

anyway SUJU & HENRY HWATING!!!! XD

Shinn version.. ^^

can u spot de guy in checker shirt?

he was de guy as domyojin last yr.. 2B~~ LOL!! The 3 HORSE!! XD
our breakfast.....yaki-soba & corn!! XD
me!!! XD

Rebellious kid..

Sara & my sis.... she wanted to take so ya.. lol~
another one.. I like dis 1.. cuter!! XD




dis is i win!!!! can say Iget de ballon.. nw is hanging in my house.. lol~and de book.. ^_^


den after de event end, my ban-chan went to mit her kk.... den I go with candy they all..
go harbour front eat subway den go walk walk at vivo.. den out of sudden v emo.. dunno y...
mayb v tired... haiz~~ whatever.... reali v no mood out of sudden.
Den dydy keep on askin me am I ok? I say ok.. but ya.. nt ok.
anyway after I reach hm, straight watch my darling K.R.Y & HENRY!!!! XD
OMFG!!! I REALI <3 size="2">BUT.... TOO BAD! HE'S MINE! LOL~~~
LEE HONG GI!!! LEE HONG GI!!! LEE HONG GI!!!

yes... I start 2 cried.... kyuhyun voice reali touch me.....
his voice is like an angel.... >.<
when he sing de 'A Whole New World' i cried.... nearly.. cos v sad..
den summore de sub put 'in de brink of death' as u noe.. j=kyuhyun nearly died bcos of de car accident... T_T
omg~~~~~~ den I watch sukira de lee teuk when he host alone where de rest of de memeber go perform den I dunno y I can feel de sadness in him.... den out of sudden I think dat becoming star is nv a happy thing... I dun wanna become le.. haha~ den am I dat kind of person wld emo? no way! so in de end I watch Yaoi stuff!!!! nt reali actually.. is juz dat suju gt kiss.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
AS U NOE! IM V PERVERT, SO I ALRDY TOOK A SNAPSHOT OF IT!! LMAO!!!

yesyes... i love yaoi alot~~!!







nice rite??? heh heh heh..

haha!!! celebrate mid-autumn w. fruits again.. lol~~
at hougang.. hahahahaha!!!
on sun.. was fun! we were all like kid.. running here & there.. lol~~
den play fire.. light up lantern~~ fun!!
I took sum pic...
later I'll post up..

den haha... sun & mon I & my mum watch mystery 6! omfg~ scared de hel out of me sum part.. haha... but donghae is so cute lor!!! omg!! *faint*
everybody was so cute!! den kibum is so handsome!! is thier debut look.. can die.. *faint*




den 2day I'm ADDICTED TO TROT SONG!!!!! IS SO NICE!!!!
Daesung - 날봐, 긔슨
Shinjin - 해뜰날
Park Hyun Bin - 샤방 샤방
Super Junior T - 첫차
woah!!!! nice song!!! XD

LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!!!!!! LOVE IT!!!! XD

weee~~~2daY I can mark de most memorable day is sep.. lol!!
it was my 1st tym join dis kind of outing.. and is SUJU FAN SHOOT!!!
Means is like a project den we send to korean den make a photobook featuring all de fan world-wide.... omg~~~~ SUJU MUZ B TOUCHED?? ^^ LOL~~~
Anyway 2day I became a ELF.. lol!!!!! Ever Lasting Friend!!
SUJU HWATING!!!!

credit: blurkimchi




Den we also went for luch b4 de shoot... haha~ and guess wat.. I'M LATE FOR 45MIN!!!!! teresa her face bit black.. haha~~ but is my fault. T_T
haha.... anyway is bcos of 1 girl!!! ARGH!! if nt I won't be late... reali!!!

den after dat went to work den meet ban-chan to buy mooncake after dat went hm... den she told me to watch dis suju video.. den I was like which 1??
so she gave me de link den I watch...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zt7U1p_L-Yg

OMFG
YESUNG IS SO DAMN GOOD-LOOKING!!! ARGH~~~~!!!!!!
LEE TEUL ALSO V SEXY!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!1
EUNHYUK, RYEO WOOK & KYUHYUN ALSO!!!!!!!
HAHA!! FOR DE FIRST TYM!!!
YESUNG IS ALWAYS FIRST! BUT FOR DE FIRST TYM, LEE TEUK IS 2ND FOLLOWED BY RYEOWOOK, EUNHUNK, KYUHYUN DEN KIBUM~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
REALI V GOOD-LOOKING!!! *DIE*

haha~~ den by right wan to watch mystery 6 but nw is like 2:44.. omg.. I wanna slp somemore better nt watch or nt become de next donghae-hyung. lol~
gtg, nite!

1:57 and I'm eating my 'so-called' breakfast.... lol~~
I juz woke up at 1pm so I didn't eat anythin frm juz nw.. so dis is my 1st meal.. lol~
hahaha!!! well, my main poitn to dis 2day is.... sweet dream!!! hehehe.... well.. even those I said de past is all gone. but u noe sumtym u still keep thinkin den it wld go until to ur dream?? yup.. is very true. Eg: If I think of SS501 24/7, i wld sure dream of them or mayb one of the member 5-6 tym per wk... lmao!! is true!! but dis is based on a real-life person.. nt star.. and yes, in my dream.. he's so sweet~ ^^
let's give him a fake name.. hm... yeongsaeng? or hyungjun? haha.. mayb ryeowook?
i think make it hyungjun. ^^ but pls!! de guy is nt hyungjun, is juz a fake name to cover up his real identity.. lol~

de dream juz randomly started... I was going shopping w/ my whole family and I dunno y he also inside there.. lol~
den afetr dat we went to take taxi... he was sitting infront.. dat is of cos!!! i muz sit w/ my family.. ^_^
den when reach my block, he help me carry to my house... cos heavy ma..
den he help me take all my stuff go inside my hse to put de thing there..
den i said i can do myself, he said is ok.. I help u.. ^^

den out of sudden my mum said to me, 'u like him rite?'
(NOTE: in my dream, we r nt together. juz v gd fren.)
Den I replied 'NO!! I dun like'
den she said 'U liek guy who is very caring & help u do thing.. all those kind..'
So I was also like thinking twice.. haha!! mayb yes.. but well, in real life nw in reality.. yes, I like him alot.

got back to dream, ya.. so she said to me like dat..
Den he came to me, he said anymore?
Den I said, 'nope, no mroe alrdy, thanks alot... u can faster hurry go to ur place.'
Cos he was rushing to a place actually but he help me first. omg~~ so sweet!! hehe
den he was ok, u sure? den he go off first.. omg~~~
after dat I can't reali rmb wat happen after dat.. my dream is so blur.. lol
den nw I can rmb is dat.... after I put all my thing proeperly back, he called me.
he said....... he said..... OMFG!!!!! HW CAN I FORGOT??!!!!!
SHIT!! I REALI FORGOT!!! WEH!!! I REALI FORGOT!!
I can only rmb dat he reali v gd... ask me sumthin like wat u doing nw? den pack everythin.. sumthin like dat... den de rest, I cannot rmb... T_T
WHY??!!! HW CAN I FORGOT?? anyway afterv dat I woke up.. xian~~ -__-''
y I wake up for wat??? duh... but after dat I recalled back... den I juz thinkin y did can nv happen in real life?? y? that is so sad... it can only happen i my dream.
I ever dream hyungjun b4...... alot of tym alrdy.... all is sweet dream one.. lol!!!!
I ever dream dat I & hyungjun ever together b4.. LMAO!!!!!!
Dat tym when I dream of dat, I nv like hyungjun b4 in real-life..
den because of sum reason.. haiz...... I began to like.

den nw I v sad..... cos blah..blah.. NO! NT BREAK-UP OIR WHATSOEVER!!
is mayb bcos I start to realise dis is all yi xiang qing yuan, a single-sided love and I think too much.. den after dat he began to treat me so cold so ya.. I realise & I feel v gik sim... den like wat I say, de past is all gone.


anyway I'm nt gonna bother it frm nw onward, Gotta live my life happier man!!!!
I LIVE FOR SUJU & SS501 & GAZETTE!!!! SO HW CAN I BE EMO??!! LOL~~
THEY R ALWAYS MY LOVE!!! ^_^

hehehehe.... i'm ruki!!!
俺は絶対流鬼ーです！！！　ハハ！よろしくおねがいしなす！！！！　＾＿＾
そうそう。。。　来年は‘ブリアルーアプィコン’コスプレイ　できます！！！　かんばって！！！
******－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－*******

Btw yst while searchin on gazette video accidentally saw dis video title: 'Pervy Ruki'
hmm.. den guess wat de video is bout?? HAHAHA!! REALI V PERVY!!
NAUGHTY RUKI!! XD
hehehehe... anyway den saw dis 'Reila Photoshoot/Backstage' and I took a shot of it..
damn, Ruki is damn bloody handsome!! i wanna cosplay 'Reila' ALSO... ^^




かこいいでしよ？！！！　流鬼ー様本とにちょかこいい！！！！！　めちゃめちゃかこいい～～～


hehe... ^^



and yes, i realise dat im juz thinkin too much..
and worst is dat....... all de past is gone.
everythin can't go back like hw it was...

OMFG!!! I HATE F***KING BLOODY COM!!!!!!!!!!!
I TYPE EVERYTHIN DEN THEY CUM & COME OUT INTERNET EXPLOER CANNOT B DISPLAYED!!! SHIT YOU!!!!!!!
haiz.... i alrdy feelin damn emo.. so ya, thats explain my bad mood...

anyway 2day work was so busy around 4+?!! yes! everytymn like dat when I wanna end work..
den shinn & karou came to my cafe to pass me my turtle-neck & comic bk, supposedly return by my qing fu...
den went to hougang to mit kstrcuk to teach her dancing.. tell me~~ tell me~~
we went to park!!! omg!! so 민망!!! so many ppl see! but in de end, I dun give a damn~~ cos if dis continue, I cn nv get to teach her. haha
den after learnin for 20-30 min? it rain.. -_- den we went ot nearby kopitiam to have our dinner, she treat me! aww.. so sweet of her! *huggie*
den we talk alot of stuff too.. den I headed hm..

den dunno y out of sudden feelin emo..... super emo..
y? y? y?
if everythin is as easy as wat u think, life wld be 10tym easier~~ dun think so?
tried so hard..... but thats it.... anyway I shldn't bother anymore.. juz let it be..
.... WTF I'M THINKI??!!!!! GD DAMN IT!!! ARGH!!! reali feelin f****n emo... xian..
Nw I noe y my name is called haruki...
Haru (Jap) - Spring
Haru (kor) - Day after day
Ki - Tree
meaning... spring pass by day after day & tree wld always witter day after day....
yup...... when I emo, I wld be like dat..... duh... dunno when wil my wish cum true?
nv? is impossible... in my dream. I should stop thinking for serious.
everythin juz let it go by itself... I WON'T!!! TRUST ME!!!!!!
is enough.

YEAH!!!! I WON A CD FRM POP IS SEOUL!!! XD
Cannot believed it~~ lol!!
went out for dinner after my work so when I reach hm, I spot a yellow color envelope but didn't noe is 4 me.. thought is 4 my ban-chan.. suddenly when we 2 run toward & snatch i saw 'pop is seoul' so I was like 'omg!!! y gt post 4 me???' den I open up, is a cd!! even those is nt ss501 or suju.. but is ok! cos I still won!! ^_^ hahahaha... happy desu!! XD



NAMOLLA FAMILY!!! HAHA.. Ever heard b4 but nah.. I dun like. lol~~

AND ALSO MY NEW BEDSHEET!! NEMO!!!




WOOHOO!! went to eat ramen.. wanted to eat jajjangmyeon but.. hmm.. dunno where gt kor food stall... lol~~
anyway tmr go buy 4D, hope can kena!!! lol~~

heheheh... I'm back w/ henry again.. lol~~
u can't blame me.. I'm reali in <3 w/ henry!!
and I finally put up my CBox!!!

haha~~ hw smart am i?!! lol~
and also finally manage to sell of my gazette uchiwa & standie.. *wipe sweat*
I thougth i wil nv able to sell it off... lol~~
anyway back to my henry!!!
Look at dis clip!!! I REALI LOVE HIM IN HERE!!!

Smtown Henry viloin cut in Don't Don!!


Si won & Henry cut in Bravely going forward!!
Look at siwon~~ aww... what a sweet bro to henry..
cos henry can't swin so he piggyback him all de way.. awww~~ *cried*


Henry cut 2008 Global Audition!!!


Henry Violin Solo - The Story Behind 080720!!!!!



CAN U NT LOVE HENRY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???!!!

I LIKE LEE HONGKI!!! OMG~~~
HAHAHAHAHA..... Didn't noe he so cute!! weee~~~
Den last tym when he fat I reali think dat he look like kangin-sshi!!
but jeongmin... still dun think so.. lol!!
mini-jeongmin shld b can la.. lol!!!!
but reali v cute!! omg!!
den he also v gay!!~~ lol!!
he kiss jong hoon!!! XD *high*

den while searching for ft island, i saw dis clip, OMFG!!!! SO GOOD-LOOKING!!
퍼말찰색애다!!!!!!! XD




wee~~~~~~ ^-^
LEE HONGKI FTW!!!!

i love henry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha....♥ ♥ ♥!!!!!






btw nid to declare sumthin..

omg~~~ I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!
I'M NT HERE 2 BASH ANYONE BUT I REALI CAN'T TAKE IT!!!
I DUN LIKE KOREAN E.L.F!!!! I MEAN LIKE STOP BEING SO CHILDISH!!

TELL U DE TRUTH, I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR BUT I REALI DUN SUPPORT '13'!!!
U GET IT?!
I support suju but nt '13'!!!
u noe wat I mean?
If reali henry is in, den is fine also!!!
I dun hate anyone & if in de future suju become 20 also I'll always support them!!!
BUT NT THOSE E.L.F WHO SUPPORT '13!!!!!!'.. duh....

SO STOP BOO-ING HENRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I believe there's still sum E.L.F that's support suju & dun hate henry also..
I mean in 'SUPER SHOW' did u hear de whole E.L.F was boo-ing henry when he came out to perform for 'Don't Don'?!

y?!
They boo as if like the concert was their, they dun like who den they boo.. wtf?!

anyway SUJU & HENRY HWATING!!!! XD

Shinn version.. ^^

can u spot de guy in checker shirt?

he was de guy as domyojin last yr.. 2B~~ LOL!! The 3 HORSE!! XD
our breakfast.....yaki-soba & corn!! XD
me!!! XD

Rebellious kid..

Sara & my sis.... she wanted to take so ya.. lol~
another one.. I like dis 1.. cuter!! XD




dis is i win!!!! can say Iget de ballon.. nw is hanging in my house.. lol~and de book.. ^_^


den after de event end, my ban-chan went to mit her kk.... den I go with candy they all..
go harbour front eat subway den go walk walk at vivo.. den out of sudden v emo.. dunno y...
mayb v tired... haiz~~ whatever.... reali v no mood out of sudden.
Den dydy keep on askin me am I ok? I say ok.. but ya.. nt ok.
anyway after I reach hm, straight watch my darling K.R.Y & HENRY!!!! XD
OMFG!!! I REALI <3 size="2">BUT.... TOO BAD! HE'S MINE! LOL~~~
LEE HONG GI!!! LEE HONG GI!!! LEE HONG GI!!!

yes... I start 2 cried.... kyuhyun voice reali touch me.....
his voice is like an angel.... >.<
when he sing de 'A Whole New World' i cried.... nearly.. cos v sad..
den summore de sub put 'in de brink of death' as u noe.. j=kyuhyun nearly died bcos of de car accident... T_T
omg~~~~~~ den I watch sukira de lee teuk when he host alone where de rest of de memeber go perform den I dunno y I can feel de sadness in him.... den out of sudden I think dat becoming star is nv a happy thing... I dun wanna become le.. haha~ den am I dat kind of person wld emo? no way! so in de end I watch Yaoi stuff!!!! nt reali actually.. is juz dat suju gt kiss.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
AS U NOE! IM V PERVERT, SO I ALRDY TOOK A SNAPSHOT OF IT!! LMAO!!!

yesyes... i love yaoi alot~~!!







nice rite??? heh heh heh..

haha!!! celebrate mid-autumn w. fruits again.. lol~~
at hougang.. hahahahaha!!!
on sun.. was fun! we were all like kid.. running here & there.. lol~~
den play fire.. light up lantern~~ fun!!
I took sum pic...
later I'll post up..

den haha... sun & mon I & my mum watch mystery 6! omfg~ scared de hel out of me sum part.. haha... but donghae is so cute lor!!! omg!! *faint*
everybody was so cute!! den kibum is so handsome!! is thier debut look.. can die.. *faint*




den 2day I'm ADDICTED TO TROT SONG!!!!! IS SO NICE!!!!
Daesung - 날봐, 긔슨
Shinjin - 해뜰날
Park Hyun Bin - 샤방 샤방
Super Junior T - 첫차
woah!!!! nice song!!! XD

LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!!!!!! LOVE IT!!!! XD

weee~~~2daY I can mark de most memorable day is sep.. lol!!
it was my 1st tym join dis kind of outing.. and is SUJU FAN SHOOT!!!
Means is like a project den we send to korean den make a photobook featuring all de fan world-wide.... omg~~~~ SUJU MUZ B TOUCHED?? ^^ LOL~~~
Anyway 2day I became a ELF.. lol!!!!! Ever Lasting Friend!!
SUJU HWATING!!!!

credit: blurkimchi




Den we also went for luch b4 de shoot... haha~ and guess wat.. I'M LATE FOR 45MIN!!!!! teresa her face bit black.. haha~~ but is my fault. T_T
haha.... anyway is bcos of 1 girl!!! ARGH!! if nt I won't be late... reali!!!

den after dat went to work den meet ban-chan to buy mooncake after dat went hm... den she told me to watch dis suju video.. den I was like which 1??
so she gave me de link den I watch...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zt7U1p_L-Yg

OMFG
YESUNG IS SO DAMN GOOD-LOOKING!!! ARGH~~~~!!!!!!
LEE TEUL ALSO V SEXY!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!1
EUNHYUK, RYEO WOOK & KYUHYUN ALSO!!!!!!!
HAHA!! FOR DE FIRST TYM!!!
YESUNG IS ALWAYS FIRST! BUT FOR DE FIRST TYM, LEE TEUK IS 2ND FOLLOWED BY RYEOWOOK, EUNHUNK, KYUHYUN DEN KIBUM~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
REALI V GOOD-LOOKING!!! *DIE*

haha~~ den by right wan to watch mystery 6 but nw is like 2:44.. omg.. I wanna slp somemore better nt watch or nt become de next donghae-hyung. lol~
gtg, nite!

1:57 and I'm eating my 'so-called' breakfast.... lol~~
I juz woke up at 1pm so I didn't eat anythin frm juz nw.. so dis is my 1st meal.. lol~
hahaha!!! well, my main poitn to dis 2day is.... sweet dream!!! hehehe.... well.. even those I said de past is all gone. but u noe sumtym u still keep thinkin den it wld go until to ur dream?? yup.. is very true. Eg: If I think of SS501 24/7, i wld sure dream of them or mayb one of the member 5-6 tym per wk... lmao!! is true!! but dis is based on a real-life person.. nt star.. and yes, in my dream.. he's so sweet~ ^^
let's give him a fake name.. hm... yeongsaeng? or hyungjun? haha.. mayb ryeowook?
i think make it hyungjun. ^^ but pls!! de guy is nt hyungjun, is juz a fake name to cover up his real identity.. lol~

de dream juz randomly started... I was going shopping w/ my whole family and I dunno y he also inside there.. lol~
den afetr dat we went to take taxi... he was sitting infront.. dat is of cos!!! i muz sit w/ my family.. ^_^
den when reach my block, he help me carry to my house... cos heavy ma..
den he help me take all my stuff go inside my hse to put de thing there..
den i said i can do myself, he said is ok.. I help u.. ^^

den out of sudden my mum said to me, 'u like him rite?'
(NOTE: in my dream, we r nt together. juz v gd fren.)
Den I replied 'NO!! I dun like'
den she said 'U liek guy who is very caring & help u do thing.. all those kind..'
So I was also like thinking twice.. haha!! mayb yes.. but well, in real life nw in reality.. yes, I like him alot.

got back to dream, ya.. so she said to me like dat..
Den he came to me, he said anymore?
Den I said, 'nope, no mroe alrdy, thanks alot... u can faster hurry go to ur place.'
Cos he was rushing to a place actually but he help me first. omg~~ so sweet!! hehe
den he was ok, u sure? den he go off first.. omg~~~
after dat I can't reali rmb wat happen after dat.. my dream is so blur.. lol
den nw I can rmb is dat.... after I put all my thing proeperly back, he called me.
he said....... he said..... OMFG!!!!! HW CAN I FORGOT??!!!!!
SHIT!! I REALI FORGOT!!! WEH!!! I REALI FORGOT!!
I can only rmb dat he reali v gd... ask me sumthin like wat u doing nw? den pack everythin.. sumthin like dat... den de rest, I cannot rmb... T_T
WHY??!!! HW CAN I FORGOT?? anyway afterv dat I woke up.. xian~~ -__-''
y I wake up for wat??? duh... but after dat I recalled back... den I juz thinkin y did can nv happen in real life?? y? that is so sad... it can only happen i my dream.
I ever dream hyungjun b4...... alot of tym alrdy.... all is sweet dream one.. lol!!!!
I ever dream dat I & hyungjun ever together b4.. LMAO!!!!!!
Dat tym when I dream of dat, I nv like hyungjun b4 in real-life..
den because of sum reason.. haiz...... I began to like.

den nw I v sad..... cos blah..blah.. NO! NT BREAK-UP OIR WHATSOEVER!!
is mayb bcos I start to realise dis is all yi xiang qing yuan, a single-sided love and I think too much.. den after dat he began to treat me so cold so ya.. I realise & I feel v gik sim... den like wat I say, de past is all gone.


anyway I'm nt gonna bother it frm nw onward, Gotta live my life happier man!!!!
I LIVE FOR SUJU & SS501 & GAZETTE!!!! SO HW CAN I BE EMO??!! LOL~~
THEY R ALWAYS MY LOVE!!! ^_^

hehehehe.... i'm ruki!!!
俺は絶対流鬼ーです！！！　ハハ！よろしくおねがいしなす！！！！　＾＿＾
そうそう。。。　来年は‘ブリアルーアプィコン’コスプレイ　できます！！！　かんばって！！！
******－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－*******

Btw yst while searchin on gazette video accidentally saw dis video title: 'Pervy Ruki'
hmm.. den guess wat de video is bout?? HAHAHA!! REALI V PERVY!!
NAUGHTY RUKI!! XD
hehehehe... anyway den saw dis 'Reila Photoshoot/Backstage' and I took a shot of it..
damn, Ruki is damn bloody handsome!! i wanna cosplay 'Reila' ALSO... ^^




かこいいでしよ？！！！　流鬼ー様本とにちょかこいい！！！！！　めちゃめちゃかこいい～～～


hehe... ^^



and yes, i realise dat im juz thinkin too much..
and worst is dat....... all de past is gone.
everythin can't go back like hw it was...

OMFG!!! I HATE F***KING BLOODY COM!!!!!!!!!!!
I TYPE EVERYTHIN DEN THEY CUM & COME OUT INTERNET EXPLOER CANNOT B DISPLAYED!!! SHIT YOU!!!!!!!
haiz.... i alrdy feelin damn emo.. so ya, thats explain my bad mood...

anyway 2day work was so busy around 4+?!! yes! everytymn like dat when I wanna end work..
den shinn & karou came to my cafe to pass me my turtle-neck & comic bk, supposedly return by my qing fu...
den went to hougang to mit kstrcuk to teach her dancing.. tell me~~ tell me~~
we went to park!!! omg!! so 민망!!! so many ppl see! but in de end, I dun give a damn~~ cos if dis continue, I cn nv get to teach her. haha
den after learnin for 20-30 min? it rain.. -_- den we went ot nearby kopitiam to have our dinner, she treat me! aww.. so sweet of her! *huggie*
den we talk alot of stuff too.. den I headed hm..

den dunno y out of sudden feelin emo..... super emo..
y? y? y?
if everythin is as easy as wat u think, life wld be 10tym easier~~ dun think so?
tried so hard..... but thats it.... anyway I shldn't bother anymore.. juz let it be..
.... WTF I'M THINKI??!!!!! GD DAMN IT!!! ARGH!!! reali feelin f****n emo... xian..
Nw I noe y my name is called haruki...
Haru (Jap) - Spring
Haru (kor) - Day after day
Ki - Tree
meaning... spring pass by day after day & tree wld always witter day after day....
yup...... when I emo, I wld be like dat..... duh... dunno when wil my wish cum true?
nv? is impossible... in my dream. I should stop thinking for serious.
everythin juz let it go by itself... I WON'T!!! TRUST ME!!!!!!
is enough.

YEAH!!!! I WON A CD FRM POP IS SEOUL!!! XD
Cannot believed it~~ lol!!
went out for dinner after my work so when I reach hm, I spot a yellow color envelope but didn't noe is 4 me.. thought is 4 my ban-chan.. suddenly when we 2 run toward & snatch i saw 'pop is seoul' so I was like 'omg!!! y gt post 4 me???' den I open up, is a cd!! even those is nt ss501 or suju.. but is ok! cos I still won!! ^_^ hahahaha... happy desu!! XD



NAMOLLA FAMILY!!! HAHA.. Ever heard b4 but nah.. I dun like. lol~~

AND ALSO MY NEW BEDSHEET!! NEMO!!!




WOOHOO!! went to eat ramen.. wanted to eat jajjangmyeon but.. hmm.. dunno where gt kor food stall... lol~~
anyway tmr go buy 4D, hope can kena!!! lol~~