back~
as you realise my blog follow ruki-sama.. XD

his blog is de same too. XD
but can't follow exactly de same if not later steal copyright. XD

hehehhehe~~ ruki... can you hear me???? haiz~~~
feeling very sian now.... really very bored..
the feeling is all mixed up, i feel very happy yet sad and yet feeling very free fianlly.
dunno why..

de feeling is all mixed up, even those de sadness is not as strong like last tym, but this is like... once is gone means is gone.
I won't be sad anymore.
Maybe bcos i feel free, like finally I don't need to torture myself anymore with all those single-side thinking.

Maybe I should feel thanksful instead.
Even those is already long over, but I keep it as a memory.

and now is like coming back for the very last time and done.
OVER, once and for all.


thanks anyway.






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By the way, i wanted to upload my cosplay shoot but dun wan la.. paisae~
LOL!!
anway I have decide, I will stay devoted to Ruki always.
I don't want real-life otoko... i really don't want.
I only wnat Ruki.
I only want my Sama.
Ruki-Sama.. you able to make me smile again when I feeling so down.
Ruki~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

back~
as you realise my blog follow ruki-sama.. XD

his blog is de same too. XD
but can't follow exactly de same if not later steal copyright. XD

hehehhehe~~ ruki... can you hear me???? haiz~~~
feeling very sian now.... really very bored..
the feeling is all mixed up, i feel very happy yet sad and yet feeling very free fianlly.
dunno why..

de feeling is all mixed up, even those de sadness is not as strong like last tym, but this is like... once is gone means is gone.
I won't be sad anymore.
Maybe bcos i feel free, like finally I don't need to torture myself anymore with all those single-side thinking.

Maybe I should feel thanksful instead.
Even those is already long over, but I keep it as a memory.

and now is like coming back for the very last time and done.
OVER, once and for all.


thanks anyway.






--------

By the way, i wanted to upload my cosplay shoot but dun wan la.. paisae~
LOL!!
anway I have decide, I will stay devoted to Ruki always.
I don't want real-life otoko... i really don't want.
I only wnat Ruki.
I only want my Sama.
Ruki-Sama.. you able to make me smile again when I feeling so down.
Ruki~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~