1:57 and I'm eating my 'so-called' breakfast.... lol~~
I juz woke up at 1pm so I didn't eat anythin frm juz nw.. so dis is my 1st meal.. lol~
hahaha!!! well, my main poitn to dis 2day is.... sweet dream!!! hehehe.... well.. even those I said de past is all gone. but u noe sumtym u still keep thinkin den it wld go until to ur dream?? yup.. is very true. Eg: If I think of SS501 24/7, i wld sure dream of them or mayb one of the member 5-6 tym per wk... lmao!! is true!! but dis is based on a real-life person.. nt star.. and yes, in my dream.. he's so sweet~ ^^
let's give him a fake name.. hm... yeongsaeng? or hyungjun? haha.. mayb ryeowook?
i think make it hyungjun. ^^ but pls!! de guy is nt hyungjun, is juz a fake name to cover up his real identity.. lol~
de dream juz randomly started... I was going shopping w/ my whole family and I dunno y he also inside there.. lol~
den afetr dat we went to take taxi... he was sitting infront.. dat is of cos!!! i muz sit w/ my family.. ^_^
den when reach my block, he help me carry to my house... cos heavy ma..
den he help me take all my stuff go inside my hse to put de thing there..
den i said i can do myself, he said is ok.. I help u.. ^^
den out of sudden my mum said to me, 'u like him rite?'
(NOTE: in my dream, we r nt together. juz v gd fren.)
Den I replied 'NO!! I dun like'
den she said 'U liek guy who is very caring & help u do thing.. all those kind..'
So I was also like thinking twice.. haha!! mayb yes.. but well, in real life nw in reality.. yes, I like him alot.
got back to dream, ya.. so she said to me like dat..
Den he came to me, he said anymore?
Den I said, 'nope, no mroe alrdy, thanks alot... u can faster hurry go to ur place.'
Cos he was rushing to a place actually but he help me first. omg~~ so sweet!! hehe
den he was ok, u sure? den he go off first.. omg~~~
after dat I can't reali rmb wat happen after dat.. my dream is so blur.. lol
den nw I can rmb is dat.... after I put all my thing proeperly back, he called me.
he said....... he said..... OMFG!!!!! HW CAN I FORGOT??!!!!!
SHIT!! I REALI FORGOT!!! WEH!!! I REALI FORGOT!!
I can only rmb dat he reali v gd... ask me sumthin like wat u doing nw? den pack everythin.. sumthin like dat... den de rest, I cannot rmb... T_T
WHY??!!! HW CAN I FORGOT?? anyway afterv dat I woke up.. xian~~ -__-''
y I wake up for wat??? duh... but after dat I recalled back... den I juz thinkin y did can nv happen in real life?? y? that is so sad... it can only happen i my dream.
I ever dream hyungjun b4...... alot of tym alrdy.... all is sweet dream one.. lol!!!!
I ever dream dat I & hyungjun ever together b4.. LMAO!!!!!!
Dat tym when I dream of dat, I nv like hyungjun b4 in real-life..
den because of sum reason.. haiz...... I began to like.
den nw I v sad..... cos blah..blah.. NO! NT BREAK-UP OIR WHATSOEVER!!
is mayb bcos I start to realise dis is all yi xiang qing yuan, a single-sided love and I think too much.. den after dat he began to treat me so cold so ya.. I realise & I feel v gik sim... den like wat I say, de past is all gone.
anyway I'm nt gonna bother it frm nw onward, Gotta live my life happier man!!!!
I LIVE FOR SUJU & SS501 & GAZETTE!!!! SO HW CAN I BE EMO??!! LOL~~
THEY R ALWAYS MY LOVE!!! ^_^