I realise something. =)
After some discussion.. hahahahhahahahhhahahhahaha!!! XD
i realise I've a religion too! ^^
i always say I'm free-thinker, well, I'm not actually.

I do believed in somebody, in a way.
people is christian, buddhist, muslim, jewist.. etc.. etc~
I'm none of those.. my religion is "GazettE"
I'm not trying to be funny or make fun of religious stuff, but yea~
is true.
我信“平成の異端児集団“教。
俺は平成の異端児集団ずっと信じてです！！！
流鬼ー様は俺の神様です。
彼が俺の生命です。俺は流鬼ー様の為に活きたいです。
流鬼ー様は俺の全部。
誰も邪魔してない！！！　＝ｐ

You know when people stress, angry, depress, distress, dissapoint in human life.. they turn to god right? then they will feel peaceful & at ease.

Me? I turn to Ruki-sama.
Whenever I'm sad, angry, moody, dissapointed, depress, feeling unwell, wore-out..
I turn to ruki-sama, i hear his music, watch his performence, see his funny-self.
I'll feel happy & stress-free and joyful immediatly.
Don't believed? think is juz crap? whatever.
I don't force people to believed, you want to believed den believed then. =D

So ya~ somewhere somehow he become a part of my source to happiness.
What he did? Well, he did nothing beside singing & performing.
But at least he use all his sincerity to composed & write a song.
to dedicated to all fan, he love us fan.
He also appreciate us that without us, he won't as what he is now. =)

Someone ask me, he just a illusion. Not reality.
Still reality guy is better.

So I ask him, what can a reality guy do?

He answer: CAN~ THEY CAN DO WHAT RUKI CAN'T DO. To be able to give your satisfaction.

So I i answer him straightaway: Well, Ruki does give me some kind of satisfaction.
He fulfilled my desire. haha~~ XD
In life, you don't just live for real-love or sex. you don't.
Sex is just a part that it need during relationship, thats all.
It can't do anything more then that.

He: So by watching him & hearing his voice, satisfied you?
Me: yes, definitely. =D
At least he make me happy all the time. he never failed to cheer his fan up.
Reality guy can't even do anything.
Just ask for some simple thing, they can't accomplised.
They don't make me happy, make me stress-free, make un-moody.
instead they do the opposite.
wow.. amazing right?
If you think not true, den answer me.
Which part is not true? can you all really do that? hahah. Pls la~

So in the end, I realise that Ruki play a part is my life somewhere somehow.
I like him too much.
And I'm afraid of that actually.
I don't to be a stoic fan, serious.

I just wanna be a fan who love & support him. =D
haha.. I don't need BF, love or guy. XD

I don't need that.
I only need Ruki, thats all. ^^

I realise something. =)
After some discussion.. hahahahhahahahhhahahhahaha!!! XD
i realise I've a religion too! ^^
i always say I'm free-thinker, well, I'm not actually.

I do believed in somebody, in a way.
people is christian, buddhist, muslim, jewist.. etc.. etc~
I'm none of those.. my religion is "GazettE"
I'm not trying to be funny or make fun of religious stuff, but yea~
is true.
我信“平成の異端児集団“教。
俺は平成の異端児集団ずっと信じてです！！！
流鬼ー様は俺の神様です。
彼が俺の生命です。俺は流鬼ー様の為に活きたいです。
流鬼ー様は俺の全部。
誰も邪魔してない！！！　＝ｐ

You know when people stress, angry, depress, distress, dissapoint in human life.. they turn to god right? then they will feel peaceful & at ease.

Me? I turn to Ruki-sama.
Whenever I'm sad, angry, moody, dissapointed, depress, feeling unwell, wore-out..
I turn to ruki-sama, i hear his music, watch his performence, see his funny-self.
I'll feel happy & stress-free and joyful immediatly.
Don't believed? think is juz crap? whatever.
I don't force people to believed, you want to believed den believed then. =D

So ya~ somewhere somehow he become a part of my source to happiness.
What he did? Well, he did nothing beside singing & performing.
But at least he use all his sincerity to composed & write a song.
to dedicated to all fan, he love us fan.
He also appreciate us that without us, he won't as what he is now. =)

Someone ask me, he just a illusion. Not reality.
Still reality guy is better.

So I ask him, what can a reality guy do?

He answer: CAN~ THEY CAN DO WHAT RUKI CAN'T DO. To be able to give your satisfaction.

So I i answer him straightaway: Well, Ruki does give me some kind of satisfaction.
He fulfilled my desire. haha~~ XD
In life, you don't just live for real-love or sex. you don't.
Sex is just a part that it need during relationship, thats all.
It can't do anything more then that.

He: So by watching him & hearing his voice, satisfied you?
Me: yes, definitely. =D
At least he make me happy all the time. he never failed to cheer his fan up.
Reality guy can't even do anything.
Just ask for some simple thing, they can't accomplised.
They don't make me happy, make me stress-free, make un-moody.
instead they do the opposite.
wow.. amazing right?
If you think not true, den answer me.
Which part is not true? can you all really do that? hahah. Pls la~

So in the end, I realise that Ruki play a part is my life somewhere somehow.
I like him too much.
And I'm afraid of that actually.
I don't to be a stoic fan, serious.

I just wanna be a fan who love & support him. =D
haha.. I don't need BF, love or guy. XD

I don't need that.
I only need Ruki, thats all. ^^