Hers story is de best I ever read so far.. lol~
I mean for henwook couple~ ^^

De 1st fanfic I cry... lol~~ her story is cholmal choigo!! XD


dis is her new story~~~

Credit: theclockiswrong :)




Henli...

The sound of your voice is so far away.

Are you alright? You always seem so still when I’m here.

I always forget how to swim when you’re around, always so mesmerized by innocence and beauty.

For through the glass of my bowl, I am gazing at you. Large brown eyes staring back at me, filled with such gentleness it steals my breath away. I wonder if you can see it, the emotions harboured inside my myopic black eyes.

I like you very much, I say, but my words only come out as bubbles.

You sigh and it leaves a haze on the clear surface. You can’t harmonize with my spelled feelings.

Everything is quiet and still for a moment. Then, I can see the movement of your lips that played a song of love. I can hear your charming voice echo softly around me and I try my best to sing for you, but my words, they turn into bubbles and they disappear at the surface. You will never be able to receive them. You will never know.

Ryeowook?

You stop humming and you turn around, away from me.

The other person who is standing there is the person I envy the most in the world – the boyfriend, Cho Kyuhyun. You smile and my heart stops beating.

Playing with Henry again? I think the fish is getting more attention than me.

Kyuhyun jokes, but it hurts.

It hurts so much when you wind your arms around Kyuhyun in a warm embrace, something I can only dream of feeling. You laugh pleasantly and it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen that I shed unseen tears. Your smile is for him, but I can’t help feel the outburst of happiness in my heart.

Such a wonderful blessing.

He cradles you in his arms and plants a light kiss on your cheeks. You are smiling and looking at me.



Tonight, it’s a lonely night. There is a soft slow music dancing through the emptiness and the darkness.

All lovers have arguments, but this time, it cuts you deeper than ever. The hurt isn’t only in your heart, but there are dark angry bruises all over your pale skin.

You are crying by yourself, curled up by the wall and I don’t know what to do. You sit in the shadows, hidden from the world and I want nothing more but to hold you and tell you that everything is alright. You continue to cry alone and unknown to you, pieces of my heart are falling apart.



Your tears have dried long time ago, but you’re still crying. You stand at the window and as you watched the starry skies, there a sad smile on your lips. Tonight, there are no other arms but your own to hold onto yourself and fend you from the coldness of reality.



Pathetic, aren’t I? I bet you’re laughing at me. Don’t worry. I will forget him. I will forget him...

You laugh bitterly, but I am far from amused.

You sit on the floor and propped your chin on your folded arms on the table and watch my golden scales and fins flutter silently. You trace your fingertips over the clear glass and I move in to kiss them and I am glad it makes you smile.

The moonlight that shines into the dark room highlights the soft contours of your face. I can see that the bruise on your cheek is even darker than it was, and it hurts me to imagine him hurting you like that. I want to tell you that it doesn’t only hurt you, but it hurts me inside, too – worse than you can ever imagine.



It’s very lonely in there, isn’t it? I’m sorry.

You pick up my bowl and hug it to your chest and I can't help but to lean into that invisible melting warmth. You held the bowl in your arms and against the legs you pulled close to your body and you look down, into it and you look at me.

I swim up to the surface. I wonder if you know that I am not gasping for air with my gaping round mouth, but sending you kisses instead.

I like you, too, Henry.

You laugh, imagining in your mind that I am blowing kisses you, but I really am.

I love you, I am saying.



It must have been an eternity when you held me in your arms. I can feel the soft beating of your heart resonating with mine from behind the glass that separates us and it is so perfect.

I wish we can stay like this forever.

Your head is hung low and your brown bangs fall over your face and they shield you so that I cannot see your sparkling brown eyes. I wonder what you’re thinking…

Suddenly, there is something clear that slid down the side your face and it falls into the water of my bowl. It tastes salty and at the realization of what it was, your pain and sorrow envelops me. Your tears continue to drop into my world and it is suffocating.

I want to tell you to stop crying with soothing words, but I am unable to put them into words because I am crying, too.



Sleeping beauty.

You sleep on the floor so soundly tonight. The look of your face is so calm and serene, void of all your troubles; I want to get lost in it.

I yearn to forget that I am a fish. If only I was human. I want to stroke your soft hair tenderly with my hands and hold you in my arms until the break of day. Wouldn’t that be perfect?

I watch you sleep until the first ray of morning breaks through the windows. When you awake, you look happy to see me by your side.

I’ll be by your side forever.



Kyuhyun appears at the front door the next morning. He looks disarray and upset, but it can’t compare with how miserable you looked the night before.

I’m sorry, he says honestly. I will never do it again.

He doesn’t stop apologizing but you won’t hear any of it.

I’m sorry, you say softly and you mean every word of it. You want him to understand that you don't want him anymore, but he is persistent and anger wells up in him.

Terror surges through your veins and you cry out when he grabs your wrist violently, twisting it. The memories of last night replays in your mind.

I swim frantically around, but I can only watch helplessly from my bowl as he slaps you hard. There is a loud crack and it reverberates in my head and breaks my heart.

I want to protect you.

The pain of not being able to outweighs my anger and hatred towards Kyuhyun. If there is anyone to apologize, I has to be me. I'm sorry.



There is a struggle and you manage to break free and thrust Kyuhyun to the ground. You run away, lock the door and hide inside your bedroom. He chases after you and bang his fist at the door.

You threaten to call the cops and Kyuhyun is quiet. He knows you will. He screams at you one last time and head for the door.

I sigh in relieve but my relieve is short-lived.

There are hands on my bowl and I am held up high in the air. It is Kyuhyun. He has a dark look in his eyes, and before I knew it, I am falling.

There is a loud crash and my world shatters.



Kyuhyun waits a while to see if you will come out, but to my ease, you don't. When Kyuhyun finally leaves with a deafening bang of the door, I am close to death already. I am no longer flipping around frantically, but lying still on the wet floor, no longer fighting and gasping for air.

I can hear footsteps and soon, I am cradled within your warm palms. You put me into a large bowl of water in the kitchen but it's too late. I can't breathe.

Your tears fall rapidly into the water my body floats in.

Hers story is de best I ever read so far.. lol~
I mean for henwook couple~ ^^

De 1st fanfic I cry... lol~~ her story is cholmal choigo!! XD


dis is her new story~~~

Credit: theclockiswrong :)




Henli...

The sound of your voice is so far away.

Are you alright? You always seem so still when I’m here.

I always forget how to swim when you’re around, always so mesmerized by innocence and beauty.

For through the glass of my bowl, I am gazing at you. Large brown eyes staring back at me, filled with such gentleness it steals my breath away. I wonder if you can see it, the emotions harboured inside my myopic black eyes.

I like you very much, I say, but my words only come out as bubbles.

You sigh and it leaves a haze on the clear surface. You can’t harmonize with my spelled feelings.

Everything is quiet and still for a moment. Then, I can see the movement of your lips that played a song of love. I can hear your charming voice echo softly around me and I try my best to sing for you, but my words, they turn into bubbles and they disappear at the surface. You will never be able to receive them. You will never know.

Ryeowook?

You stop humming and you turn around, away from me.

The other person who is standing there is the person I envy the most in the world – the boyfriend, Cho Kyuhyun. You smile and my heart stops beating.

Playing with Henry again? I think the fish is getting more attention than me.

Kyuhyun jokes, but it hurts.

It hurts so much when you wind your arms around Kyuhyun in a warm embrace, something I can only dream of feeling. You laugh pleasantly and it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen that I shed unseen tears. Your smile is for him, but I can’t help feel the outburst of happiness in my heart.

Such a wonderful blessing.

He cradles you in his arms and plants a light kiss on your cheeks. You are smiling and looking at me.



Tonight, it’s a lonely night. There is a soft slow music dancing through the emptiness and the darkness.

All lovers have arguments, but this time, it cuts you deeper than ever. The hurt isn’t only in your heart, but there are dark angry bruises all over your pale skin.

You are crying by yourself, curled up by the wall and I don’t know what to do. You sit in the shadows, hidden from the world and I want nothing more but to hold you and tell you that everything is alright. You continue to cry alone and unknown to you, pieces of my heart are falling apart.



Your tears have dried long time ago, but you’re still crying. You stand at the window and as you watched the starry skies, there a sad smile on your lips. Tonight, there are no other arms but your own to hold onto yourself and fend you from the coldness of reality.



Pathetic, aren’t I? I bet you’re laughing at me. Don’t worry. I will forget him. I will forget him...

You laugh bitterly, but I am far from amused.

You sit on the floor and propped your chin on your folded arms on the table and watch my golden scales and fins flutter silently. You trace your fingertips over the clear glass and I move in to kiss them and I am glad it makes you smile.

The moonlight that shines into the dark room highlights the soft contours of your face. I can see that the bruise on your cheek is even darker than it was, and it hurts me to imagine him hurting you like that. I want to tell you that it doesn’t only hurt you, but it hurts me inside, too – worse than you can ever imagine.



It’s very lonely in there, isn’t it? I’m sorry.

You pick up my bowl and hug it to your chest and I can't help but to lean into that invisible melting warmth. You held the bowl in your arms and against the legs you pulled close to your body and you look down, into it and you look at me.

I swim up to the surface. I wonder if you know that I am not gasping for air with my gaping round mouth, but sending you kisses instead.

I like you, too, Henry.

You laugh, imagining in your mind that I am blowing kisses you, but I really am.

I love you, I am saying.



It must have been an eternity when you held me in your arms. I can feel the soft beating of your heart resonating with mine from behind the glass that separates us and it is so perfect.

I wish we can stay like this forever.

Your head is hung low and your brown bangs fall over your face and they shield you so that I cannot see your sparkling brown eyes. I wonder what you’re thinking…

Suddenly, there is something clear that slid down the side your face and it falls into the water of my bowl. It tastes salty and at the realization of what it was, your pain and sorrow envelops me. Your tears continue to drop into my world and it is suffocating.

I want to tell you to stop crying with soothing words, but I am unable to put them into words because I am crying, too.



Sleeping beauty.

You sleep on the floor so soundly tonight. The look of your face is so calm and serene, void of all your troubles; I want to get lost in it.

I yearn to forget that I am a fish. If only I was human. I want to stroke your soft hair tenderly with my hands and hold you in my arms until the break of day. Wouldn’t that be perfect?

I watch you sleep until the first ray of morning breaks through the windows. When you awake, you look happy to see me by your side.

I’ll be by your side forever.



Kyuhyun appears at the front door the next morning. He looks disarray and upset, but it can’t compare with how miserable you looked the night before.

I’m sorry, he says honestly. I will never do it again.

He doesn’t stop apologizing but you won’t hear any of it.

I’m sorry, you say softly and you mean every word of it. You want him to understand that you don't want him anymore, but he is persistent and anger wells up in him.

Terror surges through your veins and you cry out when he grabs your wrist violently, twisting it. The memories of last night replays in your mind.

I swim frantically around, but I can only watch helplessly from my bowl as he slaps you hard. There is a loud crack and it reverberates in my head and breaks my heart.

I want to protect you.

The pain of not being able to outweighs my anger and hatred towards Kyuhyun. If there is anyone to apologize, I has to be me. I'm sorry.



There is a struggle and you manage to break free and thrust Kyuhyun to the ground. You run away, lock the door and hide inside your bedroom. He chases after you and bang his fist at the door.

You threaten to call the cops and Kyuhyun is quiet. He knows you will. He screams at you one last time and head for the door.

I sigh in relieve but my relieve is short-lived.

There are hands on my bowl and I am held up high in the air. It is Kyuhyun. He has a dark look in his eyes, and before I knew it, I am falling.

There is a loud crash and my world shatters.



Kyuhyun waits a while to see if you will come out, but to my ease, you don't. When Kyuhyun finally leaves with a deafening bang of the door, I am close to death already. I am no longer flipping around frantically, but lying still on the wet floor, no longer fighting and gasping for air.

I can hear footsteps and soon, I am cradled within your warm palms. You put me into a large bowl of water in the kitchen but it's too late. I can't breathe.

Your tears fall rapidly into the water my body floats in.