Alright~

Time 4 a new posttt~ lalalala~~~

Lots of thing happen again... You know I feel like this month, is like last year sep..
it went back to that month.. Ad in the feeling, emotion, moods & thoughts..
just like sep'10.....
I seriously don't like it.

Anyway let's see. the last update was like..
quite long ago, so just a rough update what I done on feb & recently~

Feb~~~

Off 3 & a half days sice it was CNY on 1st wk of feb.. haha~
rest quite alot & ate quite alot too.. lol~~~

Then on 5th went to JG house~
No, shld be Jb & ym come my house bai-nian then we 3 head to JG's house. =)
play WWF w/ si jb.. lol~~~~ bully ppl leh.. I dunno how to play lo.. if i know, i use knock u down~!! HAHAHA
then play blackjack.. after that lots of people came too..... blahblah.. dun need to state. =)

Then when jb, b, r & j play mahjong.. me, ym, l, v, jt & a went down to eat.
FAT TO DEATH OK!!! WE ATE ROTI PRATA!!!! WTFFFFFF........
nvm~~~~~

den ton till morning~~~
on the 6th i got work leh!! and ton till 6.. neh-neh~~ LOL

And yesyes, jb you win.. haha~ ur place shld be 1st right? haha~~

Then 7th went movie outing~ watch "tri-angle"
RATING: 2star = Not nice, storyplot basically 1 & half hr is freaking same..
cause sotry is about she trap into a cycle.. so things keep on repeating.
aiya, not nice jiu dui la.. waste my $$~~ hurhur.....
went w/ jb, ym, j & by~~~
after that by left, j also left.. so head to kovan for dinner & lan.. haha.. ton again....

then 10th, went for ktv+lan outing~
this is like long journey man...
cause I meet them after my wrk, so went to parklane to find them.. then plan to k afterthat.. cause is a last min la.. didn't book~
so we go partyworld (too ex), cuppage (close at 3am) so in the end go ming arcade cash studio~
cos 6 den close.. sing sing sing..... at the end, we even have PK competition ok!! lol~~~~~
WE SUNG "XIN BU LIAO QING" ~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ok la.. there's a part jb win ok.. he stretch that part..


OHOHOH~!! this is the day I start to get curious my darling.. XJT! XD
蕭敬騰!!!! *love*
on 11th, i was like.. start to search about him. and just ai shang le ta man~


on 13th, went to RIVER ANGBAO!!!!!!!!
wooo~~~~~~~~ last day of river angbao leh~~ lol
yeayeayea... went with jb & ym~~~
not much thing la.. but took the top gun ride i think..
4get the name, but shld be call top gun la.
DAMN FREAKING FUNNY CAN!!!!! haha...
i was laughing & laughing when I'm in the ride, bcos of jb & ym..
ahaha~~~~

after the ride, went back to kovan~ wait.. wait.. i don't live at kovan ok!!
is only a place that I frequently go~ haha......
Went there, accompany ym for her dinner then play lan..... play CS~~~

after that.......... same thing.. haha~


18th~ last min change outing~
went to kovan again.. hahahahahahahh~~~ meet jb & ym~
ate dinner then go this p.osh cafe to have some brownie~~~ not bad~ not bad~
ho-ho-ho.. midnight go playground......... scary tio bo?
lol~~
well, i think is more scarier if u see the 3 of us at the playground. heehee~

ton till midnight again or mrn.. 4get alrdy.. lol~~~


then 19th~ went to wisma to watch Jg perf~~~
jg, jiro, ce, shino & shinya...
quite some time since the last time i see them perf....
after that straight head to cine to catch kiseki perf, waa.......
ZHEN DE HEN JIU MEI YOU KAN TA MEN BIAO YAN LER!!!
but sound system sucks.. then after that went back home..


on 21st, went k outing again~!!!!
hougang~ sing sing sing sing~~~~
meet ym & by for dinner then head to kbox~~~
sing sing sing.. OMG!!
I SING LIKE SO MANY XJT SONG!! 蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰!!!
*MILLION LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰
yes, I'm love him muchie muchie~~~ heehee.. dun ask me about ruki can?
LOL~~
I LOVE RUKI TOO.
but if in reality, you ask me to choose I'll definitely choose 蕭敬騰!!
hmm...... ruki & 蕭敬騰 = 蕭敬騰
蕭敬騰 & *** = ***
but ...... nvm, nth.. is over. hurhur ^^

haha.. then i also sang most of the song that 蕭敬騰 got sing before like.. one night in beijing, she jie wei yi de ni, ai mei and alot la.... heehee~ *love*
after that, omfg.... the most paisae thing that ever happen to me... *facepamlm*

hai.... DON'T EVER TRY TO WALK LIKE A CRAB. LOL

then we 4 walk all the way to kovan for lan.. play CS~~~~
then go back~~~

26th~wenr out hichy twin, shinn, shiro twin, jy, kesh & rex~~~
went to KFC to jiak jiak... then shinn left then shiro came..
haha.. went to arcade play the "basketball" one.. the stupid ball stuck there so i got no choice to like.. climb like a gorilla to take the ball. heeheehee..
DON'T TRY TO IMAGINE OK!! LOL
then after that walk here & there, dunno go where.. then go home. lol~~~~


27th~went to Japanese cemetary park w/ L..
finally went there~~~
I always wanted to go there but like.. seriously...
no 1 wanna accompany me go, even if i request ppl wld go "huh? go there 4 wat? is a cemetary man... =.="

so.. so zhun Mr.L also wan go there to like take pic, so i also went~
haha... not bad~ quite nice place actually.. very historical feeling~

then went home, rest change, went out to orchard to gai-gai alone..
went to kino to get 蕭敬騰 BOOK!! OMGGGGGG~~ YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE IT!!! XD
nv regret buying it~~~~

and.... the start of march.the month that make me feel so freaking miserable..
dunno is my fault or ppl make me.. or whatever shit.
seriously, the feeling is like. a sharp tiny blade slowly pierce through your heart.
When you don't think, is pain... when you think about it, is triple the pain.. or even more.. and the worst you can't even cry.
You can't.. just can't.. not you don't want but you can't.
You know how miserable that feeling is?


You're just too tired to cry it out...
too tired... mentally tired by every single shit.
you don't know who create & gave this shit...
it just happen.
If you tell people, people wld say for sure: is normal.. is nth to sad at all.
you ownself create one..
then they will like start to say their life is freaking more worst.. etcetc~
c'mon.. trust me, THERE IS few thing that most of the teenage don't do/afford now.
well, most of my friend don't for 1 thing I'm sure. =)

anyway, let's begin the schedule of march:
2nd~ went outing w/ jb & ym.. lan & playgrounf~
seriously we r just random sometime.. lol~~
yayayayayaya.. at kovannnn.. lol

TOLD U LER, I DON'T LIVE THERE!!! LOL
got this particular taxi man, i rmb he ask me.. waa... u chiong so late ah.. got clubbing..
then i was huh? uncle ar.. kovan mana wu club??? ler kong shami?

he say from town den come kovan man~
hello, uncle.. u think i so bo-liao club at town come kovan ton then go back my place?
actually i do that... at that very particular day nia.. is long long ago~


then 3rd went to downtown watch movie "my ex-lover" w/ jg, jb & ym~~~
afetr watching, went back home..
AND........ JB!!!! YOU SO ER XIN LA.. LOL~~~~~~ I SAW THAT MAN......aigooo~~~

talk bout ex-lover, CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE!??!?!?!?!!?!?
TODAY I SAW THIS GUY, LOOK 90% ALIKE LIKE THE LEAD ACTOR "AOF" OMFG....
TODAY!! AS AT LIANG COURT, DATE: 09-03-2011
WTF!!! I WAS LIKE... O_O!!! *jaw drop*
HE REALLY LOOK ALIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! WO DE TIANNNNNNNNNN......

anyway shit.. 3-5th 蕭敬騰 was in singapore, and i dunno.. till 5th.. can u like believe it?!!!? wo de ma...... wo zhen de dui bu qi 蕭敬騰~~~~~~
dui bu qi 蕭敬騰~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *lovelove*

5th went to wisma to catch zen'shin perf~
ya!!! IS SHINN!!! MY BFF!!!! XD
talk bout shinn ar.. haiz~~~ my fren ar~~~ 3 & half yrs liao... tsktsk~~

i hope this frenship can last till 10yrs later or even more..
yup, goes to my 2 twin too... hope it will last till we r 30+~~

anyway on 5th, meet ban-chan & jg 1st~~~
went to lucky chicken rice~~
then after that went to walk walk, then go wisma.. after that..
jb & ym came & xx join us too~~~

went to cine~~~ cos we book k~~
so waiting for the time to pass~~~ after go to arcade play play~~~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!
IMAGINE JG & JB PLAYING THE DDR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG.................... CAN I LOVE IT???? CAN I? CAN I?
LOL~~~~~ damn freakin funny. i swear!!!

then head to cuppage for k~ Af came after that~

anyway some unhappy stuff happen through-out, those who dunno that I WAS UNHAPPY.
NOW YOU KNOW.
I DID TRY TO CONTROL MY ATTITUDE, TEMPER.
SERIOUSLY.
i was really controlling.. thats why i'm still smiling, laughing~
even those there's few time i was OBVIOUSLY SHOWING "BLACK FACE"

seriously, if this is all a joke.. then well, thanks.. sorry if I take it to heart or get too serious... but is getting really bit over.

if is real, then seriously... STOP IT.
I REALLY DON'T WANT TO THROW TEMPER.
cause you guys would or might hate it.... so pls~ stop it if is real.

thanks, appreciate.

so ya.. at k, SUNG ALOT OF 蕭敬騰 song againnnnn~~ haha.. nv chnage right?!!?
paisae.. but i even sung tai yu song ok!!!
sa mi sa li~~~~
niceeee.. jb keep laughing.. wei... is very rude to laugh at ppl while singing ok!!
LOL~~~~
oh, and jg's singing.... (Y)
pls sing "still loving you" again, ok? XD heehee......

after K, went to that graffiti cafe for wonton mee.
then after that... went lan... thats the time i knew 蕭敬騰 was in spore but he alrdy left... 7pm+~~ T^T
蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰
so near yet so far~~~
haizzzz~~~~~~ T^T

after lan, took taxi.. share cab~ but finally... my place 1st!!!

~~~
Yup, all been update...
but now I'm really getting better.
I'm feeling much better~~~ beganning to get back the normal self.
Now I'm only trouble over 1 thing...
Recently I made a decision, now I;m talking about this particular decision I made.
I made alot of decision but now I'm saying this one.

I choose to stop. But right now, i'm confuse.
Cause my brain & mouth say stop, but my heart is still lingering~~~
Cause I really... =)
I finally realise I really... ******* =)
eh.. don't think is a vulgar or whatever ok? is just censor, to protect my privacy.
lol

So the main reason actually why I decide to stop is bcos......
of someone. =)
Seriously, I'm not angry.. or sad or whatever.
just feel if is like this then I'm doing the right thing. =)
But if is not, then I'm bit foolish to just stop for no reason.
So thats the thing I'm confuse.

hmmm... is a yes or no?
stop or continue????
trust me, If I want..i can continue like.. now.
dunno leh.. sian~~~

anyway lots of stuff I start to settle.. well, you won't believe it.
But is few words that O read frm 蕭敬騰 book, that gave me the determination to find a way to solve it instead of eating myself up everyday.

Even if the way to solve can only settle 10% of the matter, is better then nothing.
My life target is: To live happily~ without giving myself unneccesarry stress beside work. =)

~ You're the most one-of-a-kind that ever appear in my life ~
To me, is very beautiful *not in look i mean like the overall.. aiya, dunno hw to explain but i think some ppl do get what i mean.

you're special.. you've done alot of thing that other nan ren don't do.
Ru guo ke yi de hua, wo hen xiang yong bao ni...........
wo zhen de hen xiang.. zhe yi zhi yi lai, wo hen xiang bao ni....
dan wo jiu shi ban bu dao.







xian zai, you shi me yuan wan dou mei you yong le...
wo zhi ke yi... fan qi.





蕭敬騰~~~ wo zhi ai 蕭敬騰~~~~~~~ =)

Alright~

Time 4 a new posttt~ lalalala~~~

Lots of thing happen again... You know I feel like this month, is like last year sep..
it went back to that month.. Ad in the feeling, emotion, moods & thoughts..
just like sep'10.....
I seriously don't like it.

Anyway let's see. the last update was like..
quite long ago, so just a rough update what I done on feb & recently~

Feb~~~

Off 3 & a half days sice it was CNY on 1st wk of feb.. haha~
rest quite alot & ate quite alot too.. lol~~~

Then on 5th went to JG house~
No, shld be Jb & ym come my house bai-nian then we 3 head to JG's house. =)
play WWF w/ si jb.. lol~~~~ bully ppl leh.. I dunno how to play lo.. if i know, i use knock u down~!! HAHAHA
then play blackjack.. after that lots of people came too..... blahblah.. dun need to state. =)

Then when jb, b, r & j play mahjong.. me, ym, l, v, jt & a went down to eat.
FAT TO DEATH OK!!! WE ATE ROTI PRATA!!!! WTFFFFFF........
nvm~~~~~

den ton till morning~~~
on the 6th i got work leh!! and ton till 6.. neh-neh~~ LOL

And yesyes, jb you win.. haha~ ur place shld be 1st right? haha~~

Then 7th went movie outing~ watch "tri-angle"
RATING: 2star = Not nice, storyplot basically 1 & half hr is freaking same..
cause sotry is about she trap into a cycle.. so things keep on repeating.
aiya, not nice jiu dui la.. waste my $$~~ hurhur.....
went w/ jb, ym, j & by~~~
after that by left, j also left.. so head to kovan for dinner & lan.. haha.. ton again....

then 10th, went for ktv+lan outing~
this is like long journey man...
cause I meet them after my wrk, so went to parklane to find them.. then plan to k afterthat.. cause is a last min la.. didn't book~
so we go partyworld (too ex), cuppage (close at 3am) so in the end go ming arcade cash studio~
cos 6 den close.. sing sing sing..... at the end, we even have PK competition ok!! lol~~~~~
WE SUNG "XIN BU LIAO QING" ~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ok la.. there's a part jb win ok.. he stretch that part..


OHOHOH~!! this is the day I start to get curious my darling.. XJT! XD
蕭敬騰!!!! *love*
on 11th, i was like.. start to search about him. and just ai shang le ta man~


on 13th, went to RIVER ANGBAO!!!!!!!!
wooo~~~~~~~~ last day of river angbao leh~~ lol
yeayeayea... went with jb & ym~~~
not much thing la.. but took the top gun ride i think..
4get the name, but shld be call top gun la.
DAMN FREAKING FUNNY CAN!!!!! haha...
i was laughing & laughing when I'm in the ride, bcos of jb & ym..
ahaha~~~~

after the ride, went back to kovan~ wait.. wait.. i don't live at kovan ok!!
is only a place that I frequently go~ haha......
Went there, accompany ym for her dinner then play lan..... play CS~~~

after that.......... same thing.. haha~


18th~ last min change outing~
went to kovan again.. hahahahahahahh~~~ meet jb & ym~
ate dinner then go this p.osh cafe to have some brownie~~~ not bad~ not bad~
ho-ho-ho.. midnight go playground......... scary tio bo?
lol~~
well, i think is more scarier if u see the 3 of us at the playground. heehee~

ton till midnight again or mrn.. 4get alrdy.. lol~~~


then 19th~ went to wisma to watch Jg perf~~~
jg, jiro, ce, shino & shinya...
quite some time since the last time i see them perf....
after that straight head to cine to catch kiseki perf, waa.......
ZHEN DE HEN JIU MEI YOU KAN TA MEN BIAO YAN LER!!!
but sound system sucks.. then after that went back home..


on 21st, went k outing again~!!!!
hougang~ sing sing sing sing~~~~
meet ym & by for dinner then head to kbox~~~
sing sing sing.. OMG!!
I SING LIKE SO MANY XJT SONG!! 蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰!!!
*MILLION LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰
yes, I'm love him muchie muchie~~~ heehee.. dun ask me about ruki can?
LOL~~
I LOVE RUKI TOO.
but if in reality, you ask me to choose I'll definitely choose 蕭敬騰!!
hmm...... ruki & 蕭敬騰 = 蕭敬騰
蕭敬騰 & *** = ***
but ...... nvm, nth.. is over. hurhur ^^

haha.. then i also sang most of the song that 蕭敬騰 got sing before like.. one night in beijing, she jie wei yi de ni, ai mei and alot la.... heehee~ *love*
after that, omfg.... the most paisae thing that ever happen to me... *facepamlm*

hai.... DON'T EVER TRY TO WALK LIKE A CRAB. LOL

then we 4 walk all the way to kovan for lan.. play CS~~~~
then go back~~~

26th~wenr out hichy twin, shinn, shiro twin, jy, kesh & rex~~~
went to KFC to jiak jiak... then shinn left then shiro came..
haha.. went to arcade play the "basketball" one.. the stupid ball stuck there so i got no choice to like.. climb like a gorilla to take the ball. heeheehee..
DON'T TRY TO IMAGINE OK!! LOL
then after that walk here & there, dunno go where.. then go home. lol~~~~


27th~went to Japanese cemetary park w/ L..
finally went there~~~
I always wanted to go there but like.. seriously...
no 1 wanna accompany me go, even if i request ppl wld go "huh? go there 4 wat? is a cemetary man... =.="

so.. so zhun Mr.L also wan go there to like take pic, so i also went~
haha... not bad~ quite nice place actually.. very historical feeling~

then went home, rest change, went out to orchard to gai-gai alone..
went to kino to get 蕭敬騰 BOOK!! OMGGGGGG~~ YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE IT!!! XD
nv regret buying it~~~~

and.... the start of march.the month that make me feel so freaking miserable..
dunno is my fault or ppl make me.. or whatever shit.
seriously, the feeling is like. a sharp tiny blade slowly pierce through your heart.
When you don't think, is pain... when you think about it, is triple the pain.. or even more.. and the worst you can't even cry.
You can't.. just can't.. not you don't want but you can't.
You know how miserable that feeling is?


You're just too tired to cry it out...
too tired... mentally tired by every single shit.
you don't know who create & gave this shit...
it just happen.
If you tell people, people wld say for sure: is normal.. is nth to sad at all.
you ownself create one..
then they will like start to say their life is freaking more worst.. etcetc~
c'mon.. trust me, THERE IS few thing that most of the teenage don't do/afford now.
well, most of my friend don't for 1 thing I'm sure. =)

anyway, let's begin the schedule of march:
2nd~ went outing w/ jb & ym.. lan & playgrounf~
seriously we r just random sometime.. lol~~
yayayayayaya.. at kovannnn.. lol

TOLD U LER, I DON'T LIVE THERE!!! LOL
got this particular taxi man, i rmb he ask me.. waa... u chiong so late ah.. got clubbing..
then i was huh? uncle ar.. kovan mana wu club??? ler kong shami?

he say from town den come kovan man~
hello, uncle.. u think i so bo-liao club at town come kovan ton then go back my place?
actually i do that... at that very particular day nia.. is long long ago~


then 3rd went to downtown watch movie "my ex-lover" w/ jg, jb & ym~~~
afetr watching, went back home..
AND........ JB!!!! YOU SO ER XIN LA.. LOL~~~~~~ I SAW THAT MAN......aigooo~~~

talk bout ex-lover, CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE!??!?!?!?!!?!?
TODAY I SAW THIS GUY, LOOK 90% ALIKE LIKE THE LEAD ACTOR "AOF" OMFG....
TODAY!! AS AT LIANG COURT, DATE: 09-03-2011
WTF!!! I WAS LIKE... O_O!!! *jaw drop*
HE REALLY LOOK ALIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! WO DE TIANNNNNNNNNN......

anyway shit.. 3-5th 蕭敬騰 was in singapore, and i dunno.. till 5th.. can u like believe it?!!!? wo de ma...... wo zhen de dui bu qi 蕭敬騰~~~~~~
dui bu qi 蕭敬騰~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *lovelove*

5th went to wisma to catch zen'shin perf~
ya!!! IS SHINN!!! MY BFF!!!! XD
talk bout shinn ar.. haiz~~~ my fren ar~~~ 3 & half yrs liao... tsktsk~~

i hope this frenship can last till 10yrs later or even more..
yup, goes to my 2 twin too... hope it will last till we r 30+~~

anyway on 5th, meet ban-chan & jg 1st~~~
went to lucky chicken rice~~
then after that went to walk walk, then go wisma.. after that..
jb & ym came & xx join us too~~~

went to cine~~~ cos we book k~~
so waiting for the time to pass~~~ after go to arcade play play~~~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!
IMAGINE JG & JB PLAYING THE DDR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG.................... CAN I LOVE IT???? CAN I? CAN I?
LOL~~~~~ damn freakin funny. i swear!!!

then head to cuppage for k~ Af came after that~

anyway some unhappy stuff happen through-out, those who dunno that I WAS UNHAPPY.
NOW YOU KNOW.
I DID TRY TO CONTROL MY ATTITUDE, TEMPER.
SERIOUSLY.
i was really controlling.. thats why i'm still smiling, laughing~
even those there's few time i was OBVIOUSLY SHOWING "BLACK FACE"

seriously, if this is all a joke.. then well, thanks.. sorry if I take it to heart or get too serious... but is getting really bit over.

if is real, then seriously... STOP IT.
I REALLY DON'T WANT TO THROW TEMPER.
cause you guys would or might hate it.... so pls~ stop it if is real.

thanks, appreciate.

so ya.. at k, SUNG ALOT OF 蕭敬騰 song againnnnn~~ haha.. nv chnage right?!!?
paisae.. but i even sung tai yu song ok!!!
sa mi sa li~~~~
niceeee.. jb keep laughing.. wei... is very rude to laugh at ppl while singing ok!!
LOL~~~~
oh, and jg's singing.... (Y)
pls sing "still loving you" again, ok? XD heehee......

after K, went to that graffiti cafe for wonton mee.
then after that... went lan... thats the time i knew 蕭敬騰 was in spore but he alrdy left... 7pm+~~ T^T
蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰蕭敬騰
so near yet so far~~~
haizzzz~~~~~~ T^T

after lan, took taxi.. share cab~ but finally... my place 1st!!!

~~~
Yup, all been update...
but now I'm really getting better.
I'm feeling much better~~~ beganning to get back the normal self.
Now I'm only trouble over 1 thing...
Recently I made a decision, now I;m talking about this particular decision I made.
I made alot of decision but now I'm saying this one.

I choose to stop. But right now, i'm confuse.
Cause my brain & mouth say stop, but my heart is still lingering~~~
Cause I really... =)
I finally realise I really... ******* =)
eh.. don't think is a vulgar or whatever ok? is just censor, to protect my privacy.
lol

So the main reason actually why I decide to stop is bcos......
of someone. =)
Seriously, I'm not angry.. or sad or whatever.
just feel if is like this then I'm doing the right thing. =)
But if is not, then I'm bit foolish to just stop for no reason.
So thats the thing I'm confuse.

hmmm... is a yes or no?
stop or continue????
trust me, If I want..i can continue like.. now.
dunno leh.. sian~~~

anyway lots of stuff I start to settle.. well, you won't believe it.
But is few words that O read frm 蕭敬騰 book, that gave me the determination to find a way to solve it instead of eating myself up everyday.

Even if the way to solve can only settle 10% of the matter, is better then nothing.
My life target is: To live happily~ without giving myself unneccesarry stress beside work. =)

~ You're the most one-of-a-kind that ever appear in my life ~
To me, is very beautiful *not in look i mean like the overall.. aiya, dunno hw to explain but i think some ppl do get what i mean.

you're special.. you've done alot of thing that other nan ren don't do.
Ru guo ke yi de hua, wo hen xiang yong bao ni...........
wo zhen de hen xiang.. zhe yi zhi yi lai, wo hen xiang bao ni....
dan wo jiu shi ban bu dao.







xian zai, you shi me yuan wan dou mei you yong le...
wo zhi ke yi... fan qi.





蕭敬騰~~~ wo zhi ai 蕭敬騰~~~~~~~ =)