OMG!!! DAMN!!
I SERIOUSLY WANT RUKI!!!!!!
I WANT RUKI!!! AND I MEAN IT!!~!!!!!
Sooner or later, i'm changing my bloody bloglink to iliveforruki!!! XD
I REALLY WANNA LIVE FOR HIM!!!
I want ruki badly...... i wanna go to Japan and see him~~~~ T_T
I seriously wan go Japan.. Please~~~~~~~ *pray hardly*
I really will do anything just to go to Japan. even if need to pay $3000+ I don't mind..
Even if need to leave singapore for few month, I don't mind...
Even if need to stop spending on GazettE stuff for half-year I don't mind!!!
AS LONG AS I'M ABLE TO SEE RUKI REAL-LIFE, I'M SATISFIED!!! *0*

you don't understand... Ruki is also a part of my source to happiness & stress-free life. =)
Beside my sister & Family, Ruki is the 2nd or 3rd most impt source!!
Of cause I need money then I can gt Ruki. =D
Some of my fren said I'm too obsessed, well, you can said that.
I don't really bother. HAHAHA!!
I mean if I really don't make Ruki as my source of happiness, who can?
REAL-LIFE PEOPLE? REAL-LIFE GUY?!?! REAL-LIFE GUY FRIEND??!
Seriosuly, what can they do to make me happy? nothing lo.. so bored..
Some just make me feel worst & worst, some is just friend, some is just "Hi, Bye, friend"

So.. don't expect me to depend on real-life guy in s'pore to become my source of happiness.
Is impossible. ONLY RUKI CAN DO IT! XD

So I'm not obsessed, I'm just being too dependable on Ruki. =D
Without Ruki, i can died..... none of you can make me as happy as how Ruki does it. ^_^

anyway share with you some Ruki pic~~!! XD
i'm gonna flood this with Ruki. =D

This very 1st pic is the lastest one.. ^^
Shoxx June Issue with Ruki on the front cover, I'm so gonna get it.
SERIOUSLY!!! XD
he really turn me on.. heh heh~~ i'm suffering from aphrodisiac bcos of him.






Then is scan of thier old pamphlet, Judgement Day, Heisei Banka & M.R.D
Yes, I'm getting all of them. one by one.. Sooner I'll have all of it. ^^







and....... ^^
you look!!
HOW YOU WISH YOU IN JAPAN RIGHT?!??!?!?!? XD
Look at thier subway, is GAZETTE!!
Promo psoter for their D&C and also they got personal truck just to promote.
*_* i wanna go there now..






I love this song "Without a Trace"
Kanji~
脆弱な意識を剥がれ
ゆっくりと足音を立てずに
灰になり粉々に散る
それだけ…それだけ…
Without a trace

後に知る感情は
無力より卑怯
混在意識の底を這う
潜在意識に問いかける
「目の前の明日が見えない。」

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

「喪失」に流す涙は
耐えてた苦しみにも流れる
誰もが見殺すかのよう
目蓋を閉じる

螺旋に絡まる身体が
ゆっくりゆっくり捩じれる
千の棘を喉にあて問う
俺に何が救える？
目の前で明日が死んでる。

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

降りしきる翳みが晴れぬように...
生きた証が消えぬように...
この詩が君へと届くのなら
偽善だと思うだろう

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう　聞こえぬようにかけた声は戻せない
罪と知る

Eng~
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly,
So my footsteps won't make a sound.
I become ash, scattering into tiny pieces.
It's only this, nothing more...
Without a trace

The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness.
Crawling into the bottom of my mixed consciousness,
I ask my subconsciousness...
"I cannot see my future..."

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

My tears that fell for my loss
Will also flow when I endure this agony.
Just like everyone else who deserted you,
I close my eyelids.

My body that's entwined within the spiral
is slowly, slowly twisting.
In my throat, there are thousands of questions that are like thorns;
I'm asking, "What can I save?"
My future is dying right before my eyes...

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

The dense fog that refuses to clear up...
So the proof of your existence that won't dissipate...
If this song reaches you,
You'll probably think it's hypocritical.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
I can't make my raised voice retreat so you can't hear it anymore...
I've come to realize that it is my sin.

*I stay up till 4am juz to post about Ruki.. i still gt work in de morning.. die.
Ruki........................... *hug*
Oyasumi!! ^^

OMG!!! DAMN!!
I SERIOUSLY WANT RUKI!!!!!!
I WANT RUKI!!! AND I MEAN IT!!~!!!!!
Sooner or later, i'm changing my bloody bloglink to iliveforruki!!! XD
I REALLY WANNA LIVE FOR HIM!!!
I want ruki badly...... i wanna go to Japan and see him~~~~ T_T
I seriously wan go Japan.. Please~~~~~~~ *pray hardly*
I really will do anything just to go to Japan. even if need to pay $3000+ I don't mind..
Even if need to leave singapore for few month, I don't mind...
Even if need to stop spending on GazettE stuff for half-year I don't mind!!!
AS LONG AS I'M ABLE TO SEE RUKI REAL-LIFE, I'M SATISFIED!!! *0*

you don't understand... Ruki is also a part of my source to happiness & stress-free life. =)
Beside my sister & Family, Ruki is the 2nd or 3rd most impt source!!
Of cause I need money then I can gt Ruki. =D
Some of my fren said I'm too obsessed, well, you can said that.
I don't really bother. HAHAHA!!
I mean if I really don't make Ruki as my source of happiness, who can?
REAL-LIFE PEOPLE? REAL-LIFE GUY?!?! REAL-LIFE GUY FRIEND??!
Seriosuly, what can they do to make me happy? nothing lo.. so bored..
Some just make me feel worst & worst, some is just friend, some is just "Hi, Bye, friend"

So.. don't expect me to depend on real-life guy in s'pore to become my source of happiness.
Is impossible. ONLY RUKI CAN DO IT! XD

So I'm not obsessed, I'm just being too dependable on Ruki. =D
Without Ruki, i can died..... none of you can make me as happy as how Ruki does it. ^_^

anyway share with you some Ruki pic~~!! XD
i'm gonna flood this with Ruki. =D

This very 1st pic is the lastest one.. ^^
Shoxx June Issue with Ruki on the front cover, I'm so gonna get it.
SERIOUSLY!!! XD
he really turn me on.. heh heh~~ i'm suffering from aphrodisiac bcos of him.






Then is scan of thier old pamphlet, Judgement Day, Heisei Banka & M.R.D
Yes, I'm getting all of them. one by one.. Sooner I'll have all of it. ^^







and....... ^^
you look!!
HOW YOU WISH YOU IN JAPAN RIGHT?!??!?!?!? XD
Look at thier subway, is GAZETTE!!
Promo psoter for their D&C and also they got personal truck just to promote.
*_* i wanna go there now..






I love this song "Without a Trace"
Kanji~
脆弱な意識を剥がれ
ゆっくりと足音を立てずに
灰になり粉々に散る
それだけ…それだけ…
Without a trace

後に知る感情は
無力より卑怯
混在意識の底を這う
潜在意識に問いかける
「目の前の明日が見えない。」

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

「喪失」に流す涙は
耐えてた苦しみにも流れる
誰もが見殺すかのよう
目蓋を閉じる

螺旋に絡まる身体が
ゆっくりゆっくり捩じれる
千の棘を喉にあて問う
俺に何が救える？
目の前で明日が死んでる。

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

降りしきる翳みが晴れぬように...
生きた証が消えぬように...
この詩が君へと届くのなら
偽善だと思うだろう

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう　聞こえぬようにかけた声は戻せない
罪と知る

Eng~
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly,
So my footsteps won't make a sound.
I become ash, scattering into tiny pieces.
It's only this, nothing more...
Without a trace

The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness.
Crawling into the bottom of my mixed consciousness,
I ask my subconsciousness...
"I cannot see my future..."

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

My tears that fell for my loss
Will also flow when I endure this agony.
Just like everyone else who deserted you,
I close my eyelids.

My body that's entwined within the spiral
is slowly, slowly twisting.
In my throat, there are thousands of questions that are like thorns;
I'm asking, "What can I save?"
My future is dying right before my eyes...

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

The dense fog that refuses to clear up...
So the proof of your existence that won't dissipate...
If this song reaches you,
You'll probably think it's hypocritical.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
I can't make my raised voice retreat so you can't hear it anymore...
I've come to realize that it is my sin.

*I stay up till 4am juz to post about Ruki.. i still gt work in de morning.. die.
Ruki........................... *hug*
Oyasumi!! ^^