just nw i type one whole bunch of thing and then all gone.. no, half of it gone den in the end is just kya-ing bout ah rong nia..
i wanted to say that alot of young ppl dunno bout 张国荣~~ haiz~ so dissapoint.. i ask so many people, at least 70% dunno who is 张国荣. of cos i ask is age rabge 22-15... sian diao~~
aiya, i really evry lazy to re-write again~ when i gt mood, i'll re-write again.
just wanna say that hk movie id de best, compare to japanese/korean film, hk is de best. whether is comedy, horror, thriller, romance, artistic... hk film is de best. =) If people would say japanese or korean is de best, they dunno how to see "movie" seriously, i dun say like that just bcos i like 张国荣. but is the fact, hahaha~~ but if people insist that japanese or korean is better den i gt nothing to say. wahaha!!!!
afterall long before I like Japanese or Korean stuff, I is like Hk de... count 13 years back. =D yes, i like hk frm 1996.. haha.. so I'm not just recently "mi shang" hk de. hahahahahahahahhahahaha~~~!!!
anyway here the stuff I & my sis brought.
Me: the GazettE GAMA TOUR BAG "Psychedelic" the GazettE "SCREAM CORE DEAD DIVER" Towel the GazettE Peace & Smile Carnival Tour 2005 Official DigiPhoto. =D
my sis: ASTA TV "Yoon Jihoo/Kim HyunJoong" ASTA TV "Goo Junpyo/Lee Minho" Boys Over Flower "2009-2010" Official Calender. (some peek inside de calender)
haha~ recently very bz~ yeshie.. busy watching movie!!! wahahahahaha~~~ so fun!!! and so "huai nian" also lo... omg!!! >.<>.< WHY HE SO SHUAI DE!!!!!! WHY??!!??! WHY?!?!? WHY?!?!?!?! so unfair... hahahahahhahaha!!! whatever he wear all look so nice~ aiyoo~~~ period time, in suit, priest, scholar, gigolo, simple, nerdy, casual, concubine, opera, knit-wear, teacher, those old time the master, those mongolian, those 80', in spec, singlet, EVERY THING LA!!! AIGOO!!!!
damn nice!! lol~~~~
all he wear look damn nice. aiya~~~~~~~~ anyway uplaod some photo that I recently has brought. =) my sis also got brought thing back.. wahaha!!
yeay!!!!! XD ALL MY GAZETTE STUFF HAVE FINALLY ARRIVED!! weeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~ STACKED RUBBISH "URUHA" POSTER! GazettE "PSYCHEDELIC DIRTY" Tour Bag! GazettE "SCREAM CORE DEAD DIVERS" Towel! and.. GazettE PSC DIGIPHOTO!! XD weee~~~ wahaha~ and also I won a bid on ebay.... my DISORDER is also coming soon!! ^^
wahahahahhahaaha~~~
anyway the past few day kept watching ah rong's movie.. so damn nice!! wahaha~ XD Decide to watch all of it.. must watch!!! XD
btw... what did I miss out? hmmmm... my parka, stacked rubbish poster, these 3 thing... that should be all right? LOL~~ kk, will post up very soon~
i nw going to watch 白髮魔女傳~~ wahahahahahah~~ re-watch again! *.*
out of sudden my blog is so active.. keep on posting thing.. hurhur~ in a "blogging" mode. 10more min to bath.. damn bored. *yawn*
got so much thing to settle.... hmmm.... cosplay costume~ contact lense~ Costume accessory~ Hair~ PSC DVD~ Japanese School Bag~
total 450+~~~~~~ *.* so much to settle... omfg~~~ where to find all these money!??!?!?!? wo de tian ah... settling all these stuff is a headache. actually I can settle my cosplay stuff early already but bcos of some reason...... I drag drag drag till now.. which everything is so pile up & gotta settle asap. I'm very sian........... of cos I'll continue this cosplay no matter what... but is the moeny problem that make me so stress.... argh~ my salary is not enough to settle, I gotta sell stuff, take my paypal money den is enough to settle every single thing.
as in every thing....... my salary gotta save lo..... sian~ now I wanna buy thing also cannot liao.. damn sian. haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
omg.. found so much interesting thing..... hmmm~ well, I was searching every single movie that star leslie cheung, so I wiki it that is of cause then I copy the chinese title & google it. And omg~~~~~~ HE IS SO GOOD-LOOKING!!! *O* E'S REALLY VERY GOOD-LOOKING!! XD I feel is so wasted... omg.... not wasted as in he's gay but wasted in.. you noe? *cough* so talented, no wonder he'll be missed by the whole world always. =)
I can list some movie which is really very good-looking~ "Ou ran" & "Rouge" omg~~~ *melt*
and also found 2 of my favorite pic, as in really my favorite!!! I really like alot!! will definitely post up!!! ^^
then of cos I'll also post some random pic for memory. ^^ I like the one he pose with his manager & the one with Andy Lau! the one he smoke is very shuai~ *_*
AND WHEN HE SMALL!!!! SO CUTE!!! >.<
btw..... didn't noe leslie 1st movie was a X-Rated movie... *shake head* wahahahahhahahahha!!! XD
just watch "Rouge" and I realsie that I ever watch before.. omg! Why I watch again?!?!?!? but I really alot~ XD and I also like leslie voice in "Hong" & "Chun Guang Zha Xie" omg...... you can just forget everything & just listen deeply~ feel the song~ listen the meaning~ and just fall alseep deep in the song within. you just wanna repeat over & over again~~~~
I realise I haven't took a pic of my parka yet.... damn lazy~~~~~ seriously lazy.... and wtf~ WHEN MY GAZETTE THING WANNA COME!?!?!?!?!??!??!!??!?!? so sian........ =.=
still addicted to "hong" by leslie & "Kudaeraso" by Shin Hyesung~~~~ hmmm... I like these 2 song alot~~~~ XD
anyway I'm damn bored.... I don't see the thing in internet anymore... is so boring to surf~ nothing to surf~~ really boring... so recently I kept watching movie. =) cause there's really nothing to surf. plain B-O-R-E-D. =)
omg~~~~~ I'm so addicted to old movie~~~~ ._. I back to old epic hk movie~ yes, i mean heung kung~ cheung kwok wing~ ah rong~ hurhur.....
I shall type in chinese today since I'm in the mood of chinese. wahaha~ 你好~~~~！！！！！！ 最近迷上了老电影。。。。。。。香港电影实在是太好看了！！！ 如果偏心的来讲。。。。比较喜欢张国荣的戏。 =） 实在是太可惜了。。。人已经不在人间了。 觉得太可惜了。。 又有貌相，帅气，歌声，才华，演习有好!! 为什么！！！？！？！？！？！ 而且他是同心恋！ 算了。。。不要再讲了。反正人都不在了。
recently addicted to Shin hyesung - Because Of You~~~~~ ^^ seriously addcited!!! omg~~~~~ XD I LOVE THE SONG SO MUCH!!!! SO NICE~~~ Esp. the all the lie, all the past all the love... that part... can melt ah.. haaaaa~~~ *melt* here's the performence, here the song if you free.. is really very nice. ^^
THIS IS THE MV!!! OMG~~~~~ hidden fetish for Hyeusng-shii?? hmmmmm~~~
heeheehee~~~~~~~
and well, 2day finally collect my SEX POT ReVeNGe PARKA!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!! XD NICE!! DAMN NICE!!!! XD Hichy!!! *huggle* thanks!!! XD
then finally my gazette item is shipped today~ so probaly received around 3-4days times since is from Japan. For my Uruha poster.... dunno when the seller will send~~~ better send or not I curse you everyday ah!! aigoo~~~ 2:24 alrdy.. gotta slp liao.. photo upload tmr~ nitez~ ^^ *chu*
juz change my blogskin, what do u think??? kind of messy right??????? damn... maybe I will re-edit again.. haha~ anyway found some gazette cosplayer while searching pic for gazette. LOL~ i find that their cosplay is quite good but of cos as usual, i still think hana-sama is de best ruki cosplayer! XD
I realise i have reach my 182 post.. hmm.. didn't noe I post that much. I still rmb last tym i use to update all bout the idol.. lol~ And I also realise that I like to "huai nen" yi qian de dong xi.. hmm.. wonder why...sometime there's time where I miss all the old time.. cause right now I can't have back the old feeling anymore. Is like all over, everything & everyday is a new thing... which make last time very nostalgic... how I miss that time...
haiyo~~ so hard write in chinese.... aigoo~~~~ buay sai la.. damn hard.. dunno spend how long writing these few word.. Hichy, 你太厉害了！！！！ hahahahahhahaa XD
buabuabuabuabua............. weather so hot.... =o= tmr finnally can rest~ *sweat drop* but still got stuff to do... bz.. bz.. bz.. busy.... busy... busy.... blah~ blah~
anyway share with u some photo. =D THEY R MINE!! HEH HEH HEH~~~~~~
Cute right??? Yes, they are all japanese. But they r not celerbrity. =) hohoho` wanna guess their occupation?? ^_^
go n guess, leave a comment in my tagbox. guess correct, give you 1 hug~ lol!!!! XD
yosh!! back~~ back~ AND BACK!!! XD heheheh~~~ haiz~~~ stuck on $$.. for my cosplay.. omg.. i really wanna make this cosplay~~~~ >.< Onegai, kami-sama (ruki mou..) pls help me to fulfilled this cosplay dream!!!!!! XD
recently also dunno what happen, I have this mark all over my leg.. =.= then my face also red & think have some rashes too.. forgot to tell you that my skin is senstive de.. haiz~~~
This whole week I work evening all the way.. so sian lo.. I can;t do anything, i can't go out or buy my stuff... because I mean where gt people go shopping before work de? Mostly is after work ma.. *shake head* Hope next week got more morning shift. ^^
So bored.. my paypal now currently out of money.. must go top-up.. can't buy anything at all.. omg~ I really hope all those people.. "CAN YOU ALL PAY IF YOU WANNA BUY???" Don't just say u want, but up till now didn;t make any payment. then when I msg you or what, you didn't reply. U busy? i also bz leh!!!!! haiyo~~~~
I mean if you all can't make the payment, just day so that I can sell it to other people instead. OMG!!! *kill them*
then recently went to read a fanfic which I quite like alot~ XD Reita & Ruki~~ hohohohohoho!! well is quite cute.. cos as you know.. While reading fanfic, I laso imaging it so that I can know how the thing like.. wahaha! Is like...after reheasal, all left uruha left with aoi, den kai also go off then left only ruki & reita. So Reita was busy training his bass for the new song & same goes to Ruki.. busy writing lyric.. then he went off afte that Reita wanted to go to the toilet, and he hear some moan coming out from there.. it sound like Ruki but he went forward to confirm, and yes, is Ruki. He was like self-touching, slef-arousing.. then he jerk himself off. WAHHAHAHAHA!!! *0* XD... NICE!!! continue~ then while masturbating, he shout for Reita name, so Reita was shock that Ruki was actually fantasing about Reita while he was doing it to himself. then of causew while peeking at Ruki, Reita was... (obviously) hard. LOL!
so story goes like this lo.. Ruki saw Reita after he done with himself then go off while smirking at Reiat for being hard just be peeking him, then Reita was fumed & decide not to let Ruki get away after making him hard.. so he went to Ruki there.. and yes, the "SMUT" thingy has started, i dun nid to write it out. =D so 1 word, "ENJOY" i like it alot~ XD *kiss Ruki*
btw look~ isn't it nice if really happen in real-life, everybody love RUKI. =)
then this is uruha!! XD
wahahahahha!! THE WORLD LOVE THEM!! 8D
oh ya, saw Super Junior latest MV!1 OMFG!! ALL SO F***ING SHUAI!! XD REALLY DAMNN SHUAI!! ESP. KYUHYUN, YESUNG & SIWON!! XD EUNHYUK 7 DONGHAE ALSO SHUAI!! XD I DUNNO! ALL SHUAI1!! ARGH!!*pull hair*
2day happen alot thing.. hmm.. where should I start? start with why old people start to be more ... hmm.. how should I say? they talk thing make no sense or what? Like "A" argue with "B, then "A" didn't make sense as the thing seriously got nothing to do with "A" and yet "A" sound like "A" is making such a big fuss out of nothing.. while "B" don't get it, what the matter with "A". to me, "A" in slightly in the wrong cos "b" done nothing. But "A" just won't admit it.
so i don't really bother, forget it. then let see what happen somemore.. hmm.. went to work, got 1 new worker but I didn't train her. then after that went to cuppage terrace to eat my dinner, it was evry fulling. I ate rich with sweet&sour pork, curry fish, spicy brinjal, mapo tofu, black pepper crayfish & fried dumpling~ having ice lemon tea for drink. damn full~ i ate extra bowl of rice... hmm.. gonna be a pig soon, *snore*
then went home.. received news frm hichy that my parka arrived liao!! hurhur~ nice~~~ i wanna wear! Oh ya, damn.. my bloody lense sold out liao. I just knew it. f*** why so fast?!?!?! argh... *irritated*
and then.. haha~ felt happy & yet... is good that you finally realise it! hahahahaha~ you shld knew that all de way.. yes, I'll say it if i can't stand you in the end. hahahahahahah~ sorry, just being crazy.
*ahem*
currently addicted on Restaraunt City! wee~~ nice leh.. fun! XD and i dunno why.. No, serious. I 2day dreamt of hmmmm......... weird. i dream of saralee.. wth... @_@ damn weird... i don't really know him and then I dream of him? Maybe see too much of his cosplay pic in sgcafe... *scratch* seriously, damn weird..... haha~
My B.A is finally!! result coming very soon!! XD yes~~~~ jiayou!! ^^ Did I tell you that some GazettE song, I dunno why when I hear, I feel a certain prick in my heart. so sad... Like "Without a Trace", "Baretta", "Cassis" & "Hana Kotoba" why? everytime I hear, i feel sad... I can be very happy at that time, but when hear.. I just feel sad for No reason. maybe bcos of the melody. esp. hana kotoba... T_T For Cassis, is the lyric make me sad................. i damn weird.. hurhur~~
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~ When can I see Ruki??? when?? Am I desparate for Ruki existence? ANSWER: YES.
I sometime thought to myself.. what happen if I really can just hug Ruki. just a HUG. What will happen to me????? I think I'll faint. I can't take it. too much.... RUKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >o< I dunno why.. he is ugly.. (let's talk fact) He not good-looking at all, he's not sexy actually.. I Mean without make-up, hairstylist and lighting for pose-shot, he really NOT handsome/sexy at all. If he just a normal being, trust me. we'll ignore him. But 4get bout that point since he's a artist.
Is all cover-up, without those 3 thing, he look .. =.= But i dunno why.. I JUST LIKE HIM!! I LIKE HIM SO MUCH THAT I FORSAKE REALITY GUY. =D I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM. RUKI IS IN MY MIND 24/7!! I remember that one particular certain time, i ignore GazettE. I don't like them for a certain time. Dunno why.. but after that, when I like them back again. that's it. this may sound mushy.. hehehehhehehhee~ *scroll down if u dun wan read it* =P i'm totally in love with Ruki. @_@ I'm seriouly crazy.. duh. sometime I think, if really in this world there's guy like me.. whahahaha!! HE MUST BE JEALOUS OR ANGRY THAT RUKI CAN REPLACE HIM! haha~ *thinking too much* sorry ah... hahahahhaha!! XD day-dreaming alot recently.. hehehhehe~~ XD
bored.... today gotta get out early to get my zip... for my cosplay stuff... so means.... i gotta bath soon~ i can't stuck in de com for long.. and also yst 4got to clean my desktop.. haiz~ bored............. nothing to do..... i want ruki~ Ruki~ RUki~~ RUKi~~ RUKI!!!!!!! XD
hahahahha.... i want ruki badly... T_T where is ruki???????????????????
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ he also haven't update his blog yet.. hmm.... why?? doushite???? i;m waiting for soem of his update.. Maybe I just get HERESY memebership den i don't need to trouble people. ^^ hahahahahahaha~~ XD
3 more days then my GazettE stuff will shipped out... *wait* gtg~ jya!
back~ as you realise my blog follow ruki-sama.. XD
his blog is de same too. XD but can't follow exactly de same if not later steal copyright. XD
hehehhehe~~ ruki... can you hear me???? haiz~~~ feeling very sian now.... really very bored.. the feeling is all mixed up, i feel very happy yet sad and yet feeling very free fianlly. dunno why..
de feeling is all mixed up, even those de sadness is not as strong like last tym, but this is like... once is gone means is gone. I won't be sad anymore. Maybe bcos i feel free, like finally I don't need to torture myself anymore with all those single-side thinking.
Maybe I should feel thanksful instead. Even those is already long over, but I keep it as a memory.
and now is like coming back for the very last time and done. OVER, once and for all.
thanks anyway.
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By the way, i wanted to upload my cosplay shoot but dun wan la.. paisae~ LOL!! anway I have decide, I will stay devoted to Ruki always. I don't want real-life otoko... i really don't want. I only wnat Ruki. I only want my Sama. Ruki-Sama.. you able to make me smile again when I feeling so down. Ruki~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have change my blog address~~ ys, indeed. ^^ No more iliveforsuju. hahahahaha~~ but i believed you stll able to find it if you google it hard enough. LOL~~!!
meow~~~~~~~ ^^ Yes, i damn HAPPY TODAY!! DON'T ASK ME WHY!! I'M JUST HAPPY~! ^^ HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm waiting for my SeX POt RevEnGe PARKA!! GazettE official pouch, GazettE GARISH ROOM 6, GazettE PWTB 2007 Towel & GazettE NLSG Tote Bag!!! ^________________________^ wtf, damn bloody happpy la!! XD
I'm waiting for..... hm... dunno leh.. LOL~! anyway beside this, I also happy other stuff la.. XD
guaguaguaguaguagua..... i love ruki~! you'll see this word "RUKI" every post. ^^ You find it irritating, get lost. =D I WELCOME!! XD
anyway I read this fanfic, kai & ruki. I cried lo.. i now is just a story.. but I feel the sadness in it, i dunno why.. I feel very sad for ruki when i read.. i noe is fake but i dunno why.. haiz~~~
Is about Ruki bcos of this photographer dump him bcos he found another jrock vocalist better den him as in image.. so he dump ruki... wtf. den ruki began to feel "zi bei" lost confidence.. etc..etc... so 1 day he commit sucide by eating pill, luckily Kai came in time!!! den bcos of kai, ruki bear all the way till hospital..
something like that la.. kai really love ruki, Omfg~!!! i cry la!!! T_T
so touching~~ haiz~~
and then.. guess wat my papa say.... Ruki without make-up = Ugly. Ruki with Make-up = Yao guai.. (Monster) OMG!!!!!!!!! LAO PA!! NI ZHE ME KE YI ZHE YANG JIANG!! ta na me shuai~~ mi si wo le!! XD
cannot like that.. your daughter live for ruki leh.. LOL~!~!~!~!~!~! ^^
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Hate me for who I am~ XD
I don't change for PEOPLE.
And feel free to be "fake" with me (if u hate me), I'm most welcome. ^^
You smile, I smile.
You laugh, I laugh.
You joke, I joke.
You curse me, I curse you back.
You talk behind my back.. I TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK.
you diao me, i don't diao back.. cos.. my eye would pain.
ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM... is hard trying to "stand" me..
okok... thats all... XD
just nw i type one whole bunch of thing and then all gone.. no, half of it gone den in the end is just kya-ing bout ah rong nia..
i wanted to say that alot of young ppl dunno bout 张国荣~~ haiz~ so dissapoint.. i ask so many people, at least 70% dunno who is 张国荣. of cos i ask is age rabge 22-15... sian diao~~
aiya, i really evry lazy to re-write again~ when i gt mood, i'll re-write again.
just wanna say that hk movie id de best, compare to japanese/korean film, hk is de best. whether is comedy, horror, thriller, romance, artistic... hk film is de best. =) If people would say japanese or korean is de best, they dunno how to see "movie" seriously, i dun say like that just bcos i like 张国荣. but is the fact, hahaha~~ but if people insist that japanese or korean is better den i gt nothing to say. wahaha!!!!
afterall long before I like Japanese or Korean stuff, I is like Hk de... count 13 years back. =D yes, i like hk frm 1996.. haha.. so I'm not just recently "mi shang" hk de. hahahahahahahahhahahaha~~~!!!
anyway here the stuff I & my sis brought.
Me: the GazettE GAMA TOUR BAG "Psychedelic" the GazettE "SCREAM CORE DEAD DIVER" Towel the GazettE Peace & Smile Carnival Tour 2005 Official DigiPhoto. =D
my sis: ASTA TV "Yoon Jihoo/Kim HyunJoong" ASTA TV "Goo Junpyo/Lee Minho" Boys Over Flower "2009-2010" Official Calender. (some peek inside de calender)
haha~ recently very bz~ yeshie.. busy watching movie!!! wahahahahaha~~~ so fun!!! and so "huai nian" also lo... omg!!! >.<>.< WHY HE SO SHUAI DE!!!!!! WHY??!!??! WHY?!?!? WHY?!?!?!?! so unfair... hahahahahhahaha!!! whatever he wear all look so nice~ aiyoo~~~ period time, in suit, priest, scholar, gigolo, simple, nerdy, casual, concubine, opera, knit-wear, teacher, those old time the master, those mongolian, those 80', in spec, singlet, EVERY THING LA!!! AIGOO!!!!
damn nice!! lol~~~~
all he wear look damn nice. aiya~~~~~~~~ anyway uplaod some photo that I recently has brought. =) my sis also got brought thing back.. wahaha!!
yeay!!!!! XD ALL MY GAZETTE STUFF HAVE FINALLY ARRIVED!! weeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~ STACKED RUBBISH "URUHA" POSTER! GazettE "PSYCHEDELIC DIRTY" Tour Bag! GazettE "SCREAM CORE DEAD DIVERS" Towel! and.. GazettE PSC DIGIPHOTO!! XD weee~~~ wahaha~ and also I won a bid on ebay.... my DISORDER is also coming soon!! ^^
wahahahahhahaaha~~~
anyway the past few day kept watching ah rong's movie.. so damn nice!! wahaha~ XD Decide to watch all of it.. must watch!!! XD
btw... what did I miss out? hmmmm... my parka, stacked rubbish poster, these 3 thing... that should be all right? LOL~~ kk, will post up very soon~
i nw going to watch 白髮魔女傳~~ wahahahahahah~~ re-watch again! *.*
out of sudden my blog is so active.. keep on posting thing.. hurhur~ in a "blogging" mode. 10more min to bath.. damn bored. *yawn*
got so much thing to settle.... hmmm.... cosplay costume~ contact lense~ Costume accessory~ Hair~ PSC DVD~ Japanese School Bag~
total 450+~~~~~~ *.* so much to settle... omfg~~~ where to find all these money!??!?!?!? wo de tian ah... settling all these stuff is a headache. actually I can settle my cosplay stuff early already but bcos of some reason...... I drag drag drag till now.. which everything is so pile up & gotta settle asap. I'm very sian........... of cos I'll continue this cosplay no matter what... but is the moeny problem that make me so stress.... argh~ my salary is not enough to settle, I gotta sell stuff, take my paypal money den is enough to settle every single thing.
as in every thing....... my salary gotta save lo..... sian~ now I wanna buy thing also cannot liao.. damn sian. haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
omg.. found so much interesting thing..... hmmm~ well, I was searching every single movie that star leslie cheung, so I wiki it that is of cause then I copy the chinese title & google it. And omg~~~~~~ HE IS SO GOOD-LOOKING!!! *O* E'S REALLY VERY GOOD-LOOKING!! XD I feel is so wasted... omg.... not wasted as in he's gay but wasted in.. you noe? *cough* so talented, no wonder he'll be missed by the whole world always. =)
I can list some movie which is really very good-looking~ "Ou ran" & "Rouge" omg~~~ *melt*
and also found 2 of my favorite pic, as in really my favorite!!! I really like alot!! will definitely post up!!! ^^
then of cos I'll also post some random pic for memory. ^^ I like the one he pose with his manager & the one with Andy Lau! the one he smoke is very shuai~ *_*
AND WHEN HE SMALL!!!! SO CUTE!!! >.<
btw..... didn't noe leslie 1st movie was a X-Rated movie... *shake head* wahahahahhahahahha!!! XD
just watch "Rouge" and I realsie that I ever watch before.. omg! Why I watch again?!?!?!? but I really alot~ XD and I also like leslie voice in "Hong" & "Chun Guang Zha Xie" omg...... you can just forget everything & just listen deeply~ feel the song~ listen the meaning~ and just fall alseep deep in the song within. you just wanna repeat over & over again~~~~
I realise I haven't took a pic of my parka yet.... damn lazy~~~~~ seriously lazy.... and wtf~ WHEN MY GAZETTE THING WANNA COME!?!?!?!?!??!??!!??!?!? so sian........ =.=
still addicted to "hong" by leslie & "Kudaeraso" by Shin Hyesung~~~~ hmmm... I like these 2 song alot~~~~ XD
anyway I'm damn bored.... I don't see the thing in internet anymore... is so boring to surf~ nothing to surf~~ really boring... so recently I kept watching movie. =) cause there's really nothing to surf. plain B-O-R-E-D. =)
omg~~~~~ I'm so addicted to old movie~~~~ ._. I back to old epic hk movie~ yes, i mean heung kung~ cheung kwok wing~ ah rong~ hurhur.....
I shall type in chinese today since I'm in the mood of chinese. wahaha~ 你好~~~~！！！！！！ 最近迷上了老电影。。。。。。。香港电影实在是太好看了！！！ 如果偏心的来讲。。。。比较喜欢张国荣的戏。 =） 实在是太可惜了。。。人已经不在人间了。 觉得太可惜了。。 又有貌相，帅气，歌声，才华，演习有好!! 为什么！！！？！？！？！？！ 而且他是同心恋！ 算了。。。不要再讲了。反正人都不在了。
recently addicted to Shin hyesung - Because Of You~~~~~ ^^ seriously addcited!!! omg~~~~~ XD I LOVE THE SONG SO MUCH!!!! SO NICE~~~ Esp. the all the lie, all the past all the love... that part... can melt ah.. haaaaa~~~ *melt* here's the performence, here the song if you free.. is really very nice. ^^
THIS IS THE MV!!! OMG~~~~~ hidden fetish for Hyeusng-shii?? hmmmmm~~~
heeheehee~~~~~~~
and well, 2day finally collect my SEX POT ReVeNGe PARKA!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!! XD NICE!! DAMN NICE!!!! XD Hichy!!! *huggle* thanks!!! XD
then finally my gazette item is shipped today~ so probaly received around 3-4days times since is from Japan. For my Uruha poster.... dunno when the seller will send~~~ better send or not I curse you everyday ah!! aigoo~~~ 2:24 alrdy.. gotta slp liao.. photo upload tmr~ nitez~ ^^ *chu*
juz change my blogskin, what do u think??? kind of messy right??????? damn... maybe I will re-edit again.. haha~ anyway found some gazette cosplayer while searching pic for gazette. LOL~ i find that their cosplay is quite good but of cos as usual, i still think hana-sama is de best ruki cosplayer! XD
I realise i have reach my 182 post.. hmm.. didn't noe I post that much. I still rmb last tym i use to update all bout the idol.. lol~ And I also realise that I like to "huai nen" yi qian de dong xi.. hmm.. wonder why...sometime there's time where I miss all the old time.. cause right now I can't have back the old feeling anymore. Is like all over, everything & everyday is a new thing... which make last time very nostalgic... how I miss that time...
haiyo~~ so hard write in chinese.... aigoo~~~~ buay sai la.. damn hard.. dunno spend how long writing these few word.. Hichy, 你太厉害了！！！！ hahahahahhahaa XD
buabuabuabuabua............. weather so hot.... =o= tmr finnally can rest~ *sweat drop* but still got stuff to do... bz.. bz.. bz.. busy.... busy... busy.... blah~ blah~
anyway share with u some photo. =D THEY R MINE!! HEH HEH HEH~~~~~~
Cute right??? Yes, they are all japanese. But they r not celerbrity. =) hohoho` wanna guess their occupation?? ^_^
go n guess, leave a comment in my tagbox. guess correct, give you 1 hug~ lol!!!! XD
yosh!! back~~ back~ AND BACK!!! XD heheheh~~~ haiz~~~ stuck on $$.. for my cosplay.. omg.. i really wanna make this cosplay~~~~ >.< Onegai, kami-sama (ruki mou..) pls help me to fulfilled this cosplay dream!!!!!! XD
recently also dunno what happen, I have this mark all over my leg.. =.= then my face also red & think have some rashes too.. forgot to tell you that my skin is senstive de.. haiz~~~
This whole week I work evening all the way.. so sian lo.. I can;t do anything, i can't go out or buy my stuff... because I mean where gt people go shopping before work de? Mostly is after work ma.. *shake head* Hope next week got more morning shift. ^^
So bored.. my paypal now currently out of money.. must go top-up.. can't buy anything at all.. omg~ I really hope all those people.. "CAN YOU ALL PAY IF YOU WANNA BUY???" Don't just say u want, but up till now didn;t make any payment. then when I msg you or what, you didn't reply. U busy? i also bz leh!!!!! haiyo~~~~
I mean if you all can't make the payment, just day so that I can sell it to other people instead. OMG!!! *kill them*
then recently went to read a fanfic which I quite like alot~ XD Reita & Ruki~~ hohohohohoho!! well is quite cute.. cos as you know.. While reading fanfic, I laso imaging it so that I can know how the thing like.. wahaha! Is like...after reheasal, all left uruha left with aoi, den kai also go off then left only ruki & reita. So Reita was busy training his bass for the new song & same goes to Ruki.. busy writing lyric.. then he went off afte that Reita wanted to go to the toilet, and he hear some moan coming out from there.. it sound like Ruki but he went forward to confirm, and yes, is Ruki. He was like self-touching, slef-arousing.. then he jerk himself off. WAHHAHAHAHA!!! *0* XD... NICE!!! continue~ then while masturbating, he shout for Reita name, so Reita was shock that Ruki was actually fantasing about Reita while he was doing it to himself. then of causew while peeking at Ruki, Reita was... (obviously) hard. LOL!
so story goes like this lo.. Ruki saw Reita after he done with himself then go off while smirking at Reiat for being hard just be peeking him, then Reita was fumed & decide not to let Ruki get away after making him hard.. so he went to Ruki there.. and yes, the "SMUT" thingy has started, i dun nid to write it out. =D so 1 word, "ENJOY" i like it alot~ XD *kiss Ruki*
btw look~ isn't it nice if really happen in real-life, everybody love RUKI. =)
then this is uruha!! XD
wahahahahha!! THE WORLD LOVE THEM!! 8D
oh ya, saw Super Junior latest MV!1 OMFG!! ALL SO F***ING SHUAI!! XD REALLY DAMNN SHUAI!! ESP. KYUHYUN, YESUNG & SIWON!! XD EUNHYUK 7 DONGHAE ALSO SHUAI!! XD I DUNNO! ALL SHUAI1!! ARGH!!*pull hair*
2day happen alot thing.. hmm.. where should I start? start with why old people start to be more ... hmm.. how should I say? they talk thing make no sense or what? Like "A" argue with "B, then "A" didn't make sense as the thing seriously got nothing to do with "A" and yet "A" sound like "A" is making such a big fuss out of nothing.. while "B" don't get it, what the matter with "A". to me, "A" in slightly in the wrong cos "b" done nothing. But "A" just won't admit it.
so i don't really bother, forget it. then let see what happen somemore.. hmm.. went to work, got 1 new worker but I didn't train her. then after that went to cuppage terrace to eat my dinner, it was evry fulling. I ate rich with sweet&sour pork, curry fish, spicy brinjal, mapo tofu, black pepper crayfish & fried dumpling~ having ice lemon tea for drink. damn full~ i ate extra bowl of rice... hmm.. gonna be a pig soon, *snore*
then went home.. received news frm hichy that my parka arrived liao!! hurhur~ nice~~~ i wanna wear! Oh ya, damn.. my bloody lense sold out liao. I just knew it. f*** why so fast?!?!?! argh... *irritated*
and then.. haha~ felt happy & yet... is good that you finally realise it! hahahahaha~ you shld knew that all de way.. yes, I'll say it if i can't stand you in the end. hahahahahahah~ sorry, just being crazy.
*ahem*
currently addicted on Restaraunt City! wee~~ nice leh.. fun! XD and i dunno why.. No, serious. I 2day dreamt of hmmmm......... weird. i dream of saralee.. wth... @_@ damn weird... i don't really know him and then I dream of him? Maybe see too much of his cosplay pic in sgcafe... *scratch* seriously, damn weird..... haha~
My B.A is finally!! result coming very soon!! XD yes~~~~ jiayou!! ^^ Did I tell you that some GazettE song, I dunno why when I hear, I feel a certain prick in my heart. so sad... Like "Without a Trace", "Baretta", "Cassis" & "Hana Kotoba" why? everytime I hear, i feel sad... I can be very happy at that time, but when hear.. I just feel sad for No reason. maybe bcos of the melody. esp. hana kotoba... T_T For Cassis, is the lyric make me sad................. i damn weird.. hurhur~~
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~ When can I see Ruki??? when?? Am I desparate for Ruki existence? ANSWER: YES.
I sometime thought to myself.. what happen if I really can just hug Ruki. just a HUG. What will happen to me????? I think I'll faint. I can't take it. too much.... RUKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >o< I dunno why.. he is ugly.. (let's talk fact) He not good-looking at all, he's not sexy actually.. I Mean without make-up, hairstylist and lighting for pose-shot, he really NOT handsome/sexy at all. If he just a normal being, trust me. we'll ignore him. But 4get bout that point since he's a artist.
Is all cover-up, without those 3 thing, he look .. =.= But i dunno why.. I JUST LIKE HIM!! I LIKE HIM SO MUCH THAT I FORSAKE REALITY GUY. =D I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM. RUKI IS IN MY MIND 24/7!! I remember that one particular certain time, i ignore GazettE. I don't like them for a certain time. Dunno why.. but after that, when I like them back again. that's it. this may sound mushy.. hehehehhehehhee~ *scroll down if u dun wan read it* =P i'm totally in love with Ruki. @_@ I'm seriouly crazy.. duh. sometime I think, if really in this world there's guy like me.. whahahaha!! HE MUST BE JEALOUS OR ANGRY THAT RUKI CAN REPLACE HIM! haha~ *thinking too much* sorry ah... hahahahhaha!! XD day-dreaming alot recently.. hehehhehe~~ XD
bored.... today gotta get out early to get my zip... for my cosplay stuff... so means.... i gotta bath soon~ i can't stuck in de com for long.. and also yst 4got to clean my desktop.. haiz~ bored............. nothing to do..... i want ruki~ Ruki~ RUki~~ RUKi~~ RUKI!!!!!!! XD
hahahahha.... i want ruki badly... T_T where is ruki???????????????????
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ he also haven't update his blog yet.. hmm.... why?? doushite???? i;m waiting for soem of his update.. Maybe I just get HERESY memebership den i don't need to trouble people. ^^ hahahahahahaha~~ XD
3 more days then my GazettE stuff will shipped out... *wait* gtg~ jya!
back~ as you realise my blog follow ruki-sama.. XD
his blog is de same too. XD but can't follow exactly de same if not later steal copyright. XD
hehehhehe~~ ruki... can you hear me???? haiz~~~ feeling very sian now.... really very bored.. the feeling is all mixed up, i feel very happy yet sad and yet feeling very free fianlly. dunno why..
de feeling is all mixed up, even those de sadness is not as strong like last tym, but this is like... once is gone means is gone. I won't be sad anymore. Maybe bcos i feel free, like finally I don't need to torture myself anymore with all those single-side thinking.
Maybe I should feel thanksful instead. Even those is already long over, but I keep it as a memory.
and now is like coming back for the very last time and done. OVER, once and for all.
thanks anyway.
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By the way, i wanted to upload my cosplay shoot but dun wan la.. paisae~ LOL!! anway I have decide, I will stay devoted to Ruki always. I don't want real-life otoko... i really don't want. I only wnat Ruki. I only want my Sama. Ruki-Sama.. you able to make me smile again when I feeling so down. Ruki~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have change my blog address~~ ys, indeed. ^^ No more iliveforsuju. hahahahaha~~ but i believed you stll able to find it if you google it hard enough. LOL~~!!
meow~~~~~~~ ^^ Yes, i damn HAPPY TODAY!! DON'T ASK ME WHY!! I'M JUST HAPPY~! ^^ HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm waiting for my SeX POt RevEnGe PARKA!! GazettE official pouch, GazettE GARISH ROOM 6, GazettE PWTB 2007 Towel & GazettE NLSG Tote Bag!!! ^________________________^ wtf, damn bloody happpy la!! XD
I'm waiting for..... hm... dunno leh.. LOL~! anyway beside this, I also happy other stuff la.. XD
guaguaguaguaguagua..... i love ruki~! you'll see this word "RUKI" every post. ^^ You find it irritating, get lost. =D I WELCOME!! XD
anyway I read this fanfic, kai & ruki. I cried lo.. i now is just a story.. but I feel the sadness in it, i dunno why.. I feel very sad for ruki when i read.. i noe is fake but i dunno why.. haiz~~~
Is about Ruki bcos of this photographer dump him bcos he found another jrock vocalist better den him as in image.. so he dump ruki... wtf. den ruki began to feel "zi bei" lost confidence.. etc..etc... so 1 day he commit sucide by eating pill, luckily Kai came in time!!! den bcos of kai, ruki bear all the way till hospital..
something like that la.. kai really love ruki, Omfg~!!! i cry la!!! T_T
so touching~~ haiz~~
and then.. guess wat my papa say.... Ruki without make-up = Ugly. Ruki with Make-up = Yao guai.. (Monster) OMG!!!!!!!!! LAO PA!! NI ZHE ME KE YI ZHE YANG JIANG!! ta na me shuai~~ mi si wo le!! XD
cannot like that.. your daughter live for ruki leh.. LOL~!~!~!~!~!~! ^^
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