I'm back.. wanted to blog yst but bit lazy... i'm always lazy to blog.... *yawn*
but since today is my offday. so just spare a little tym to blog.... lol!!!
anyway to me I think in life, as a person you gotta be understanding.
of cause I tried my hard to please everyone but not all the time, i can't afford to please eveyone all the time.
I gotta please myself first before I can please other people. :)
I can please people but if is too hard for me and going within my capability why must I continue to please?? It will only make myself more worst.... so no way. I only thing within my capability.
and I believed if you are a person who know me well enough, I'm a person who hate to make people feel sad.. I hate it so when I realise that I have people sad, I myself would double it.
i'm not a liar, I don' give excuse or what, I only say the fact.
I don't like wasting time lying or what... is so stupid.
but I started to realise that nobody know me that well.... except my family..
is ok.. I'm still young.. there's still gt alot for me to learn. :)
and when I MIA, the bloody reason is bcos I'm not happy with myself thats y I MIA....
when I'm not happy with myself, I better not keep contact with people bcos if you see my sulky face you will feel damn irritatted. so forget it, might as well MIA till I feel better then I'll be back.
but definetly got nothing to do with you all... and I don't MIA juz bcos I wanted attention or tongqing frm people. I only MIA, the reason why.. (stated above)
but at that time, there's only 1 person still try to talk to me when I'm feeling down and I'm very happy, you understand me.. (not really very well.. haha!!) but I really appreciate it for what you done. ^^
thats y I'm already back from MIA, just 1day before NEWYEAR. ^__^
cause 2008 is over, whatever happen i already put behind. ^^
I only bother what lies ahead... hahahhahaha!!!! XD
so I believed that you shouldn't really bother wat happen in 2008, is 2009. ^^
is a new year!! I only say this bcos I still treat you as my fren but if you think I'm... ******** whatsoever then I really gt nothing to say.
well... I'll just leave it.
Maybe you think I don't understand you.. but is ok. :)
I won't provoke you anyway.. so ya, I think I'll put that behind. :) I won't really bother.
please be happy!!! ^__^ and thanks for wishing me luck dis cosfest actually.. dunno whether you really mean it but I still appreciate it. :)
Happy new year!! ^^