xmas eve..... omg.... is a very crazy eve...
I wanna erase it frm my memory.
damn it.... maybe you all don't blame me at all but I feel otherwise.
I feel very bad... but it wasn't my fault! one of u shld have told me at least???
i can't read people mind you know... out of sudden, I feel that I'm nt with them.


2day was a very 'stranger' day..
I feel like a stranger, and I don't expect to feel welcome too.. is like so..
like if you welcome me den I'm happy but if you don't den is ok, forget about it.


I really feel like leaving on the spot just now, i not trying to throw my bloody tantrum or what but is just that... if you were in my shoe, you were do the same thing too. out of sudden. you don't feel welcome.


you try to fake a smile which is so hard and I almost........... but I take it back.
I try not too.. I'm a strong girl.

xmas eve.. what kind of xmas eve?? just wanna forget about it.
I feel like forgetting everyone.... I'm sorry.



MIA-ing...
I'll only contact you or reply you if is impt. (that gt nothing to do with personal life)
let me find back my happiness back and I'll be back.
I ned to put down everything for now, too tired alrdy.


I'm sorry if I make evryone xmas eve feel bad & moody. sorry.
bye.

xmas eve..... omg.... is a very crazy eve...
I wanna erase it frm my memory.
damn it.... maybe you all don't blame me at all but I feel otherwise.
I feel very bad... but it wasn't my fault! one of u shld have told me at least???
i can't read people mind you know... out of sudden, I feel that I'm nt with them.


2day was a very 'stranger' day..
I feel like a stranger, and I don't expect to feel welcome too.. is like so..
like if you welcome me den I'm happy but if you don't den is ok, forget about it.


I really feel like leaving on the spot just now, i not trying to throw my bloody tantrum or what but is just that... if you were in my shoe, you were do the same thing too. out of sudden. you don't feel welcome.


you try to fake a smile which is so hard and I almost........... but I take it back.
I try not too.. I'm a strong girl.

xmas eve.. what kind of xmas eve?? just wanna forget about it.
I feel like forgetting everyone.... I'm sorry.



MIA-ing...
I'll only contact you or reply you if is impt. (that gt nothing to do with personal life)
let me find back my happiness back and I'll be back.
I ned to put down everything for now, too tired alrdy.


I'm sorry if I make evryone xmas eve feel bad & moody. sorry.
bye.