i start, i end, i dig-up back, i suffer myself and i need to end it again by myself.
while 1 don't even bother thinking thier is kind of worst.. and 1 maybe dun even noe..

kind of sucks.... feeling really sad, empty these past few day..
But well, I promise myself to stay happy for every1 and here I goes.
Everybody think I'm the happiest girl with no worries, no problem, no stress & everything is perfect. if u think I am, well... fark you. =D

I m not... i have problem, i have worries, i have stress & I don't really live a very good-lavish life-style but for thing I noe that I far better-off then nowadays teenagers... and maybe even you...
is I appreciate my life, i am very contented with what I have now.
I don't ask for extra.. I only accept it if fate give me extra.

And 1 thing... there's only 1 thing in my life really sucks..
Which i guess most of you all is far better then me.

Love relationship.

Guess there's the payback for $$, entertainment & family bond-ship.
Yes, I only care for family, money & my entertain-dosage.
So I nv really bother bout love.. and I willing to sacrifice my love-life in exchange for these 3.

Yes, I do like people.. but thats it, I do nothing...
I just keep it to myself.
Let it suffer then after that it will gone sooner or later.
Even if ppl like me, I reject.

I really failed in relationship.
But if you look into the positive way, actually is a good thing~
I'm living a bachelorette life, freedom!!
No one stopping me, I don't need to think for my bf.. or whatever...
IS REALLY FREEDOM!! =)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA~ so I guess, I'm still way better-off then nowaday human..
I just feeling emo recently cause all the feeling has came back..
hunt me.... omg.... SHOO! SHOO!!
u make my day sad!! SHOO!! SHOO!!!

Just give me time, And I'll be ok back~!!! XD
no 1 like my "emo" side.. haha~ ALL love my crazy side.. so I gotta go back to my normal self asap...

Oh ya.. btw SPAIN GOAL & YES!! THEY INTO THE FINAL~!!

Torres, Casillas, Villa, Fabregas, Xabi, Alonso... etc.. GOOD LUCK!! =D

And RIP to uncle koh.

And HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVESARY TO FRUITS-FREN~
After tonight, all has grown-up.. people change~
Haha.. more like mouldy-fruits alrdy.. lol~~~

3 yrs back all gather at monkeu house, 3 yrs later which is now.. WE Gather at monkeu house. =)
what about 3 yrs later from now?
Wld we still gather at monkeu house? lol~~~
We will see. ^^

i start, i end, i dig-up back, i suffer myself and i need to end it again by myself.
while 1 don't even bother thinking thier is kind of worst.. and 1 maybe dun even noe..

kind of sucks.... feeling really sad, empty these past few day..
But well, I promise myself to stay happy for every1 and here I goes.
Everybody think I'm the happiest girl with no worries, no problem, no stress & everything is perfect. if u think I am, well... fark you. =D

I m not... i have problem, i have worries, i have stress & I don't really live a very good-lavish life-style but for thing I noe that I far better-off then nowadays teenagers... and maybe even you...
is I appreciate my life, i am very contented with what I have now.
I don't ask for extra.. I only accept it if fate give me extra.

And 1 thing... there's only 1 thing in my life really sucks..
Which i guess most of you all is far better then me.

Love relationship.

Guess there's the payback for $$, entertainment & family bond-ship.
Yes, I only care for family, money & my entertain-dosage.
So I nv really bother bout love.. and I willing to sacrifice my love-life in exchange for these 3.

Yes, I do like people.. but thats it, I do nothing...
I just keep it to myself.
Let it suffer then after that it will gone sooner or later.
Even if ppl like me, I reject.

I really failed in relationship.
But if you look into the positive way, actually is a good thing~
I'm living a bachelorette life, freedom!!
No one stopping me, I don't need to think for my bf.. or whatever...
IS REALLY FREEDOM!! =)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA~ so I guess, I'm still way better-off then nowaday human..
I just feeling emo recently cause all the feeling has came back..
hunt me.... omg.... SHOO! SHOO!!
u make my day sad!! SHOO!! SHOO!!!

Just give me time, And I'll be ok back~!!! XD
no 1 like my "emo" side.. haha~ ALL love my crazy side.. so I gotta go back to my normal self asap...

Oh ya.. btw SPAIN GOAL & YES!! THEY INTO THE FINAL~!!

Torres, Casillas, Villa, Fabregas, Xabi, Alonso... etc.. GOOD LUCK!! =D

And RIP to uncle koh.

And HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVESARY TO FRUITS-FREN~
After tonight, all has grown-up.. people change~
Haha.. more like mouldy-fruits alrdy.. lol~~~

3 yrs back all gather at monkeu house, 3 yrs later which is now.. WE Gather at monkeu house. =)
what about 3 yrs later from now?
Wld we still gather at monkeu house? lol~~~
We will see. ^^