AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!
ASKJHASKFHUASDLFH/osdF/OAUsfOASDAS
CSD
'SDK
SLB'jnSDF[KF'JasD
GLSD
GKSD
KG
adKBsejg'dlfjv
dsfvLASF'LAEJFORJGP9WUR-W94UTWKRG
ADRF'LQ3
R2L3
TKE
TUWR
6[7ORJGSAEOHGPAFSDGJJSDG;;HH;ISGH;S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY!!
WHY!!!!!
ARGH!!
I AM VERY ANGRY & FED-UP!~!!!!~!~!~~!~~!~!!!! NOW~!!!
WTF!! WTF! WTF!!! WTF!!!!!!~!! F!!!!!! F!!!!!!!!
LIKE THAT ALSO CAN!!!
LEFT LAST MIN.. MAYBE HALF MIN NIA!! I KENA OUTBID LEH!! WTF!!~!!!!
FARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEESEPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE AUCTION!!!!! ARGH!!!!
DAT PERSON IS AN IDIOT!!!!!1 ARGH!!!!
I BLOODY FARKING TOWEL ALSO CANNOT GIVE ME WIN!!
FARK!!!!!!!!!
JHC;usfb;LAJHF;oasf!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz wan a farking gazette towel also dun wan give me!!
fark!!
somemore i stay UP ALL DE WAY TILL DE LAST MIN AND WAT I EGT NOTHING~
OMG~!!! I WAN DAT FARKING TOWEL!!! NOW!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE DAT PERSON!!!!!!! >=O
*add another person to "hate" list*

I realise something. =)
After some discussion.. hahahahhahahahhhahahhahaha!!! XD
i realise I've a religion too! ^^
i always say I'm free-thinker, well, I'm not actually.

I do believed in somebody, in a way.
people is christian, buddhist, muslim, jewist.. etc.. etc~
I'm none of those.. my religion is "GazettE"
I'm not trying to be funny or make fun of religious stuff, but yea~
is true.
我信“平成の異端児集団“教。
俺は平成の異端児集団ずっと信じてです！！！
流鬼ー様は俺の神様です。
彼が俺の生命です。俺は流鬼ー様の為に活きたいです。
流鬼ー様は俺の全部。
誰も邪魔してない！！！　＝ｐ

You know when people stress, angry, depress, distress, dissapoint in human life.. they turn to god right? then they will feel peaceful & at ease.

Me? I turn to Ruki-sama.
Whenever I'm sad, angry, moody, dissapointed, depress, feeling unwell, wore-out..
I turn to ruki-sama, i hear his music, watch his performence, see his funny-self.
I'll feel happy & stress-free and joyful immediatly.
Don't believed? think is juz crap? whatever.
I don't force people to believed, you want to believed den believed then. =D

So ya~ somewhere somehow he become a part of my source to happiness.
What he did? Well, he did nothing beside singing & performing.
But at least he use all his sincerity to composed & write a song.
to dedicated to all fan, he love us fan.
He also appreciate us that without us, he won't as what he is now. =)

Someone ask me, he just a illusion. Not reality.
Still reality guy is better.

So I ask him, what can a reality guy do?

He answer: CAN~ THEY CAN DO WHAT RUKI CAN'T DO. To be able to give your satisfaction.

So I i answer him straightaway: Well, Ruki does give me some kind of satisfaction.
He fulfilled my desire. haha~~ XD
In life, you don't just live for real-love or sex. you don't.
Sex is just a part that it need during relationship, thats all.
It can't do anything more then that.

He: So by watching him & hearing his voice, satisfied you?
Me: yes, definitely. =D
At least he make me happy all the time. he never failed to cheer his fan up.
Reality guy can't even do anything.
Just ask for some simple thing, they can't accomplised.
They don't make me happy, make me stress-free, make un-moody.
instead they do the opposite.
wow.. amazing right?
If you think not true, den answer me.
Which part is not true? can you all really do that? hahah. Pls la~

So in the end, I realise that Ruki play a part is my life somewhere somehow.
I like him too much.
And I'm afraid of that actually.
I don't to be a stoic fan, serious.

I just wanna be a fan who love & support him. =D
haha.. I don't need BF, love or guy. XD

I don't need that.
I only need Ruki, thats all. ^^

nth to really blog about today....
went to marina for the ban-mian outing after work.
I'm really looking forward to it for the past few week.. but i guess it didn't really worth my wait, i didn't really enjoy it. Not in a very good mood too.
it spolied my mood actually, but i didn't do anything.
i just continue with the outing, cos i dun wan bcos of my moody & stink face, everybody mood change too.
I see that most of them enjoyed except me. haha~ thats good lo..
treat wayne to ban-mian.. all maybe u can say i lose to a bet to him.. omg~!
2day outing got me, joey, wayne, elias & shiroro.
went to play drum mania b4 eating ban-mian.. wa... i pass de 1st for advance "monster tree" but failed de 2nd tym for advance "monster tree"
ACTUALLY IS JUST A LITTLE BIT ONLY!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... den after eat... did we went ot play again? 4get leh!! shit. shld be got..
haha~~ then after that went home lo.. XD

Most of the time, i was with joey & elias.. we talk much & laugh much.
at least they make me feel better. ^^
@wayne & shiroro: you also make me laugh.. hahaahahha!!! XD

then thats all lo......
oh, ya.. i was very moody at 1 time and GazettE save my life! XD
joey got put "DISTRESS & COMA" Pv in his PSP!! Waseh~~~~~~~~ <333!!
RUKI IS LOVE!! XD

also went to change my computer desktop.. will upload once i take a pic of it. ^^

YOO~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
hahahahaha~~ 1st of all.. i wanna thanks... HICHY!!! XD
GUAGUAGUA~~~~~ U MAKE MY DAY ON DAT DAY VERY HAPPY!! LOL~!!
I LOVE YOU!!! XD hehehehheheh~~~ >D
juz jk~ guaguagua..
but really, i don't mind spending 1 & 1/2 hr in mrt.. yes, why?
i frm north area went all the way to pasir ris, den went to somerset.
wow... hahahaha~~~ lucky smrt nv cut my card den charge me extra $2 like dat tym, overshot.. stay in mrt for 2hr~ den kena fine. sian~
so heng ah~~~ ^^''

Here's the DVD~!


This is the Free PSC Patch.. (who bear to paste??? LOL)





This is the free booklet!! i only took pic of GazettE one~
OOO. MY DARLING RUKI-SAMA!! XD







Then at work, i play my dvd! XD
too kan-chiong liao.. but cannot see la.. make me even more excited when i juz hear lo.. i keep jumping like mad woman~ XD
then finally went hm to watch~ OMFG!! RUKI IS SUCH A DARLING!
HE'S LOOK AWESOMEMLY GORGEOUS IN HAKAMA!! *O*
And he look actually... cute. XD
he really can't dance.. in leech, the rap part.. he look damn dumb-cute.
haha~ u shld see it~ then in discharge, the 1st head-banging part.. he didn't head-bang which he always used to..
guess what he did? XD
he move around head-banging a very little.. i dunno hw to explain~ u shld see it den u will understand!! XD damn cute~~
omg.. i kept thinking about ruki 24/7, somebody save me~

irrevocably in luv w/ ruki..... *_*
he make my life even happier~ XD
And in "LEECH" the chorus part.. oh my god~~~ his voice & the way he perform.
I'M GETTING SERIOUS AHPRODISIAC!!! XD
but Aoi look sexy in there too~ dunno why.. XD
Uruha look hot, kai = cute~ reita = cool! man!! XD
then the opening. YES!! THE MAIN POINT!! XD
When the starting part, each member walk to the stage one by one~
1st is Kai, Uruha, Reita, Aoi and then my DARLING RUKI~!! XD
Kai is cute.. he sleeve was all fold-up to his comfort~ heh heh~
then uruha fold his arm, slot in the sleeve then walk slowly~ *.*
Reita like man.. haha!! XD walk in like a proper japanese man! XD
While AOI!! OMG~ OF ALL, I LOVE HIS OPENING! SO SHUAI~!!!!!
He walk in then stop after look at the audience, he slightly turn his head facing toward the stage den walk off.. XD OMG~ *faint*
Then the last... Ruki. ^^
He walk like an yakuza... lao da~~!!!! XD
Dun need word describe, one word. YAKUZA.

Conclusion: $100 IS WORTH IT!! XD

And.. weee~~ my sperm dessert & Gama Coffee is here! (u noe wat i mean)
show you~~~ very soon.... i'll conquer GazettE COLLECTION! XD
hehehehehehhehehehehhehehehehehhehehehehheheheheheheheh~~~~~~













While searching video on youtube, i found this.
thier LEECH time, promoting!!

DAMN.... I REALLY WANNA GO JAPAN...... T.T


btw i cut my hair alrdy~ XD
Before~

After~


No difference right? haha~

i'm back to update about... ruki.
yes, again. go away if u dun wan read. =D
i really think he's awesomely gorgeous!!! XD
heh heh.. to me only la!!! XD
HE'S MY HUSBAND MA!! ^O^
I love his voice, his style, his dressing, his lyric, his look, his eye, his skin, his lip, his hair... everyhting. I SIMPLY LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT RUKI.
TAKANORI MATSUMOTO-SAN. ^0^

Anyway i'm dam bored today... so while sitting down.. i thought of a cafe.
I mean opening a cafe.. called "the GazettE Cafe"
Maybe located at Japan, Harajuku or Shibuya?
Shinjuku also can. ^^

I'm bored now so just let me describe... ^^
A medium, cosy cafe, with 5 waiter.
Of cause I'll find guy that look like them, make the hair, make-up but wear waiter costume. =D
Then of cause playing all the way would be GazettE song frm "Wakaremichi-Distress & Coma"
then I'll decorate the wall with thier poster~
then the wall paint would be "the GazettE" official logo.
then some art paint...
while at the front near counter there will be 3-4 cabinet, transparent.
That is like collection, I'll put all GazettE cd/dvd/books/goods & lock them.
Then people can take a look~ XD

While at the back, I will decorate all thiers photo.
From they debut, till now... all the history photo.
Then paste on the wall, with frame covering it.
Ceiling light would be chandelier. =)
Sofa black...
Menu.. heh heh~~
i thought of a very creative yet dumb menu.. LMAO!!

Divide into different dish.
Album/single name would be de dish.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~
Cocknaye Soup (Soup)
「Beautiful 5 ［shit］ers」 - Mushroom Soup
「32口径の拳銃」- Chicken Soup
「幸せな日々」- Cream Of corn
「春ニ散リケリ、身ハ枯レルデゴザイマス] - Miso Soup
~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~
Akuyuukai (Appetizer)
「鬼の面」- Mini-Noodle Salad
「Ray」- Garlic Bread
「ワイフ」- Mentai Potato
「絲」- Mini-Toppenyaki
**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Sperm Magarita (Dessert)
LINDA〜candy dive pinky heaven〜 - Macha Sundae
ブラックスパンコールギャング - Ice-cream Crepes
別れ道 - Banana Split
★BEST FRIENDS★ - Mochi & Ice-cream parfait
~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~***~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
DISORDER (Mains - Western)
THE SOCIAL RIOT MACHINES - Black Pepper Seafood Pasta
Carry? - Aglio Olio
ザクロ型の憂鬱 - Carbornara
Maximum impulse - Chilli Chicken Pasta
花言葉 - Baked Pasta
東京心中 - Chicken Chop
S×D×R - Sweet Dried Pork Chop
Anti pop - Sirloin Steak
7月8日 - Baked Dory
さらば - Fish & Chip
Disorder heaven - Seafood Platter
~~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~
N.I.L (Mains - Japanese)
「Nausea & Shudder」- Soba
「Bath Room」- Okonomiyaki
「Maggots」- Curry Don
「生暖かい雨とざらついた情熱」- Katsu Don
「D.L.N」- Shoyu Ramen
「SHADOW VI II I」- Char Siew Ramen
「バレッタ」- Sukiyaki
「Cassis」- Shabu-Shabu
「SILLY GOD DISCO」- Sushi Set
「DISCHARGE」- Chirashi Don
「体温」- Teppenyaki
~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Cassis - Soft Drink
Reila - Green Tea
Doro Darake No Seishun - Sake
Juuyonsai No Knife - Beer
Chigire - Champange
Juunana Sai - House Drink
Kare Uta - Milk Hot/Cold
Okuribi - Chocolate Hot/Cold
待ちぼうけの公園 - Honey Hot/Cold
*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~***~*~*~*~*~*~**~~
Gama (Coffee)
Anagre - Freshly Brewed
Cockroach - Ice Coffee
Last Bouquet - Mocha Hot/Cold
Katherine in the trunk - Cappucino Hot/Cold
Sugar Pain - Latte Hot/Cold
~**~**~*~*~*~*~*~***~***~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Hankou Seimeibun (Tea)
DIS - Lipton Tea
Red Motel - Ice Lemon Tea
The Murder's Tv - Flavor Tea
(これで良かったんです…) - Ice Tea Float
(犯行声明文) - Ice Milk Tea
~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*



That's what I can think of now.. XD
haha~
really wasting my tym.. lol!!
anyway off to slp..
MY GAZETTE DVD ARRIVED ALRDY!!
SO I HAVE LOTS OF THING TO UPDATE, BUT VERY TIRED.. SO OYASUMI!

OMG!!! DAMN!!
I SERIOUSLY WANT RUKI!!!!!!
I WANT RUKI!!! AND I MEAN IT!!~!!!!!
Sooner or later, i'm changing my bloody bloglink to iliveforruki!!! XD
I REALLY WANNA LIVE FOR HIM!!!
I want ruki badly...... i wanna go to Japan and see him~~~~ T_T
I seriously wan go Japan.. Please~~~~~~~ *pray hardly*
I really will do anything just to go to Japan. even if need to pay $3000+ I don't mind..
Even if need to leave singapore for few month, I don't mind...
Even if need to stop spending on GazettE stuff for half-year I don't mind!!!
AS LONG AS I'M ABLE TO SEE RUKI REAL-LIFE, I'M SATISFIED!!! *0*

you don't understand... Ruki is also a part of my source to happiness & stress-free life. =)
Beside my sister & Family, Ruki is the 2nd or 3rd most impt source!!
Of cause I need money then I can gt Ruki. =D
Some of my fren said I'm too obsessed, well, you can said that.
I don't really bother. HAHAHA!!
I mean if I really don't make Ruki as my source of happiness, who can?
REAL-LIFE PEOPLE? REAL-LIFE GUY?!?! REAL-LIFE GUY FRIEND??!
Seriosuly, what can they do to make me happy? nothing lo.. so bored..
Some just make me feel worst & worst, some is just friend, some is just "Hi, Bye, friend"

So.. don't expect me to depend on real-life guy in s'pore to become my source of happiness.
Is impossible. ONLY RUKI CAN DO IT! XD

So I'm not obsessed, I'm just being too dependable on Ruki. =D
Without Ruki, i can died..... none of you can make me as happy as how Ruki does it. ^_^

anyway share with you some Ruki pic~~!! XD
i'm gonna flood this with Ruki. =D

This very 1st pic is the lastest one.. ^^
Shoxx June Issue with Ruki on the front cover, I'm so gonna get it.
SERIOUSLY!!! XD
he really turn me on.. heh heh~~ i'm suffering from aphrodisiac bcos of him.






Then is scan of thier old pamphlet, Judgement Day, Heisei Banka & M.R.D
Yes, I'm getting all of them. one by one.. Sooner I'll have all of it. ^^







and....... ^^
you look!!
HOW YOU WISH YOU IN JAPAN RIGHT?!??!?!?!? XD
Look at thier subway, is GAZETTE!!
Promo psoter for their D&C and also they got personal truck just to promote.
*_* i wanna go there now..






I love this song "Without a Trace"
Kanji~
脆弱な意識を剥がれ
ゆっくりと足音を立てずに
灰になり粉々に散る
それだけ…それだけ…
Without a trace

後に知る感情は
無力より卑怯
混在意識の底を這う
潜在意識に問いかける
「目の前の明日が見えない。」

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

「喪失」に流す涙は
耐えてた苦しみにも流れる
誰もが見殺すかのよう
目蓋を閉じる

螺旋に絡まる身体が
ゆっくりゆっくり捩じれる
千の棘を喉にあて問う
俺に何が救える？
目の前で明日が死んでる。

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

降りしきる翳みが晴れぬように...
生きた証が消えぬように...
この詩が君へと届くのなら
偽善だと思うだろう

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう　聞こえぬようにかけた声は戻せない
罪と知る

Eng~
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly,
So my footsteps won't make a sound.
I become ash, scattering into tiny pieces.
It's only this, nothing more...
Without a trace

The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness.
Crawling into the bottom of my mixed consciousness,
I ask my subconsciousness...
"I cannot see my future..."

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

My tears that fell for my loss
Will also flow when I endure this agony.
Just like everyone else who deserted you,
I close my eyelids.

My body that's entwined within the spiral
is slowly, slowly twisting.
In my throat, there are thousands of questions that are like thorns;
I'm asking, "What can I save?"
My future is dying right before my eyes...

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

The dense fog that refuses to clear up...
So the proof of your existence that won't dissipate...
If this song reaches you,
You'll probably think it's hypocritical.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
I can't make my raised voice retreat so you can't hear it anymore...
I've come to realize that it is my sin.

*I stay up till 4am juz to post about Ruki.. i still gt work in de morning.. die.
Ruki........................... *hug*
Oyasumi!! ^^

yo~!
wanted to blog but dunno why dunno how to start~
maybe I just blog that today I finally dream of GazettE lives!!!
wakakkakakakkakakaka!!!!
i nv dream of them in live before, 1st time nia!!! XD
hahaha!!!!!!!!! XD
i dream that I was in the live then the last part they perform finish, then all leave the stage then left kai on the stage cos he wanted to throw the lucky "drum stick"!!!
THEN I GOT IT!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! XD
even those is just a dream..... but I'm still happy!! XD


hahaha~~~ then Sex Pot Revenge gt this BIG SPRING SALES!!
OMG, I SO WANT THAT PARKA AND I'M GONNA GET IT!!!!! XD
THIS WED OR THURS LA... BUT YES!! I'M ALSO GETTING THAT MUFFLER!!
guaguagua.......
my ruki also coming liao... XD
hakama~~~ hakama~~ hakama~~ hakama~~~ hakama~~~ *__*

so excited la!!! XD

AND ON EMORE THING, CARLISE CULLEN IS NOT THAT OLD!! T_T
he's only 32~~~~~~ *_*
but he's already married with 3 kid.... T_T
sad... so young, married.... haiz~~~~~
SO SHUAI!!! XD


anyway recently currently addicted to leslie cheung song...
hear this, not bad also. =)


但願人長久- 張國榮 Wish Life Prolongs - Leslie Cheung

nice~~~ XD
AND!!!!!!

HEH HEH HEH~~
SOME TWILIGHT~~~!!! XD










CARLISE CULLEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

jiro~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RUKI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ワ。。。。　あなたの勝ちとなります。
すごいいですね～

あなたが選ばれたラッキーですね。。　俺は不運なんだ。
俺は懸命に努力する。。結局俺は何も得るない。。。。。
悲しいです。

何あなたと私の違いは何ですか？？？？
同年。。。月間ちょうど異らる。。。如何して？？？？！？！？！？！？
馬鹿じゃない！！！
それはなぜ俺はお前らそんな嫌いです。

たぶん俺はちょっとうらやましいね。。。。。。　だからそんな怒ってだよ。
と！！！あなた！！！！！　私たち友達ですか？
もし俺たち本当に友達です、じゃ何故お前らは俺にうそをつくが？！？！？？！
俺がお聞き、お前らあの女の子好きですか？
あなたの答えは：　いいえ。。。　その事がいないです！！！

何？！？！？！？以ない？！！？？！？
私が馬鹿だと思うですか！？！？！？！


本当にすみませんでした。。でも、
俺たちもう仲間することはできません。
心配ない。。この問題が全部俺のせいです。
だから。。俺たちは普通にの友達維持する、ね？

こべなさい。。。　
俺は友達として失望です。

でも俺は本当に嬉しい！
だてあなたは俺の友達です。


It might take time to heal the wound now.
take very long time.
Because what i afraid to happen has already happen.
bye, my forest.
there will be no forest exist in my life already.

俺は戻ってきた~
今俺は本とにつまないです～～　非常に退屈～～～～～～～
ま。。　実際になぜそのような私は分からない。。ほんとう。。。。
しらない～分からない。。。。。。。。。。
誰も俺を救うすることができますか？

お前らのブロク見てった。。。ので、何が問題か？
このような大騒ぎをするしない～
お前らは本当に大嫌いです！！！！！！　嫌い！！！　死ぬ！！！！　てめ～～～
この世界にあなたが必要はありません。。。知っている？？？？？？？？

実際に皆があなたは好きじゃないです。。。分かてる？目覚める～

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。または多分俺は怖いです？
俺はすべてのことを恐れて欲しい物ではない。。　怖い。。。。。　怖い。。
私を置いていないしてください。。。
お願い。。。お願い。。お願い。。。
彼女は好きじゃないしてください。
俺の目があるだけにしてください。
俺はあなたをお待ちして。

信じてください～
俺は信じてください～

どうして？　なぜ俺はこの痛みを経験する必要がありますか？
もういいよ！！！！！　もう我慢できない～～～～～



あなたは俺の感情を認識しない。。。。。。。。。。今までに。。。。



---------------
ま～！
ところで俺のアイドルブロクが更新してた。。
いいぇ！！！！　ＸＤ
超嬉しい！！＾＾
でもさ。。花ー様は首ににきびができる！！
やべ～！！！！！！　を気にする必要があります！！　＾＿＾

*花ー様のブログ記事*
最悪なとこににきびができてしまいました
首って皮が薄いからめっちゃくちゃ痛いです
早く治ってくださいお願いします


0時半だと思ってたらまだ23時半だったんですね
得した気分
そろそろ寝ます
おやすみなさい

＊終わり＊


花ー様～～～～～～！！！！　＊＿＊

私は日本語を一生懸命勉強できた！！！ハハハハハハ！！！！　ＸＤ
面白いです！ ＾＾
グヮグヮグヮ～～～～～

じゃ～そろそろ寝ます
おやすみなさい！！　＝）

hahahhaa~~~~~ XD
nth really to blog today but juz upload few of my dear RUKI~~~!!!! XD
this is de performence frm "Music Fighter", they perform DISTRESS & COMA! ^^
well, not only the song is nice the look, style, peforming also is GREAT!! XD
GazettE IS AWESOME!!!! wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

show you!! XD































and this!!

well, i believed most of you have alrdy seen it.. but I still love it!!
I LOVE TO SEE IT IN HD!! XD
DAMN BLOODY SEXY!!! XD
siwon!!! donghae!!
kyuhyun!!! yesung!! eunhyuk~!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!
ASKJHASKFHUASDLFH/osdF/OAUsfOASDAS
CSD
'SDK
SLB'jnSDF[KF'JasD
GLSD
GKSD
KG
adKBsejg'dlfjv
dsfvLASF'LAEJFORJGP9WUR-W94UTWKRG
ADRF'LQ3
R2L3
TKE
TUWR
6[7ORJGSAEOHGPAFSDGJJSDG;;HH;ISGH;S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY!!
WHY!!!!!
ARGH!!
I AM VERY ANGRY & FED-UP!~!!!!~!~!~~!~~!~!!!! NOW~!!!
WTF!! WTF! WTF!!! WTF!!!!!!~!! F!!!!!! F!!!!!!!!
LIKE THAT ALSO CAN!!!
LEFT LAST MIN.. MAYBE HALF MIN NIA!! I KENA OUTBID LEH!! WTF!!~!!!!
FARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEESEPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE AUCTION!!!!! ARGH!!!!
DAT PERSON IS AN IDIOT!!!!!1 ARGH!!!!
I BLOODY FARKING TOWEL ALSO CANNOT GIVE ME WIN!!
FARK!!!!!!!!!
JHC;usfb;LAJHF;oasf!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz wan a farking gazette towel also dun wan give me!!
fark!!
somemore i stay UP ALL DE WAY TILL DE LAST MIN AND WAT I EGT NOTHING~
OMG~!!! I WAN DAT FARKING TOWEL!!! NOW!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE DAT PERSON!!!!!!! >=O
*add another person to "hate" list*

I realise something. =)
After some discussion.. hahahahhahahahhhahahhahaha!!! XD
i realise I've a religion too! ^^
i always say I'm free-thinker, well, I'm not actually.

I do believed in somebody, in a way.
people is christian, buddhist, muslim, jewist.. etc.. etc~
I'm none of those.. my religion is "GazettE"
I'm not trying to be funny or make fun of religious stuff, but yea~
is true.
我信“平成の異端児集団“教。
俺は平成の異端児集団ずっと信じてです！！！
流鬼ー様は俺の神様です。
彼が俺の生命です。俺は流鬼ー様の為に活きたいです。
流鬼ー様は俺の全部。
誰も邪魔してない！！！　＝ｐ

You know when people stress, angry, depress, distress, dissapoint in human life.. they turn to god right? then they will feel peaceful & at ease.

Me? I turn to Ruki-sama.
Whenever I'm sad, angry, moody, dissapointed, depress, feeling unwell, wore-out..
I turn to ruki-sama, i hear his music, watch his performence, see his funny-self.
I'll feel happy & stress-free and joyful immediatly.
Don't believed? think is juz crap? whatever.
I don't force people to believed, you want to believed den believed then. =D

So ya~ somewhere somehow he become a part of my source to happiness.
What he did? Well, he did nothing beside singing & performing.
But at least he use all his sincerity to composed & write a song.
to dedicated to all fan, he love us fan.
He also appreciate us that without us, he won't as what he is now. =)

Someone ask me, he just a illusion. Not reality.
Still reality guy is better.

So I ask him, what can a reality guy do?

He answer: CAN~ THEY CAN DO WHAT RUKI CAN'T DO. To be able to give your satisfaction.

So I i answer him straightaway: Well, Ruki does give me some kind of satisfaction.
He fulfilled my desire. haha~~ XD
In life, you don't just live for real-love or sex. you don't.
Sex is just a part that it need during relationship, thats all.
It can't do anything more then that.

He: So by watching him & hearing his voice, satisfied you?
Me: yes, definitely. =D
At least he make me happy all the time. he never failed to cheer his fan up.
Reality guy can't even do anything.
Just ask for some simple thing, they can't accomplised.
They don't make me happy, make me stress-free, make un-moody.
instead they do the opposite.
wow.. amazing right?
If you think not true, den answer me.
Which part is not true? can you all really do that? hahah. Pls la~

So in the end, I realise that Ruki play a part is my life somewhere somehow.
I like him too much.
And I'm afraid of that actually.
I don't to be a stoic fan, serious.

I just wanna be a fan who love & support him. =D
haha.. I don't need BF, love or guy. XD

I don't need that.
I only need Ruki, thats all. ^^

nth to really blog about today....
went to marina for the ban-mian outing after work.
I'm really looking forward to it for the past few week.. but i guess it didn't really worth my wait, i didn't really enjoy it. Not in a very good mood too.
it spolied my mood actually, but i didn't do anything.
i just continue with the outing, cos i dun wan bcos of my moody & stink face, everybody mood change too.
I see that most of them enjoyed except me. haha~ thats good lo..
treat wayne to ban-mian.. all maybe u can say i lose to a bet to him.. omg~!
2day outing got me, joey, wayne, elias & shiroro.
went to play drum mania b4 eating ban-mian.. wa... i pass de 1st for advance "monster tree" but failed de 2nd tym for advance "monster tree"
ACTUALLY IS JUST A LITTLE BIT ONLY!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... den after eat... did we went ot play again? 4get leh!! shit. shld be got..
haha~~ then after that went home lo.. XD

Most of the time, i was with joey & elias.. we talk much & laugh much.
at least they make me feel better. ^^
@wayne & shiroro: you also make me laugh.. hahaahahha!!! XD

then thats all lo......
oh, ya.. i was very moody at 1 time and GazettE save my life! XD
joey got put "DISTRESS & COMA" Pv in his PSP!! Waseh~~~~~~~~ <333!!
RUKI IS LOVE!! XD

also went to change my computer desktop.. will upload once i take a pic of it. ^^

YOO~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
hahahahaha~~ 1st of all.. i wanna thanks... HICHY!!! XD
GUAGUAGUA~~~~~ U MAKE MY DAY ON DAT DAY VERY HAPPY!! LOL~!!
I LOVE YOU!!! XD hehehehheheh~~~ >D
juz jk~ guaguagua..
but really, i don't mind spending 1 & 1/2 hr in mrt.. yes, why?
i frm north area went all the way to pasir ris, den went to somerset.
wow... hahahaha~~~ lucky smrt nv cut my card den charge me extra $2 like dat tym, overshot.. stay in mrt for 2hr~ den kena fine. sian~
so heng ah~~~ ^^''

Here's the DVD~!


This is the Free PSC Patch.. (who bear to paste??? LOL)





This is the free booklet!! i only took pic of GazettE one~
OOO. MY DARLING RUKI-SAMA!! XD







Then at work, i play my dvd! XD
too kan-chiong liao.. but cannot see la.. make me even more excited when i juz hear lo.. i keep jumping like mad woman~ XD
then finally went hm to watch~ OMFG!! RUKI IS SUCH A DARLING!
HE'S LOOK AWESOMEMLY GORGEOUS IN HAKAMA!! *O*
And he look actually... cute. XD
he really can't dance.. in leech, the rap part.. he look damn dumb-cute.
haha~ u shld see it~ then in discharge, the 1st head-banging part.. he didn't head-bang which he always used to..
guess what he did? XD
he move around head-banging a very little.. i dunno hw to explain~ u shld see it den u will understand!! XD damn cute~~
omg.. i kept thinking about ruki 24/7, somebody save me~

irrevocably in luv w/ ruki..... *_*
he make my life even happier~ XD
And in "LEECH" the chorus part.. oh my god~~~ his voice & the way he perform.
I'M GETTING SERIOUS AHPRODISIAC!!! XD
but Aoi look sexy in there too~ dunno why.. XD
Uruha look hot, kai = cute~ reita = cool! man!! XD
then the opening. YES!! THE MAIN POINT!! XD
When the starting part, each member walk to the stage one by one~
1st is Kai, Uruha, Reita, Aoi and then my DARLING RUKI~!! XD
Kai is cute.. he sleeve was all fold-up to his comfort~ heh heh~
then uruha fold his arm, slot in the sleeve then walk slowly~ *.*
Reita like man.. haha!! XD walk in like a proper japanese man! XD
While AOI!! OMG~ OF ALL, I LOVE HIS OPENING! SO SHUAI~!!!!!
He walk in then stop after look at the audience, he slightly turn his head facing toward the stage den walk off.. XD OMG~ *faint*
Then the last... Ruki. ^^
He walk like an yakuza... lao da~~!!!! XD
Dun need word describe, one word. YAKUZA.

Conclusion: $100 IS WORTH IT!! XD

And.. weee~~ my sperm dessert & Gama Coffee is here! (u noe wat i mean)
show you~~~ very soon.... i'll conquer GazettE COLLECTION! XD
hehehehehehhehehehehhehehehehehhehehehehheheheheheheheh~~~~~~













While searching video on youtube, i found this.
thier LEECH time, promoting!!

DAMN.... I REALLY WANNA GO JAPAN...... T.T


btw i cut my hair alrdy~ XD
Before~

After~


No difference right? haha~

i'm back to update about... ruki.
yes, again. go away if u dun wan read. =D
i really think he's awesomely gorgeous!!! XD
heh heh.. to me only la!!! XD
HE'S MY HUSBAND MA!! ^O^
I love his voice, his style, his dressing, his lyric, his look, his eye, his skin, his lip, his hair... everyhting. I SIMPLY LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT RUKI.
TAKANORI MATSUMOTO-SAN. ^0^

Anyway i'm dam bored today... so while sitting down.. i thought of a cafe.
I mean opening a cafe.. called "the GazettE Cafe"
Maybe located at Japan, Harajuku or Shibuya?
Shinjuku also can. ^^

I'm bored now so just let me describe... ^^
A medium, cosy cafe, with 5 waiter.
Of cause I'll find guy that look like them, make the hair, make-up but wear waiter costume. =D
Then of cause playing all the way would be GazettE song frm "Wakaremichi-Distress & Coma"
then I'll decorate the wall with thier poster~
then the wall paint would be "the GazettE" official logo.
then some art paint...
while at the front near counter there will be 3-4 cabinet, transparent.
That is like collection, I'll put all GazettE cd/dvd/books/goods & lock them.
Then people can take a look~ XD

While at the back, I will decorate all thiers photo.
From they debut, till now... all the history photo.
Then paste on the wall, with frame covering it.
Ceiling light would be chandelier. =)
Sofa black...
Menu.. heh heh~~
i thought of a very creative yet dumb menu.. LMAO!!

Divide into different dish.
Album/single name would be de dish.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~
Cocknaye Soup (Soup)
「Beautiful 5 ［shit］ers」 - Mushroom Soup
「32口径の拳銃」- Chicken Soup
「幸せな日々」- Cream Of corn
「春ニ散リケリ、身ハ枯レルデゴザイマス] - Miso Soup
~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~
Akuyuukai (Appetizer)
「鬼の面」- Mini-Noodle Salad
「Ray」- Garlic Bread
「ワイフ」- Mentai Potato
「絲」- Mini-Toppenyaki
**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Sperm Magarita (Dessert)
LINDA〜candy dive pinky heaven〜 - Macha Sundae
ブラックスパンコールギャング - Ice-cream Crepes
別れ道 - Banana Split
★BEST FRIENDS★ - Mochi & Ice-cream parfait
~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~***~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
DISORDER (Mains - Western)
THE SOCIAL RIOT MACHINES - Black Pepper Seafood Pasta
Carry? - Aglio Olio
ザクロ型の憂鬱 - Carbornara
Maximum impulse - Chilli Chicken Pasta
花言葉 - Baked Pasta
東京心中 - Chicken Chop
S×D×R - Sweet Dried Pork Chop
Anti pop - Sirloin Steak
7月8日 - Baked Dory
さらば - Fish & Chip
Disorder heaven - Seafood Platter
~~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~
N.I.L (Mains - Japanese)
「Nausea & Shudder」- Soba
「Bath Room」- Okonomiyaki
「Maggots」- Curry Don
「生暖かい雨とざらついた情熱」- Katsu Don
「D.L.N」- Shoyu Ramen
「SHADOW VI II I」- Char Siew Ramen
「バレッタ」- Sukiyaki
「Cassis」- Shabu-Shabu
「SILLY GOD DISCO」- Sushi Set
「DISCHARGE」- Chirashi Don
「体温」- Teppenyaki
~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Cassis - Soft Drink
Reila - Green Tea
Doro Darake No Seishun - Sake
Juuyonsai No Knife - Beer
Chigire - Champange
Juunana Sai - House Drink
Kare Uta - Milk Hot/Cold
Okuribi - Chocolate Hot/Cold
待ちぼうけの公園 - Honey Hot/Cold
*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~***~*~*~*~*~*~**~~
Gama (Coffee)
Anagre - Freshly Brewed
Cockroach - Ice Coffee
Last Bouquet - Mocha Hot/Cold
Katherine in the trunk - Cappucino Hot/Cold
Sugar Pain - Latte Hot/Cold
~**~**~*~*~*~*~*~***~***~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Hankou Seimeibun (Tea)
DIS - Lipton Tea
Red Motel - Ice Lemon Tea
The Murder's Tv - Flavor Tea
(これで良かったんです…) - Ice Tea Float
(犯行声明文) - Ice Milk Tea
~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*



That's what I can think of now.. XD
haha~
really wasting my tym.. lol!!
anyway off to slp..
MY GAZETTE DVD ARRIVED ALRDY!!
SO I HAVE LOTS OF THING TO UPDATE, BUT VERY TIRED.. SO OYASUMI!

OMG!!! DAMN!!
I SERIOUSLY WANT RUKI!!!!!!
I WANT RUKI!!! AND I MEAN IT!!~!!!!!
Sooner or later, i'm changing my bloody bloglink to iliveforruki!!! XD
I REALLY WANNA LIVE FOR HIM!!!
I want ruki badly...... i wanna go to Japan and see him~~~~ T_T
I seriously wan go Japan.. Please~~~~~~~ *pray hardly*
I really will do anything just to go to Japan. even if need to pay $3000+ I don't mind..
Even if need to leave singapore for few month, I don't mind...
Even if need to stop spending on GazettE stuff for half-year I don't mind!!!
AS LONG AS I'M ABLE TO SEE RUKI REAL-LIFE, I'M SATISFIED!!! *0*

you don't understand... Ruki is also a part of my source to happiness & stress-free life. =)
Beside my sister & Family, Ruki is the 2nd or 3rd most impt source!!
Of cause I need money then I can gt Ruki. =D
Some of my fren said I'm too obsessed, well, you can said that.
I don't really bother. HAHAHA!!
I mean if I really don't make Ruki as my source of happiness, who can?
REAL-LIFE PEOPLE? REAL-LIFE GUY?!?! REAL-LIFE GUY FRIEND??!
Seriosuly, what can they do to make me happy? nothing lo.. so bored..
Some just make me feel worst & worst, some is just friend, some is just "Hi, Bye, friend"

So.. don't expect me to depend on real-life guy in s'pore to become my source of happiness.
Is impossible. ONLY RUKI CAN DO IT! XD

So I'm not obsessed, I'm just being too dependable on Ruki. =D
Without Ruki, i can died..... none of you can make me as happy as how Ruki does it. ^_^

anyway share with you some Ruki pic~~!! XD
i'm gonna flood this with Ruki. =D

This very 1st pic is the lastest one.. ^^
Shoxx June Issue with Ruki on the front cover, I'm so gonna get it.
SERIOUSLY!!! XD
he really turn me on.. heh heh~~ i'm suffering from aphrodisiac bcos of him.






Then is scan of thier old pamphlet, Judgement Day, Heisei Banka & M.R.D
Yes, I'm getting all of them. one by one.. Sooner I'll have all of it. ^^







and....... ^^
you look!!
HOW YOU WISH YOU IN JAPAN RIGHT?!??!?!?!? XD
Look at thier subway, is GAZETTE!!
Promo psoter for their D&C and also they got personal truck just to promote.
*_* i wanna go there now..






I love this song "Without a Trace"
Kanji~
脆弱な意識を剥がれ
ゆっくりと足音を立てずに
灰になり粉々に散る
それだけ…それだけ…
Without a trace

後に知る感情は
無力より卑怯
混在意識の底を這う
潜在意識に問いかける
「目の前の明日が見えない。」

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

「喪失」に流す涙は
耐えてた苦しみにも流れる
誰もが見殺すかのよう
目蓋を閉じる

螺旋に絡まる身体が
ゆっくりゆっくり捩じれる
千の棘を喉にあて問う
俺に何が救える？
目の前で明日が死んでる。

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

降りしきる翳みが晴れぬように...
生きた証が消えぬように...
この詩が君へと届くのなら
偽善だと思うだろう

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう　聞こえぬようにかけた声は戻せない
罪と知る

Eng~
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly,
So my footsteps won't make a sound.
I become ash, scattering into tiny pieces.
It's only this, nothing more...
Without a trace

The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness.
Crawling into the bottom of my mixed consciousness,
I ask my subconsciousness...
"I cannot see my future..."

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

My tears that fell for my loss
Will also flow when I endure this agony.
Just like everyone else who deserted you,
I close my eyelids.

My body that's entwined within the spiral
is slowly, slowly twisting.
In my throat, there are thousands of questions that are like thorns;
I'm asking, "What can I save?"
My future is dying right before my eyes...

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

The dense fog that refuses to clear up...
So the proof of your existence that won't dissipate...
If this song reaches you,
You'll probably think it's hypocritical.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
I can't make my raised voice retreat so you can't hear it anymore...
I've come to realize that it is my sin.

*I stay up till 4am juz to post about Ruki.. i still gt work in de morning.. die.
Ruki........................... *hug*
Oyasumi!! ^^

yo~!
wanted to blog but dunno why dunno how to start~
maybe I just blog that today I finally dream of GazettE lives!!!
wakakkakakakkakakaka!!!!
i nv dream of them in live before, 1st time nia!!! XD
hahaha!!!!!!!!! XD
i dream that I was in the live then the last part they perform finish, then all leave the stage then left kai on the stage cos he wanted to throw the lucky "drum stick"!!!
THEN I GOT IT!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! XD
even those is just a dream..... but I'm still happy!! XD


hahaha~~~ then Sex Pot Revenge gt this BIG SPRING SALES!!
OMG, I SO WANT THAT PARKA AND I'M GONNA GET IT!!!!! XD
THIS WED OR THURS LA... BUT YES!! I'M ALSO GETTING THAT MUFFLER!!
guaguagua.......
my ruki also coming liao... XD
hakama~~~ hakama~~ hakama~~ hakama~~~ hakama~~~ *__*

so excited la!!! XD

AND ON EMORE THING, CARLISE CULLEN IS NOT THAT OLD!! T_T
he's only 32~~~~~~ *_*
but he's already married with 3 kid.... T_T
sad... so young, married.... haiz~~~~~
SO SHUAI!!! XD


anyway recently currently addicted to leslie cheung song...
hear this, not bad also. =)


但願人長久- 張國榮 Wish Life Prolongs - Leslie Cheung

nice~~~ XD
AND!!!!!!

HEH HEH HEH~~
SOME TWILIGHT~~~!!! XD










CARLISE CULLEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

jiro~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RUKI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ワ。。。。　あなたの勝ちとなります。
すごいいですね～

あなたが選ばれたラッキーですね。。　俺は不運なんだ。
俺は懸命に努力する。。結局俺は何も得るない。。。。。
悲しいです。

何あなたと私の違いは何ですか？？？？
同年。。。月間ちょうど異らる。。。如何して？？？？！？！？！？！？
馬鹿じゃない！！！
それはなぜ俺はお前らそんな嫌いです。

たぶん俺はちょっとうらやましいね。。。。。。　だからそんな怒ってだよ。
と！！！あなた！！！！！　私たち友達ですか？
もし俺たち本当に友達です、じゃ何故お前らは俺にうそをつくが？！？！？？！
俺がお聞き、お前らあの女の子好きですか？
あなたの答えは：　いいえ。。。　その事がいないです！！！

何？！？！？！？以ない？！！？？！？
私が馬鹿だと思うですか！？！？！？！


本当にすみませんでした。。でも、
俺たちもう仲間することはできません。
心配ない。。この問題が全部俺のせいです。
だから。。俺たちは普通にの友達維持する、ね？

こべなさい。。。　
俺は友達として失望です。

でも俺は本当に嬉しい！
だてあなたは俺の友達です。


It might take time to heal the wound now.
take very long time.
Because what i afraid to happen has already happen.
bye, my forest.
there will be no forest exist in my life already.

俺は戻ってきた~
今俺は本とにつまないです～～　非常に退屈～～～～～～～
ま。。　実際になぜそのような私は分からない。。ほんとう。。。。
しらない～分からない。。。。。。。。。。
誰も俺を救うすることができますか？

お前らのブロク見てった。。。ので、何が問題か？
このような大騒ぎをするしない～
お前らは本当に大嫌いです！！！！！！　嫌い！！！　死ぬ！！！！　てめ～～～
この世界にあなたが必要はありません。。。知っている？？？？？？？？

実際に皆があなたは好きじゃないです。。。分かてる？目覚める～

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。または多分俺は怖いです？
俺はすべてのことを恐れて欲しい物ではない。。　怖い。。。。。　怖い。。
私を置いていないしてください。。。
お願い。。。お願い。。お願い。。。
彼女は好きじゃないしてください。
俺の目があるだけにしてください。
俺はあなたをお待ちして。

信じてください～
俺は信じてください～

どうして？　なぜ俺はこの痛みを経験する必要がありますか？
もういいよ！！！！！　もう我慢できない～～～～～



あなたは俺の感情を認識しない。。。。。。。。。。今までに。。。。



---------------
ま～！
ところで俺のアイドルブロクが更新してた。。
いいぇ！！！！　ＸＤ
超嬉しい！！＾＾
でもさ。。花ー様は首ににきびができる！！
やべ～！！！！！！　を気にする必要があります！！　＾＿＾

*花ー様のブログ記事*
最悪なとこににきびができてしまいました
首って皮が薄いからめっちゃくちゃ痛いです
早く治ってくださいお願いします


0時半だと思ってたらまだ23時半だったんですね
得した気分
そろそろ寝ます
おやすみなさい

＊終わり＊


花ー様～～～～～～！！！！　＊＿＊

私は日本語を一生懸命勉強できた！！！ハハハハハハ！！！！　ＸＤ
面白いです！ ＾＾
グヮグヮグヮ～～～～～

じゃ～そろそろ寝ます
おやすみなさい！！　＝）

hahahhaa~~~~~ XD
nth really to blog today but juz upload few of my dear RUKI~~~!!!! XD
this is de performence frm "Music Fighter", they perform DISTRESS & COMA! ^^
well, not only the song is nice the look, style, peforming also is GREAT!! XD
GazettE IS AWESOME!!!! wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

show you!! XD































and this!!

well, i believed most of you have alrdy seen it.. but I still love it!!
I LOVE TO SEE IT IN HD!! XD
DAMN BLOODY SEXY!!! XD
siwon!!! donghae!!
kyuhyun!!! yesung!! eunhyuk~!!